I learned it on the perv's dick and I liked it.

I want to share with you this fact that happened to me a few years ago. Well, I'm going to use the fictional name Ana for myself, because today I have a family and I want this fact to remain a secret for my family and friends. I'm 37 years old, 5'5", about 60 pounds, I'm what they call a fake skinny with turned legs, ass hard, big breasts that modesty the part look great with my bikini markings, I have long curly black hair although I do brush and almost never get even with the constant request of my husband who likes him curly. I lived in Goiânia and was married for eight years and this marriage I had a beautiful son and I thought I had a happy family and that was my perfect world, but I found out that my ex-husband cheated on me with the maid who worked in our house the days I was traveling to work, because I started working very young and 10 years old I worked in the family and worked until I got into a program of the Goias government for young people in a company that served for the state and then after finishing high school I did the public contest and became effective in the state and traveled to earn extra hours and give more comfort to my family, but after this betrayal I also found out that he had struck me and robbed everything that we had, from the car, the motorcycle, the money in the joint account and even the movers of the house he took, leaving only the things of our son and moved to the state of Mato Grosso, I was living in favor and receiving the help of friends and family for a long time I was able to pay the debts left on the credit card and credited to pay for all of my payments. I spent eight years discredited in love and without any relationship, so I went on more often to go to the work trips of the state government program and had the privilege of meeting several cities in my state and learned again to take pleasure, to live, to go dancing, to drink a beer and to talk to colleagues after work hours. In one of these exits I met my ex-boyfriend who I will call him George, he was 38 years old at the time he was an engineer and had a stable life financially, but despite being a good person he drank a lot and it affected his professional and social life, considering that he always liked to go to those very simple boats and live there with humble people and have them as friends, but he was fun and I had spent so much time alone that I blindly grasped this passion, we went out almost every night to bars together with his inseparable friends who did not disgruntled with him, since George always paid for everything and there is no shortage of friends wanting to take advantage. After some time of dating I found it strange that he almost didn't come to me for sex, even though we were together almost every night on weekdays, and on the weekend he wouldn't go out with me and say go to football with his friends and there was no place for women. One weekend I was going to my mother’s house that was in the Itatiaia Group which is a neighborhood to where I lived. As I did every Saturday, I went to a hundred aesthetics where I have artificial tanning and made my desired bikini markings and waxing, then in a friend's salon where I paid a month I brushed my hair, nails, eyebrows and such... So I went on to arrange dinner and accommodate my son at my mother's house as I always did on nights when I went out dancing with two inseparable, long-term work friends, since I wouldn't have my boyfriend as usual on weekends. The girl in the salon took a long time to do the brush on my hair and it was getting dark so I had to hurry. I went home to take a shower and get ready that from there I would already go to the appointment, when I finished and left home I realized how long it took me to get ready and the night had already arrived, it was quite dark, I went walking down the dark street lit only by the few lights of the poles that were not burned hearing only the sound of the crickets away and the heels of my sandals on the asphalt, the night was warm, I looked up to the sky and was black with few stars the moon was growing and I was immersed in my thoughts about how I would end up dancing all night and that delicious shrimp serving there and watering my mouth thinking... And since I had cut my hair this afternoon, I should have grown even bigger, even though I didn't believe in these lunar phase things, it made time pass while I walked down that street without a soul other than my own life, and I was wearing jeans glued to my belly from the outside with a black corset that left my back showing my little markings on my back and on the bottom of my pants, with my hair loose and pretty tight, I was pretty modest on the side. But to cut the road I went through a pasture that separated the neighborhood Jardim Pompéia where I lived and the Itatiaia Set where I grew up and my mother lived as usual and everyone did, and after entering and following the trail and only then realized how high the bush was, much higher than I. I felt cold in my stomach, but I moved on, after all I lived in that neighborhood since I was a kid and everyone knew me nothing bad could happen to me there... My mistake! I heard footsteps on the same trail that I was following and I tried to walk faster to get to the other side, but the sound was getting closer quickly, I looked back trying to visualize who it was and didn't see anything in the dark made me want to run, but how to run with that 15 heel on my feet?! I tried to walk even faster, I felt my heart go off when I heard the sound of the bush swinging next to me and then I saw the figure in the dark and a man passed by me quickly and I screamed and he gave an ironic smile without stopping or looking at me quickly passing by me and his arm rubbed on my shoulder on the narrow trail and felt a strong full of a mixture of alcohol and dirt so he followed the trail and disappeared into darkness. My legs were shaking from the fright and my heart was racing, I kept walking slower now trying to calm down and wanting to get out of there, looking at the lights of the headlights of the cars on the road on the other side of the pasture, I was already halfway there when I saw that someone was crossing the trail again and as I had already passed through the fright I imagined to be someone who just like that man and I was cutting down the road, as he got closer I realized that it was the same man who was already returning with a cigarette burning and as he was walking very fast and there was a bar near the other end of the pasture I imagined he had bought cigarettes and was returning and I just came back to the side, so he wouldn't growl again when I passed by, because the full of him was terrible, it seemed that I hadn't bathed for days. He approached me and I walked away for him to pass and passed without looking at me and I scratched my nose in an involuntary act by the smell and at that moment I felt his arms holding me from behind, I gave him a scream and he covered my mouth and pulled me back on the trail and I tried to go out struggling as he pulled me into the middle of the bush and then I saw the glow of something and I felt him put it on my neck, it was a knife like the ones that use us butcher of the white handle and pulled the cold lamina on my neck and told me to shut up or cut my throat. I felt the strong smell of alcohol and cigarettes with him holding me from behind and with his face glued to mine speaking in my ear. I scared the hell out of him and asked him not to kill me that I had a son, asked him to leave, felt my legs go down and I ran out of action and I couldn't even cry. By that moment, it hadn't fallen the stake of what was happening, He sent me to accompany him with one hand holding the dot on my neck and with the other arm passing through my waist holding my arm and holding the other by my wrist, I felt his body all glued to mine as we walked a narrow trail away from the avenue of the cars and so we followed bush into a place where the bush was already crumpled looking like someone had there before, at this moment I realized that it would be at least raped there and I started crying and asking, please, to let me go, but I got a slap on the face in an order to shut up and seeing him altered and afraid of what could happen I obeyed. He started running his hand through my body, groping my ass, my boobs, and he seemed to try to stick his fingers in my pussy over my pants, which made the sewing of my pants hurt me, and I would stick my butt in an involuntary act and he'd smile behind me with the blade of the knife in my neck likeing to see me force my ass against him in the urge to try to get rid of his hand on my pussy. I felt like I was rubbing his dick on my ass over my pants while he was squeezing my pussy even harder just to see me squirm and force my ass back trying to take my hand off him and how I was out of my panties, because all my panties were small and how I was going to dance they kept getting into my butt and bothered me then when I went dancing I didn't wear panties and the seam of my pants caught right on top of it and it hurt a lot when he squeezed. He started trying to take off my corset, but it was braided and he couldn't release it and he got nervous and started forcing the knife around my neck in an attempt to pull the corset to let it go. I felt like he was cutting me and I asked him to help me get the corset out, he accepted it, but he warned me first that if I tried to escape, he would cut my throat and since it wasn't there no one would know who it was or where it was. I agreed to be quiet, because I knew I couldn't run more than him, because he was much bigger and stronger and I had seen how quickly he passed by me, so I started to open the corset, but he was very excited and barely gave time to open half and already pulled the bulge down and started sucking my boobs, and to say that they were big and to call me a hot cow and to say that I was in the right place, because cow fucked in the pasture. He squeezed my boobs like he'd never seen one before and sucked on their beaks that I thought would rip them off and control me so I wouldn't scream in pain at every hickey I got. He tried to stick his hand in my pants, but it was too tight and he wouldn't go in and he told me to open her buttons, and I started asking him to let me go and I took another slap on my face, but this time he hit the floor really hard and he told me to get up and open the buttons on my pants, which I did without question. I could feel my face burning with the slap and I couldn't believe that it was happening passed a lot of things in my flash thinking of seconds so I felt my face numb then with another slap and an order to lower my pants, and I realized that I had been out of my mind in a few moments. That's when he saw the tanning marquees and the whole shaved pussy went horny and put me on open-legged feet with the sore breasts of so many hickeys and the pants lowered on my ankles and started fingering my clitoris and the fingernail grabbed him and gave him a bad feeling and felt like taking his hand and by instinct of preservation I held his hand and got another slap on his face, but this time lighter and told me to put my hands behind him and not in the way or I would really get hit. My eyes were getting used to the darkness and I could already see the place where I was and see it better. He was supposed to be 5'8", and about 80 pounds tall had turned up to be about 25, but he was well punished for his life and not handsome, besides having a bad smell and a breath of booze mixed with a horrible cigarette dressed in those dirty jeans and that shirt that one day was white, it seemed until it was a month old that was dressed in the same outfit. He continued to touch my pussy and I with his hands back as he had told and with legs open standing he knelt in front of me and began licking my crotch, I felt disgusted with that wet tongue drooling at me and licking me like a dog, until he started sucking my pussy, my legs disappeared for a moment and I almost fell on him, tried to disguise him and he realized and told me to lean on his shoulders, who was kneeling between my legs serving my pussy as a feast, but I didn't want to and stood there with my arms behind open legs without being able to react to the hicits on my clitoris and the soles that it looked like he would swallow my pussy sucking—a. As much as I tried to fight that feeling, because I thought I couldn't feel pleasure in a forced sex my body said otherwise, I tried to control myself and my mind said it was wrong to feel pleasure in it and it was disgusting, but my body was shaking and it didn't obey me anymore, I felt my wet pussy running and not just the licks that that disgusting tongue gave her. I tried to control my breath so that he wouldn't notice and focused my thoughts on something else in an attempt to not feel pleasure, but I couldn't and there came a very strong spasm when he started rubbing his tongue on top of my little clit and everything disappeared in front of me when I saw him cum in his mouth and trying to disguise it with fear of catching if he realized then I heard his voice in the middle of my legs say: Come on, bitch, I want to see you mock your bitch! He opened my pussy with one of his hands and sucked my grelo sucking it and I felt like I swallowed my little grisly with that disgusting mouth and I couldn't stand to hold it and I cum in his mouth standing there and my whole body was shaking and he kept sucking me, I felt all the muscles of my legs shaking, jumping, I tried to balance standing, but I couldn't and fall back into the crushed bush without force. For a moment I felt my body relax, and I looked at that dark sky without stars and fear had passed, I was in a kind of trance, for a long time I didn't enjoy it, and I had never come to such a strong orgasm with a man, only on lonely nights when I touched myself in the bathroom or in bed fantasizing various situations unimaginable for a woman of respect, even a rape had fantasized a few times thinking of a beautiful coworker who had seen on the day or even an unknown, but I never really imagined going through a situation like this, I had already won some hooks on the bus always crowded on the way home from work and sometimes I even made it easy for them to make fun of and me and even masturbated when I came home to remember them rubbing my dick on my ass on the bus's bullet or trying to smooth my breasts with every curve the bus's arm, in the past. When that feeling of stasis passed after the orgasm, I saw that he was kneeling in front of me, staring at me, with my legs lying open and sweaty and standing there for a few minutes, I even thought he had finished using me. My mistake... he opened the zipper of his pants and pulled his dick out, so I saw that it had just begun and tried not to look but I realized that he was jerking off looking at me lying there with his legs open, He moved in the bush and I looked at him in the reflection because of the noise and I saw his cock, it was very thick and very forward compared to the two he knew that it was my ex-husband's and George's, my eyes couldn't stop looking as hard as I tried, I found huge and the more he masturbated the bigger it got and it was getting scared so he started putting his hand on my body again while he was masturbating with his other hand and squeezing my boobs' beak and going down to my pussy and rubbing it, but I had already enjoyed it and felt nothing, so he stuck two fingers in it and screamed because she was already dry considering that I had enjoyed a few minutes ago and dodged the body on the floor coming back a little bit, and he stopped masturbating for a moment and grabbed the knife that was on the floor beside him and stuck her in my belly and he pulled my pants off and I was naked from the waist down, and with the boobs off the body. He told me to open my legs wide and I did it with fear of the knife leaning on my belly knowing that he would skin my pussy, it wasn't long before I finished thinking and he put the two fingers inside me again until the end without pity with that rough hand that looked like a pawn, felt like burning everything and I controlled myself not to scream as he made a go and come with those dirty and big fingers inside of me, so he went putting one to one of his fingers until he put the four fingers inside of me, felt his hand opening up all of me and it hurt a lot, he left the knife on his side on the floor several times while he groped and sucked my tits and licked me all over like a dog licking a bone and despite the disgust he felt, it was exciting me and felt my pussy betraying me again getting wet and the most intense was the movement of going and coming that he did with the four fingers inside. It hurt a lot and I felt like he was breaking into my little pussy that never got more than two fingers in. I tried not to come and instinctively closed my legs in an involuntary act, but he told me to open them again by calling me a whore and speaking a lot of swear words in my ear while licking my ear and my neck by holding my head by the hair, forcing me to kiss him by sticking that filthy tongue into my mouth, I was never a whore, but listening to it excited me and always wanted to have sex by listening to pornography in my ear, but not like that, but with my boyfriend and ashamed to ask and seem vulgar. That was growing on me and when I saw myself enjoying again in the hand of that stinky pervert, and this time I didn't hold and moan loudly and with his hand shoved into my pussy and running my joy through my crotch up my ass and moaning his hand with my joy and when he saw that I was enjoying his hand with more violence and making the move of go and come stronger and faster and I squirped all over the floor with my legs open with my arms back as he had told me to make totally surrender to the abuses of that pervert, and even then he didn't stop so much as I could give myself to the joy and so I did, but he continued to masturbate with his fingers inside even after I had come and I was already without legs, without breath, without any strength and even though he didn't stop my pain, I didn't even feel more that there was a single pain, I didn't even went to the new orgasm and I was even more intense, I felt my whole body without stopping my voice and I didn't come out and I didn't feel all alone, but I felt that my pain, but I didn't feel I was lying there with my legs open totally handed to everything he wanted to do without being able to draw any reaction, while he licked me like a dog and kissed me with the strength in my mouth, although at that point of events I didn't even fight anymore to avoid his bitter cigarette kiss despite the disgust I felt and it was then that he perceived the disgust that I was in kissing him, or rather, letting him stick his tongue in my mouth wanted to and mock me and rubbed the dirty hand of my joy on my face and as I licked my ear and face again, began to pass on my lips and put my fingers in my mouth as if he masturbated my mouth and spoke in my ear that it was for me to suck his dick, because I had a bitch face and wanted to see that cock sucking mouth licking his dick like a popsicle. I felt very disgusted, because if he was stinking like that imagine his dick as it should be?! I asked him to masturbate and said I'd never done that and I was disgusted, even though I already sucked my ex-husband and George, I lied in an attempt to move him and not do that, but he didn't even want to know and he put the knife back in my belly pulled me by the hair making me sit in the woods and told me to open my mouth and said that if I bit him, he would kill me and start rubbing his dick on my face calling me a blowjob and telling me to suck his dick and forcing his dick's head on my lips until I opened my mouth and he shoved that stinky, thick dick in. It was huge and my head almost didn't fit in my mouth, but it didn't matter and I held my head by my hair and I put it hard in my mouth making me swallow half of it, I felt it touching my throat and it made me want to puke, I couldn't breathe and I suffocated with it in it so when he saw that I had already lost my breath I took off for a few moments and barely enough time to breathe and I put the dick in my mouth again, he did it for about ten minutes and I almost fainted without air sometimes with him literally fucking my mouth and making my mouth a pussy. When I was no longer sucking him he took my dick out of my mouth and pushed me to lie down again in the bush, so he sat between my legs again and put his fingers inside me and took it out at once, I felt like my uterus was going out with his fingers, I had no strength but to scream and I just helped my pussy by touching her in an attempt to minimize the pain and realized that she was very swollen and skinned, much more than I imagined that his hand had hurt my pussy. He lowered his pants by getting dressed only on one leg and took off his shirt, he had a beautiful body, was strong and sunburned as if he worked in some manual service during the day and I came to think that he was a mechanic, or a smudger of some of the various truck rubber shops in the neighborhood, considering that the neighborhood was between two highways and the traffic of truck drivers and hikers looking for a ride there was constant. I asked him again to put on a condom at least and he smiled with debauchery and said he didn't wear that. He lay on top of me, and already tried to shove his dick into my pussy once, but he didn't come in and he forced that huge head away and he lay on me holding me by the neck forcing my cock against my pussy until he went through my head and went in tearing everything up until he felt it hit my uterus and he kept pushing it in, trying to stick more and more than half, I felt my pussy all filled up by that huge cock, every shot and put on it the leather of my pussy as he himself said he came out with his cock and went in again, I was quiet in the attempt to hurt less, because the more I moved the more it hurt and it seemed that I was tearing the lips of my pussy, so thick that it was almost not coming in direct and as I was all skinned it hurt even more the more and beaten with violence I received from him without any mercy, because he seemed to like to see me feel pain and excited even more with my suffering. I couldn't wait for him to come and put an end to my suffering and ask him to stop me from telling anyone anything and that I wasn't putting up with it anymore and it hurt a lot, but when I said it was hurting harder, he'd punch me and say it didn't matter if I talked to someone, because nobody knew him there and jail for him was a hotel and it's been a long time since he ate a jail butt. I don't even know how long he'd been eating me lying there playing put and take off his dick and forcing me to stick it all in my pussy, but it was too big to get my head in my uterus, I think, I just know it hurt a lot where I pulled over. I felt his sweat dripping on my body and on my breasts as he rubbed his body on them in the go-ahead and he's been punching my pussy, leaving me impregnated with that horrible smell of sweat and dirt, my sweat was mixed with his that hot night and my body was all wet with embarrassed sweat wrapped around my waist, my hair stuck on my sweaty shore, and my breath that I couldn't control anymore and made no effort to try in vain. I could feel that animal breathing gasping in my ear as I was punching mercilessly in my sore little pussy and groping my breasts and in that I came two or three more times with it on me using me like I wanted. I was completely given to him despite the fear that I had to catch some disease, considering that even to use a toilet I didn't sit on it, even that of my house that was rented and I didn't know who I had to use before me, so I asked him again to put on a condom at least to use me and he smiled with debauchery and said that he liked to feel the leather of his cock brushing in the cunt of the sluts and in the little ring of the goats and forced my ass in with his finger and it hurt because his nail was a little big, I gave an involuntary moan and he liked it and kept playing with my ass to see me moan, said he was full of horny eating me four. By that time I froze, because if I was literally breaking into my pussy that I was used to taking dicks from the two men I went to bed with, imagine in my almost virgin ass that I had only come in dick once with my ex-husband and still couldn't get to the end! I thought and shouted to see if anyone who might have passed the pasture or even the bar there on the avenue listened to me, but the music was loud there and certainly could not hear me, even more so that the bar got further away from the place where that pervert took me and I could only hear the music that played far away. She was indignant, because in that pasture there were people crossing all the time, but just the moment I needed it most, no one showed up and she didn't hear if she wanted voices or footsteps of not a living soul passing the trails and seemed even agreed. I felt my pussy run down every time he took his dick off at once and put it back hard inside me, but I didn't know if it was blood or anything. He put me on all fours helping me to stand up and turn around, because my legs no longer obeyed me and I laid my head on the ground on my arms, he started licking my pussy and I felt a relief with his tongue passing through it moistening it and I was quiet not to stop, because it refreshed long after taking hand and giant cock inside it, it was very tasty I confessed and even started to get wet again with him calling me a little bitch and licking with affection my skinned pussy. I was just about to cum again when he straightened my cracker with his dick's head and started shoving it up to where he came in and saying that's how you eat bitches, I felt that cock fill up all my pussy and hit my uterus every punch he gave, but no more pain was numb and swollen. He'd tell me to stick my ass up and I would do it and he'd shove me so hard that I'd feel his bag beating my pussy, and then I realized he'd shoved all his dick inside of me and I figured he'd ripped me apart, and we were like this for a long time with him eating me on my fours and sometimes pulling me back and putting me down on my knees eating me on my knees. We were both sticky wet with sweat and that strong footprint he gave me and the virility he had in sex and that not one of the two men I'd ever been with, being sex with them for at most fifteen minutes and a few minutes later I was already asleep and I was frustrated in bed as it happened several times. I was feeling pleasure yes, it would be hypocrisy to say that I wasn't enjoying to come as I'd never enjoyed it before with that strong sex that left me without floor every orgasm that I had, although it wasn't the ideal sex for my concepts, but it turned me on feeling those strong stabs in my yawn, with your hands ora touching my breasts as if they were the last of the world ora holding me by my hip and pulling me back while eating me with strong punches in my skinned pussy and my sweat running from my neck down the coast, my hair nailed in the sweat of my back with the brush that I had done hours ago and it was all messed up, but it didn't matter at that moment I felt wanted a man and it was new to me, because there was never felt that before. He kept eating me like this for long minutes until I enjoyed enjoying four and felt my joy dripping and mellowing my ankles with me on four and he satiating his tara on my four cunt, all handed to him, continued to punch her hitting her body against my ass hard every time he stuck his whole dick inside me pushing me forward until I couldn't stand it and lay in the bush with my back to him and he continued to eat me lying down, felt the bush nailing me in my sweaty body while he stood in his goo and came inside me until I enjoyed again so weak that I didn't think he didn't even notice, because I couldn't outline any reaction, a few minutes later he gave me some very strong punches on me that he came dragging me in the bush and let loose an urro sound like an animal and then I felt the hot fucking jet inside of my goo that was and he gave me a few more strong punches and I felt that hot goo. He pulled his dick out of me and laid next to me, I had no strength for anything and couldn't sit down, imagine getting up from there. Then I felt his arm pulling me near him and hugging me by putting my head on his chest. We stayed there for about fifteen minutes without saying anything just listening to the silence with a country music from the bar far away and some car horn on the avenue across the pasture with him caressing my hair. I thought I'd ask him why he was doing this to women, but he had a serene face and didn't want to break that peace, even because I didn't know what he would do to me afterwards. So he broke the silence and asked me my name and said that he had seen me several times, including walking with my son and he thought I was hot and said that he wouldn't hurt me and that I could leave whenever I wanted. I told him I'd stay there a little longer if he didn't mind, both because he thought I was a bluff and because I couldn't get my pants on so weak that I was and needed some time to pull myself together. He hugged me, kissed me on the head and we continued in the same position that we were with me with the head on his chest, no longer felt the bad smell I felt at first, perhaps because my nose had already gotten used to that awful full that gave me nausea, or maybe for now I was also with that full impregnated in my body, but I stood there with him straightening my hair and my back for a while, so I asked if he would help me to put on my pants, because I was powerless for it and he helped me carefully and I untangled my corset and he tied me behind, I stood up with his help and I heard a noise from my pussy and I felt it running down, so I realized that he had come inside of me.