I drew with my brother-in-law, an old dream

I'm 25 years old, 1.74 meters tall and weighing 61 kilograms.
When my sister introduced her boyfriend to the family, I felt something strange inside of me like a desire. It was as if he wasn't meant for her but for me.
As time went on, we became closer. He was an extroverted person always in a good mood ready to help and at the end someone easily sympathetic
I bought a car, that is to say a private means of transportation. A small one... Whenever it had any problems, he was my rescue.
It was one of those rescues that did not hold the desire. I knew their relationship wasn't very good. My sister had traveled with my parents on vacation and I was left alone at home. To change the car gave a problem, I called him in order to know what to do. There would be no solution, just repair itself.
He said he wanted to go out, I was bored. He asked me if we could watch "The Village".
The invitation was on a Wednesday, we made the appointment for Saturday. He would work until 5:00, and he'd pick me up around 8:00.
I had just come out of the bathroom when the bell rang, it was about 19 and a bit, I went to open the door. It was him, could not hide my desires, as he himself once told me: "I speak with eyes", said that my eyes were penetrating, like someone who wants to pull something hidden,
He came in smiling as usual. I asked him if he had moved his watch forward. Without saying anything, he smiled and sat down on the couch, telling me that there was no hurry;
I went back to my room, and there was nothing but a robe.
And as I was changing, a thousand crazy things were going on in my head and he's right there just the two of us at home with nothing underneath me but an apron.
He asked me about the car, I sat down next to him and we started talking. My eyes were fixed on his.
I've done it a few times, and every time he took his eyes off of mine... ..I smiled. It was one of those looks where he didn't say anything or turn away from me..
I kissed him back, our tongues intertwined. My tongue was sucked by him and his teeth gently rubbed against it. It gave me a hard-on.
His hand pulled my hair in a circular motion, forcing my mouth against his. I felt the other hand caress my knee without leaving my mouth, just making a small space, he looked into my eyes and said to me: "I want you as a woman, enter you, feel this wonder that is between your legs, suck it all".
I didn't say anything, just smiled and stuck my mouth on his again.
I could feel his hand coming up between my thighs and reaching for my little kiss, couldn't resist it so I opened my legs to let him touch me.
He unbuckled my robe, pushed me slowly until I was lying down. Then he started sucking on my breasts and putting his finger inside of me very gently... rubbing it into my hair... going downhill kissing me all over the body till he got to my pocket.
When he was sucking my clitoris, he'd stick his finger in me... put one leg on the back of the couch and the other on his shoulder... give me a hard blowjob, open his mouth and swallow my pussy.
I told him he was gonna make fun of me, and then he'd tell me to put it in his mouth.
We lay there for a while, my body shook. He passed his tongue on me very gently and said how hot I was in the bouquet.
When he got up, probably to put me in a different position, I held him by the dick and sat down and placed it into my mouth. His cock was drooling, smooth as silk; I sucked his head while he sucked on its body, squeezed out some liquid that came from inside of the roll, swallowed it all together with an open beak, swallowing about half the roll; then he grabbed my hair again and started doing circular movements, holding firmly with both hands, pushing back and forth between my lips, telling me to breast-feed. He kept saying: "Mama! Mama! Mamma!" I'd suck my head off, put my mouth on the side of that roll... while at the same time wanting to shove it in me and not taking it out.
He took the toilet out of my mouth, he put me on a couch in four. My sofa is L-shaped, I stood in the middle where it curves upwards and there's more space, so I held onto the backrest, my legs were wide open, and I felt this roll go through the mouth of my bottle;
He grabbed my buttocks, slicing them open. Then he put the end of his dick against the entrance to my bouquet and slowly stuck it in me like a hard-on.
I gave a whimper of pleasure, he told me to moan and tell myself not to think about anything but just feel my vagina being penetrated. My open butt was giving him the appearance of penetration, he could see his roll disappearing inside me. He would make slow movements, you could feel the whole stick, take it out and put it back in, did this several times.
Every time he put it in, I could feel his head against my uterus. It's an unexplainable sensation. When I got to the bottom...
I couldn't resist, made fun of him again. When I did he stuck it all in me and pulled me by the crotch so that even if I wanted to run away from here...
He stood there for a while with everything inside of me, when he noticed that I was now restored to fun holds me tightly by the waist now shakes my roll hard calls me hot tells me it will fill me full of fuck would like to see his fucking flowing out from my bucket call me bitch puppy asks if this is what i want
I couldn't talk, just moan and tell him to fuck me.
He grabbed me by the hair, I felt how much he pulled my head back and we looked into each other's eyes... ..I could feel my pussy warming up.
We'd just sit there and cuddle, make out, kiss until it was too late.
He left at dawn.
The movie I saw the other week, alone... same week that their engagement ended.
We exchanged a few E-MAILS, but we knew that there was no romance to be had. My family would never accept it.
I miss him so much.
I decided to report this event on the website because I've always wanted to tell someone.
But I can't tell anyone that I know.
I hope you enjoyed it.