Beyond Appearances: Finding the Way.

Diary of Fernanda <unk> Thursday, 25th of October 2007. Dear Diary Unfortunately, I had to cancel two shows because of the distance, so it's not worth going too far, especially out of town, but safety first, always, and I don't want to throw the soup away. But speaking of news, I met a new client named Carmelo. He's 42 years old, has been married for three years, and he's a little shorter than I am. A rather attractive looker, with a pretty mouth and dark brown eyes. He was socially dressed, with a black shirt, tie, gray pants and black shoes. We texted yesterday, and we made an appointment for today, for an hour and a half, at 2:30 p.m., at a hotel in downtown São Paulo. For the appointment, I chose a black top, with a red blouse on top, a short black skirt, and a pair of black sneakers. I completed the look with a black bag, a watch, and a pair of small ring earrings. I took the subway to (Republic Station), and walked about half a kilometer until I got to the establishment. Ah, diary, at the beginning it was... interesting. I got on the elevator with a gentleman in his 70s. And he kept looking at my legs and everything. The old man was old enough to be my grandfather, but that's it? Only he didn't believe in my audacity. Already in my mind, I took the opportunity to hand him a contact card suggesting to him with a sweet voice, to call me as soon as possible. The funny, diary, was his expression, it was unpleasant. When I got to the tenth floor and the door opened, I squeezed his chin and walked out, bouncing my little bundle down the hotel corridor. I didn't look back, but I'm sure the old man put my head out to look at the door, but I know how to close the elevator, the diary said. Carmelo's room was 1080, and even before I knocked on the door, I heard rock music inside, and I imagined that I was about to meet a crazy rocker. When I opened the door, surprise: a nerd-style man dressed as a socialite, and on the TV in the background, an erotic film, an anal scene playing. A lot of contrast! We greeted each other with a strong embrace and a kiss on the lips when we met. We walked hand in hand to the sofa. When I sat down, I made sure to cross my legs and pull my skirt a bit for him to look at my thighs, leaving a bit of charm and eroticism in the air. Carmelo lowered the sound and asked, "Do I like porn?" I said yes! But he preferred to turn off the TV. Then he offered me a drink; I opted for ice water while he served himself whiskey with ice. I noticed the whole environment, the suite was small, just the basics: big bed, TV, four-seater sofa, fridge and a bathroom with shower, but no hot tub. As we sat talking side by side on the couch, I, of course, displayed my subtle charm: touching my hair, moistening my lips with my tongue, my eyes, changing the position of my legs, until, at a certain point, he said that he had bought a set of black lingerie, with ties, 3⁄4 socks and a pair of heels, and that all the items were mine and were in the bathroom. I thanked him and asked permission to get ready in the bathroom, before we kissed on the mouth with mutual caresses. Immediately I felt his member harden when I touched with my right hand, (still on the outside of the pants). I gave some nice squeezes to get a sense of the size and thickness of what was going to enter me. Carmelo looked at me, with a look of a pervert. "Your boy" was not a size of proportional size, but coarse, well, daily, rs. When I released the member of the boy, I told him that he would not be long. Parading out, rolling slowly on his butt with my handbag to the bathroom, closing the door. When I closed the door, I saw the money for the show on the sink, I put the bag under the sink, took the money and counted, I had an extra hundred reais, then I put the money in the bag and started to undress. The set of lingerie that Carmelo had bought was beautiful, wonderful, but of a high level of depravity. It was a little black one with an eyebrow all transparent, you could see everything, every day. I wore it, followed by the pair of heels. Before I left, I fixed my hair, I put lipstick on my lips: small details that make all the difference. As I left the bathroom, I stopped and leaned against the wall, he was with his back to me looking at the city through the window, when I asked him: So, did you like it? <unk> Carmelo turned his face along with the body and stood admiring me from afar. Then I received the first compliments to my person. I thanked him. At the same time I approached him scratching the new heels on the floor. As I got close enough to the excited young man, the man took me to himself when he kissed me, immediately I felt his hand touch my butt and his fingers dig my buttocks looking for them (even by the side outside my panties), we hadn't even started, and I had already taken a few fingers in the ass, rs. The man liked to kiss, we had a few good minutes of flirting, as our hands went over each other's bodies. And when we stopped kissing, we stood for a few seconds facing each other, standing, looking at each other. Carmelo took the initiative, touching my lips with one of his thumbs, opened his mouth, and he went in with his finger making me lick. He didn't stop! <unk> The client touched my breasts, patted them lightly and then took off his bra. They have more! He lowered his left hand to my vagina, entering with it into his panties without a drop of shame on his face. Besides, shame was what he didn't lack. Carmelo had a smile from the corner of his mouth, a smile of a man who wasn't good, that is. He smoothed my "little man" by rubbing his fingers inside, outside, around and on my clitoris. I felt invaded, I was shivering and excited by his audacity. I didn't move, I just stood there, letting him play with my femininity for a minute or two, if not more. He had no limits! When the jerk played with my clitoris, my cheek got wet at the time, it was hard to control me. With the other hand, he smoothed my nipples and kept staring at me, looking deep into my eyes: <unk>face, it was very crazy, it was like a scene from a depravity movie, rs. <unk> Diary: "I will never forget that moment". As soon as he took his hand from my "little girl", he led both hands to my shoulders, "he asked me for a kiss". I looked at him, I obeyed him, I answered him this way, every day: Yes, as you wish, darling. Before I went down to suck him, first I took off my heels and the belt of his trousers and unbuttoned the button, opened the zipper, and then I went down on my knees in front of him. Then I lowered his trousers along with his underwear which was black. His hard penis jumped out and jerked up and down. I used both hands to touch his member, the boy gave a twitch on the body and a whimper. We stood looking at each other for a while, smiling at the other. I checked the penis to make sure it wasn't stinky or dirty. No, it wasn't! The guy's penis was beautiful, it wasn't big, but it was thick and the tip was bald. Hummm, the way I like it, rs. I started masturbating him with my right hand for a while, with my left hand, I caressed his balls (testicles). No longer. I sucked the tasty one, looking him in the eyes. But his hand was pressing on my head, to which I began to get annoyed and I couldn't stop talking to him, asking him for a favor, saying: <unk> For the oral hands off my head. <unk> He immediately took it off and apologized. After more kisses, I asked him to continue, while I put it in my mouth again, and I made sure that his tongue was cleaning, and I made him smile again, making sure that his tongue was clean. From there we went to bed. He took off what was missing from his clothes and became four like a woman. Bitch who gave birth, I had to suck a man's anus, something I hate to do. I took a deep breath and fell on it, and I did it. Professionalism above all and everything for the money, isn't it, daily? <unk> Carmelo compulsively moaned with my licks, the ass, it didn't stink, it smelled of talc. I stayed there for a few minutes, with my mouth on my face, rs. When he was satisfied, he laid on the bed and asked me to sit my ass in his mouth. I obeyed him, took off my panties, I turned around and sat on it rubbing, rolling. The pervert was sucking my anus for a while. His oral was excellent! He was too naughty, daily! <unk> When he was licking my <unk>menininha<unk>, he asked me to turn around. I obeyed. I turned around and sat down. He also sucked my pussy for a few minutes. Carmelo made me have an orgasm where I rubbed his mouth with my feminine fluids. When the sun went down, I got up and lay down beside him with my legs spread. Carmel praised me, saying, "I'm a very pretty girl". I thanked him and stood waiting for the rest of the story. But he went to wash his mouth, and I, to drink water. On Carmelo's return to the room, he found me naked, lying on the bed with his legs open touching me, caressing the vagina, because I was ready to receive his masculinity. The young man stood for a few moments watching me, began a masturbation on his feet looking at my body. There was no conversation, I called him with the finger "cake-cutter". And, there was no need to call him again, he covered the member in the Jontex condom and came. I, Fernanda, but introducing myself to Carmelo as "Lara", was lying naked in a hotel bed, enjoying the sensation of luxury and sin with a man I had never seen in my life. Carmelo was ready to enter me, his eyes full of desire watched me carefree. The audacity was the tone of the encounter that flowed between us. He climbed the bed standing from the waist down in the middle of my legs without fear of exploring my intimate territory. Carmelo penetrated his entire penis into my vagina. I let out a lingering groan, feeling my "little one" stretch all over. I slipped my hands along his back, revealing every curve and muscle perfectly. As we made love as a Neanderthal couple, waves of heat spread through our bodies as the kisses and penetration intensified. He adorned the penis with me inside, I tried to resist, but ended up scratching the skin on his back, risking everything with his nails, etc. Before long, the lad was getting tired, (he started too fast). So we changed positions. I was mounted on top of Carmel. First I rode using my knees, in a game of power played between the two. My movements on top were graceful and full of faces and mouths, while the groans and excitement grew in the room. He did not let go of my butt, he helped me in the movements. When I decided to jump using my feet, the penetration was more intense and deep, the sighs of pleasure mingled in a hallucinatory rhythm. Carmel changed the positions of his hands now, holding my hands around my ankles. My strategy was to roll and jump. Why, the son of a bitch did not laugh, did not believe? He managed to resist my bounces and jumps, uncritical rider. But in the third round of position, he could not escape the joy. Daring". I lay on my stomach, with Carmelo asking for my anus, caressing every inch of the skin of my butt with his hands and lips. I, allowing him to enter! The room vibrated with the sound of my groans as his member invaded my butt. He threw all his weight on top, sinking his entire penis into my butt and my body into the bed. He put on me as if he were doing arm bending. <unk> He whispered, that my cock was tasty and tight. <unk> <unk> The feeling of having a penis act on the anus. It is indescribable, daily. However, the daring act could not resist for a long time, reaching the lust. He enjoyed it with his head inside my butt, but he kept talking wildly, if he was a little hurt, then he kept pumping me, no more than a little dirty, then I pumped my right side, ejaculating. Satisfied, Carmelo got off me, the guy was sweating all over, wow, his face was glowing with sweat. I asked if he had enjoyed the fuck? <unk> <unk> He said yes, talking about the depth of my anus, that he was soft. And he added, <unk> that I was a delicious girl. <unk> Carmelo's answer showed that, <unk> heavenly father, you gave me a beautiful body, I'm on the right track... Then a long, well-deserved, daily break, bathing together, no sex, but kissing and caressing for sure, after the shower, letting time pass, taking a break from the after-sex and bathing, drinking whiskey, talking, listening to rock music, even watching a scene from a porn movie. To round off the final forty minutes, we 'plunged' into sexual depravity. To start on the bed, I masturbated his penis using my feet. He loved, daily! Then we did a 69 for a few minutes. While he tasted my muzzle, I licked his member and, caressing his balls, up and down the tongue. At the end of (69) I was lying on my back, while Carmelo bent down to kiss my feet, I said that I had beautiful feet. I thanked him for the compliment. The guy continued to slowly climb up my legs, until he reached my cheek. The tension was formed, creating a delicious suspense. He stretched my legs and fell out of his mouth sucking my little rose, but it was a very quick oral, it did not last more than two minutes. And so we did the second round, but not on the bed, and he pulled me out of the bed onto a little wooden table in the corner of the suite, and as soon as he laid me down, he opened my legs, and he held them up, and he held them by the thighs, and Carmelo leaned down, and he surprised me, and he gave me a really big lick on my ass, which was a really nice, crazy lick, and he quickly left me alone on the table with his legs open to go get another condom, and he came up really fast, and he came over, and he stood up, and he held my legs, and he started to rub the head of my penis in two places, on the clitoris and on the inside of my anus, and I remember, every day, people would look at each other and smile. With an unstoppable audacity, Carmelo embarked on penetrating my ass, and our bodies joined in a frenzy, leaving us completely lost in ecstasy. He grabbed at my legs, riding with ever-increasing vigor, taking us to the edge of horny. The room was filled with the melodious sound of moans, screams, curses, curses, and bodies moving in harmony. My back began to sweat and I slipped under the table. I had to hold my little breasts, daily, because they began to kick quickly. Carmelo would get into my ass in a brutal way. He would pull and put. He would put and put. There were no satisfactory penetrations, caresses or sensual pleasure, it was a penetration of a crazy man who had been around for a long time. He told me to fuck me! Whoever gave it to me would only use it to take my breath. I could not even physically take care of myself, or even take care of his money, when I thought it was a good thing to do. Carmelo was just trying to take care of me. I drank water and went to the bathroom to urinate and wash my sweaty body. After the shower, I took my coconut oil in my bag and came back. Carmelo also went to the bathroom and it didn't take long to come back and find me sitting on the edge of the bed drinking a little whiskey with two ice cubes. We faced each other with malicious smiles, enjoying the anticipation of what was yet to come. The pervert took the glass from my hand and turned it over while swallowing the whiskey, still threw the glass on the carpet, but it did not break. Then the young man began to guide me to the center of the bed while holding me by the thighs. He tasted every inch of my body with his mouth, causing endless waves of pleasure. My desire was palpable, almost supernatural. The boy had a phenomenal control of the situation! Finally, we got to the last position (fourth). But first, I asked Carmelo to pour a lot of oil on the outside and inside of my sketch and my ass. I also had him apply it on the rubber of the condom. He applied it smiling, son of a bitch, rs. No more delay, daily. He penetrated me first in my "little man" clutching at my hips, while I grabbed myself on the pillow, involved in an erotic penetration. My legs had to be strong, because he threw all his weight on my back, resting his face on my nose. He lifted my good with force, penetrating the penis to the stalk in my deflowered little nose. Then he switched the "holes", that is, the orifices, slowly penetrating my "button". We challenged the limits of lust and seduction in that hotel bed. Our bodies joined in a dance of mutual depravity, leaving them ecstatic and eager for more. This time, and thanks to the oil applied, I had no problems, his dick slid like a "chicabo". I must confess, it was a delight! Bad, the cute one got ecstatic, asking to finish on his face, I let him, I gave him permission, we interrupted the anal. Carmelo stood up on the bed, and I got down on my knees, pulled the condom out of his penis and threw it on the bed. Then I masturbated to him quickly, talking a few bitches. Anyway. When the guy mentioned that he was going to ejaculate, he took the penis from my hands and, with the other hand, grabbed the front part of my hair, staring at the member a few inches from my face. Carmelo, poured out his hot joy, whispering curses, cursing me with "you bitch". I just listened, I saw nothing, I stayed with my eyes closed, because I knew that the ejaculation would hit them. Said and done, it always happens, rs. I opened them only after taking the excess of pleasure with my fingers and spreading it on my face and below my neck, on my breasts and on my belly. At the request of the fool, I still had to suck his mealy penis. I obeyed him. I sucked him all dirty, staring at him in a murderous mermaid's eyes. And I had to hear this experience, daily: "You are a kissing eczema, Galician. " I answered him well: That's why I'm a whore, heart. " We started laughing where I pinched him on his sweaty balls. He: "Here, there, there ... " In the first few seconds after sex and ejaculation, I let go of the client's penis and testicles, got out of bed, walked to the bathroom, every day, I needed to see my miserable state when I looked in the mirror, my face and half of my body dirty with sweat, bald, smeared lipstick, and my body marked with handprints. We bathed individually, I took a long bath, thinking about life. I don't know, it always happens to me, the conscience beats hard. Finally, I got all dressed up and left the bathroom ready to go, when, then, I was invited by the client for lunch right there in the suite. I think he read my thoughts, I was hungry, if I didn't eat something, I would fall hard on the floor. I finally accepted! <unk> He asked me if I would charge for lunch with him. <unk> I assured him that I would not. We talked for the time spent sitting on the sofa, he drinking whiskey, I, water. The food arrived in fifteen minutes. We sat down at the table, the waiter served us the meal, it was delicious, it came: rice, beans, steak (filé mignon), fries and spinach salad. To drink, I continued in the water, he in the beer. Carmelo gave me compliments during the meal. <unk> He said that I had a delicious body <unk> He fell from my cheek, my butt and my sucks on his dick. <unk> <unk> In other words, it was an egg of a bitch. Lunch with him was pleasant, the client is friendly, intelligent and attentive. I thanked him for the <unk> compliments and thought that I would be waiting for a new meeting, he liked it. Carmelo smiled at me because he was afraid and asked me, <unk> if we had a new meeting, I would do well. I was silent, and he was only five times, I objected, he replied, <unk> yes, the program would not be worth a discount. <unk> When I finished lunch, I asked permission to go to the bathroom, got off the table, walked to the bathroom and closed the door. I brushed my teeth, then put lipstick on my lips. With a full stomach and a clean mouth, I returned to the room holding my purse. I found him sitting on the sofa watching a porn movie on the TV. I said a quick hello, already walking to the door. He asked me to wait, I stopped looking at him. When he got close enough to my person, he asked for a hug, we gave the hug, but it was too long, when I was surprised by him turning my body in a naughty smile. The guy coaxed me touching my breasts. I immediately dodged him, saying that time was up. What a loose crown, daily. He realized that he had not liked, letting me go, to my relief. I opened the door myself and left the suite with Carmelo apologizing to me. I just said a quick goodbye and went down two fucking floors of life, I stopped on the fifth floor and went down the rest of the elevator. I took a cab back to the apartment, then I took the subway to college, and then I hitched a ride home with a friend. It's late at night, I need to sleep, until one day, daily, I went. With love, It was Fernanda.