The first steps of a girl part 6

As I related earlier, my adventure with Robinho was interrupted by the reconciliation of my parents and our return home. In this new period, there was only Juninho around, but my father was fighting with his father and we did not visit each other.
After a while of not giving a shit and not thinking much about it, and I started to be interested in girls and falling in love with them, came the first boyfriends of the school, which were nothing much, just that thing of holding hands, stealing a little kiss, but with it grew a mentality that clearly separated my affective / love preference for girls from the desires and sexual pleasures I felt with boys.
The society at that time was more hostile to gays, I was comfortable with girls and in my head I had to choose a "side", there was no room for bisexuality, so it was convenient to drown Feema and "stay" straight. Everything was calm until I got involved in an embarrassing situation and an unforeseen "recession", it was like this;
After our parents made peace, I went to spend a weekend at Juninho's house, who welcomed me without talking about sex and we didn't touch anything from the past, we played in the street, we played video games, a normal day.
The next day he took me to swim in the pool at a colleague's house, Marcinho, and as soon as I entered the recreation area I saw a black bikini on the pole of the service area near the pool and my eyes lit up. We were playing in the pool, but every time I looked at the bikini the desire to try it only grew, that hollow delta wing bikini was waiting for me and it was consuming me until I decided to take a risk and went to the bathroom, but before going through the pole and taking the hidden bikini.
With trembling hands I put on my thong and I felt like Nathy again with that bikini tucked up my ass and I stared at the mirror until Marcinho knocked on the door and I despaired;
"What are you doing there?"
I took off my bikini, I blew a gasket pretending it was over and when I opened the door Marcinho wanted to fly on my neck and Juninho separated and asked what was going on and he said bravo;
"He took my sister's bikini, he's being naughty to her!"
"I'm going to beat the shit out of him!"
I was scared, I was afraid of being caught, because Marcinho was a little brat and I was a freak, I only had legs and ass! (kkk) and I tried to calm him down;
"Calm down, I'm not fooling around with your sister no, I don't even know her!"
He retaliated by charging;
"Where'd you get that bikini?
I had no choice but to confess;
"I only took it because it made me want to try it!"
Marcinho did not understand and looked at Juninho and asked;
"Your cousin is a faggot?" Juninho laughed without answering and Marcinho ordered.
Then put your bikini on so I can see it!"
There was no way out, so I closed the door, put on my bikini, and when I opened it, Marcinho said,
"Oh, what a little weasel, I wanted to try it, so now he's going to jump in the pool like that!"
I was scared, but I obeyed and ran to the pool under the laughter of the boys, I plunged into the water and avoided going out, until the boys plunged too and got dirty and Marcinho approached and jammed the bikini even more in my groove and instinctively I withdrew from the tail but Marcinho repeated the gesture and it creeped me out and I decided to let it roll with the bikini jammed. The most tense moment had passed, and I decided to have fun, taking the opportunity to provoke by leaning on the edge of the pool and sticking my butt up. I noticed that Marcinho already looked at me differently, exchanged malicious smiles and he started smoothing my little bundle that was nearby and when Juninho was distracted I would retaliate by grabbing his dick (Nathy on).
Juninho came out of the pool and Marcinho crawled behind me and without wasting any time, I pulled my bikini to the side, pushed my butt and whispered;
"go ahead, get in there, enjoy it!"
I helped him hit the hole, he started to eat me in silence, but soon Juninho came back and he took the stick inside, disguised and we stayed in this grip for a while, until the cook shouted from afar calling for a snack. Juninho, always greedy, ran to the kitchen and I waited for the cook to enter the house to get out of the pool and I went to the bathroom to take off my bikini and Marcinho followed me, grabbed me from behind and said;
"Let me put in a little bit more!"
I played hard to get and said;
"We can't now, Juninho is waiting!"
When I took off my bikini , he smoothed my butt and said ,
"Wow, her ass got a bikini scar like a little woman".
I looked in the mirror, and I saw that it was very clear, but I felt powerful with that little mark, and looking over my shoulder I gave that little twist to check out all the angles and said proudly;
Then I'll let you eat me, but Juninho can't know!"
When we finished our lunch, Juninho called me to leave and whispered without Marcinho hearing;
"At home you'll have to give me, or I'll tell what happened!"
However, Marcinho didn't seem satisfied and invited us to play video game, knowing that Juninho was crazy for video game and it was easy to convince him. Strategically Marcinho said that he only had one handle working and with that when Juninho was playing we were free and he would take me to another place and would push me. Juninho was suspicious and in the third escape he followed us and caught me giving it to Marcinho. I didn't know if I was in a nightmare or a dream, but the fact is that now the two wanted to eat me and all my effort to keep me straight was down for water, all because of a little tango, always the lingeries creating me future situations (I won't understand).
There was no time to mourn and it was time to make love, two dicks for the first time, both of them taking turns in my little bundle and the boner went up and I pulled Marcinho, dropped his mouth on his dick, and it was wonderful to feel a hard, hot dick in my mouth again.
It's important to understand that, at least at that time, if you agreed to give your ass under pressure you were seen as weak, a submissive, but sometimes you weren't seen as someone who really liked to roll, a bitch as they used to call it. Meanwhile, wearing women's clothes, demonstrating pleasure giving your ass, asking for a bitch, sucking a dick of your own free will raises the concept to the highest ride, and that's how I was assuming myself in front of the two of them, a tasty and thirsty bitch for a roll, but it was not time to think, it was time to make love and I gave myself to the two of them. Marcinho had a coarser dick and fucked tastier, so I called Juninho and as a little whore said;
"Come here, let Marcinho eat now, then I'll let you eat more at home!"
Marcinho felt powerful, he threw everything at once and I encouraged;
"Wow, what a tasty stick, it all went in!"
So I put my Juninho's dick in my mouth and said with a smile,
"you can make fun of my mouth if you want!"
It wasn't long before my Juninho started milking and I sucked it all while Marcinho made fun of my little butt.
We left with Marcinho's invitation to come back other times, and the night I had to give to Juninho as agreed, but he never excited me. Even so, I gave to him other times, but it was not so easy to meet in favorable conditions and I did not make much effort to give to him, so when he insisted and took my foot only a hidden pacifier rolled.
Despite the strong relapse, I was interested in girls, I got my first girlfriend in school, and I remained convinced that I should choose the straight side and stifle my femininity. Obviously it doesn't work that easy, that logically, but what came next I'll tell you in a moment.
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