"Beyond Appearances: Finding Your Own Way" is the twenty-sixth chapter.

Diary of Fernanda: Sunday the 30th of December 2007. Dear newspaper, What time is it? So here we are on the penultimate day of 2007, finally finding a moment to record everything that's happened in the last few days. It's been six days without seeing anyone, all because of the blessed menstruation, and sometimes it's a relief to be able to take a break, give my body a break and take care of myself. Christmas with my family was wonderful. Reuniting with those I love always brings me a feeling of comfort and joy. And for the first time, I was able to give relevant gifts to my relatives, all because of my programs. Today was the last appointment of the year. Now I'm looking forward to taking a few days of vacation in January. The beach is calling my name, and I can't wait to feel the sea breeze, get a tan and relax in the sun. But back to business, daily. I made the penultimate day available to go to the last meeting of the year with an older man named Aurelio. He was extremely nice from the first contact. He and I, we spoke only by text. He asked me if I was available to meet at his residence. I asked if it was a house or an apartment. But he did not answer at the time. He answered: "apartment" after twenty minutes, and made me a bold request: "to go to the meeting wearing only the dress without panties or bra". I accepted the challenge, hoping that he would give a bonus at the end. In sum, daily, we scheduled a meeting at 20:00 in his apartment in Itaim. It gave me time to eat lunch, to sleep, and when I woke up, I took a shower. As he had asked me to take off my panties, I put them in my purse and opted for a short black dress with navy-blue balls, and on my feet, a pair of high-heeled sandals. I flirted with my hair and makeup, highlighting my lips with a vibrant red lipstick. I met a nice man named Philomeno in a taxi. We were talking on the way, he said he was 68 years old. I wasn't ashamed to tell him that I was a prostitute. I don't even know why I told him that I was a prostitute: sometimes I act by instinct, I don't think, I don't think. Then the biggest shit happened. At a moment when the headlight was off and the car stopped, I showed my vagina to him. Yes, bitch, I opened my fucking legs to show the sketch to a man old enough to be my grandfather. I also asked him: "Was my little flower beautiful?" I had never done this before, at the time I felt good, but now, writing, reflecting, I feel like a dirty rat in the sewer. I know, I think I got the urge to fuck the old man, rs. Now it's gone, just another one from the huge list who has seen my "little girl", but fuck it! <unk> The conscience fighting with me, daily, rs: <unk> Fernanda, Fernanda, come to your senses, shame on your face, a taxi driver? <unk> Upon arriving there, I was impressed by the beautiful building where he lived (a one-story apartment). All I had to do was say my name: <unk>Lara<unk>, I had already been released by the doorman. I took the elevator up to the eighth floor. When the door opened, I turned around in the living room and saw a tall man with light brown eyes, gray hair as well as a beard. He was a fit man! He was wearing a red shirt, black sarja shorts, his panties were white, he was wearing a blue chinelo. I followed a natural routine, as we had agreed that I would not wear panties. My first act as we stood face to face was to smile and raise my dress to my waist and expose my vagina to him. Aurelio lost control, the composure taking me to himself, squeezing my arms, his eyes, those of a hungry predator. He pressed me against the wall next to the elevator. Then he raised my arms above my head, holding my hands. There he looked at me intensely, pressing his teeth against his lower lip. We started with intense kisses, he tore my shoulder bag and threw it on the floor. Then he sweated my dress up to my waist and touched it, smoothed it on my vagina. The faces and fingers lasted for a long time, and I kissed, I did not know if the eyes were closed, confused or open. I felt enveloped by his energy despite the seriousness that transpired. I had to take off my heels to reduce the height difference, being 5 centimeters taller than him. His skin exuded a delicious perfume! He touched me every day, even leaving my "little boy" wet. His dick hardened more when I boldly put my hand inside his "pants". He moaned while I touched a masturbation on him! When we stopped kissing, his lips were marked with lipstick. Aurelio offered me a drink, and I accepted. We drank whiskey on ice and settled down together on a very comfortable leather sofa. Then, without any inhibitions, he put his penis out of his shorts and underwear! With a cynical smile: "He told me to fall on his 'boy' with my mouth". I obeyed him! First I gave him the glass and got up from the sofa. After that, every day, I undressed in front of him, naked, I bent down on the carpet. Aurelio was about to live a unique and pleasurable experience. His penis wasn't gifted, I'm sure it wasn't more than six inches. He moaned when I grabbed his "boy" and gave him a little squeeze, a little lick. I started to masturbate him with one hand, the other one was massaging his balls. When I put my mouth in his raging member of horny, ooh, he gave another moan. I explored every inch of his penis with desire, and as I sucked it, I was rubbing my fingers on my clitoris. I sucked it nice for a long time. I didn't suck his balls at first, because they were hairy. Without saying a word, Aurelio interrupted my oral and we lifted. He took my hand, (which was on my clitoris), took that hand to his mouth, tasting it with a gentle lick on my fingers. Aurelio whispered: "Saying that my fingers tasted good". I liked it, because not everyone does that! He kept repeating that I was "beautiful and delicious". Of course, I was completely out of grace with so many compliments. Knowing exactly what was coming. With an irresistible audacity, he pushed me back on the sofa and knelt between my legs. Poor me! He started to suck me ferociously in the vagina, clitoris, thighs, legs, feet, going up and down, going down and up. What a delight! He sucked me very tasty, very willingly, touching me all over. After interrupting his own sucking, he moved and kept rubbing his penis on the lips of my "little flower". Just remembering, daily, it gives me chills, rs. As he rubbed "his boy", he (penis) was already at the point of a bullet. Hummm, what a delight, I ended up enjoying without penetration. My legs were shaking until the effect of the orgasm passed. After this nice moment, we set off for sex, for penetration. Aurelio got up, took a condom from the drawer of an ivory box and went back to opening the package. The first position was intense and rapturous. After covering his penis, Aurelio looked at me with eyes full of lust as he wrapped his member in my "little girl" in "daddy and mommy". It was at least three minutes or more of intense strokes, moving voraciously putting all his weight on my body. He punched me furiously, my whole body shook, I controlled him scratching his back, his shoulders, biting his lips, but it didn't help much. At that moment, I hardly looked at him, I looked to the sides, noticing the beautiful objects in the room, such as: paintings on the wall, the chandelier on the ceiling, the curtains on the windows, his private bar with bottles and cups, and everything. Aurelius was ecstatic, given over to the pleasure I gave him, his groans echoed through the room, he used my body as he pleased, sucked my breasts, kissed my lips, nibbled my neck, and we were in this position for a long time, until he decided to interrupt and change. When there was a change of position, he sat down on the couch and I went over him from the front. It didn't take long for both of them to be seized by the uncontrollable urge to explore sex, with the same audacity that characterizes me. I put my hands on his back and I was riding, sliding my feet on the couch, up and down, down and up, overflowing deep penetrations and sensual moans. We kissed with tongues! His dick was very nice to feel and ride. And I was about to make fun of him again, but I didn't, because before we changed positions. The third position, it was even more intense, me, Fernanda, Lara, I rode on top of Aurelio, on my back, in the anal, moving at a frenzied pace that took me to the apex, to the heights. We gave ourselves to each other without reservations and limits, moaning and sighing in unison, completely lost in that moment of uncontrollable desire. He whispered bastards and compliments as I rode. What disappointed me in him, daily, was that the crown got tired and mocked too fast, leaving me with that crazy desire to keep on fucking, you know. In the first few seconds after the sex, I got up from the couch and went to the kitchen to get some ice water. Diary: "What a beautiful kitchen, it looked like a restaurant kitchen". Her apartment was a beautiful duplex, but strangely, our meeting took place entirely in the living room. I didn't have a chance to explore the bed and other environments, but that didn't matter much at the time. I came back with the cup full of water and drank half of it. Aurelio took care of drinking the other half. Our conversation flowed naturally. Slowly he opened up to me. I found out that he is 55 years old, separated and father of three children, two women and a man (all adults). Aurelio praised me a lot, commented: "On my body being beautiful" and "On being only 20 years old". He also said: "That his youngest daughter was my age". I asked: "Does he have a passion for daughters?" He answered with a smile: "No, he has a passion for whores like me"... After we talked, I apologized to Aurelio, saying that I needed to clean myself in the bathroom. But he went with me, guiding me to the bathroom near the living room. We took a hot bath, even rolled some tasty whores and my oral sex in it. First we kissed. Then I bent down and performed oral sex on his penis, supporting, holding my hands on his legs. Aurelio pressed my head with his hands, with his entire penis inside my mouth. Then I went down to lick his balls while masturbating him. When I was about to mock, I intercepted, taking his member from my mouth before he ejaculates in my throat. Aurelio mocked on my lips, but soon the warm water that fell from the shower dissipated the enjoyment. Then he helped me up off the floor and turned his back on me, touched my breasts and all over my body. He started kissing my neck from behind. I love it all! Meanwhile, I, who's not a saint or anything, was stirring my ass like a hot bitch on his dick. Delightful! Then Aurelio turned me over to him, where we kissed and held on for a while. We went back to the room, I was in a white bathrobe, he had a towel around his waist, we had a few more drinks sitting on the couch, and this time we had gin mixed with energy to cheer us up, you know? We talked about travel. Aurelio said, "Who traveled to 19 countries and lived five years in Australia". He asked me some personal questions, like, "Where did I live?" or "Did I have a boyfriend?" or "What was the name of the college I went to?" Finally, daily, after moments of well-deserved rest, we resumed our courtship sitting on the sofa with kisses and hand smoothing on each other's body. When he lay down, I masturbated his penis using my feet. He loved, praised. Then for a while using his hands, ending my oral on him with my mouth, sucking him for a while. After cupping his penis, he asked me to stand on all fours on the couch. I obeyed, kneeling on my back to him on the couch. At the second request, he asked me to open my butt for him, I was a little shy, but I still obeyed, opening my butt. At the third request, he asked me to stand and talk to him, so that he would put his dick in my "little hole". I agreed to obey, and he, of course, loved my boldness with a wry smile. I rolled provocatively, feeling my body pulsating with desire within me. The fucking started slowly again and ended intense and full of dominance. Aurelio grabbed her by the waist, by the arms and on my neck, squeezing him, holding him tightly as he invested himself in firm, deep movements. Every punch I took from him was a whisper of pleasure, echoing through the rooms, without worrying about who could hear. Both of them were already in a state of frenzy, thirsty for more and more pleasure. When she let me go, Fernanda and I got up from the sofa and, with a cocky look, I pulled the crown out of the window. There, we slept looking at the city, with the cold wind beating on our naked skins, where we could contemplate the night as we surrendered to the climax of desire. Little by little, our sweaty and panting bodies intertwined, moving in perfect synchrony. Allied with the indescribable pleasure we felt, it made us dive into an absolute ocean. <unk> Diary: Earlier, with Aurelio, it was unforgettable, a unique experience that will be etched in my memory forever. Dear diary. <unk> If my memory serves me right, the last position came, where I bent down on all fours on the carpet, resting my hands on the sofa. Aurelio penetrated me from behind in the anal. It started slowly, but over time gained speed and depth. The feeling was delicious! I gave myself 100% to the client! Not long after, he enjoyed moaning loudly and continued to eat me until his dick withered. When he took out the member of my <unk> little hole<unk>, a coolness, an icy fire entered. It seemed that the world around me seemed to have disappeared, leaving only me. Completely satisfied and ecstatic with the experience, we remained embraced for a while, observing each other. I have to be honest with you, on a daily basis, I thought it would be more of a boring service, one of those meetings where I'm more focused on the hours than the client, but with him, we exceeded all expectations. From the moment I stepped foot in that apartment, Aurelio kept repeating that I was "beautiful and hot". I was all over the place with so much praise! Another memorable encounter for my resume that I loved!!! Then we talked for a while, he was sitting on the couch and I was lying down, rubbing my feet on his stick and balls. When twenty minutes were left to finish the time (we closed at 1:30). Suddenly, he asked me to stand in some erotic positions, like: sitting on the couch with my legs crossed, then with my legs open, on the carpet, on all fours, on my side, on my stomach and lying on my back, and standing, he asked me to parade naked. I'll remember that look forever, and I repeat, every day, that creepy, predatory look, and the very thought of it gives me the creeps. It was a funny situation where I thought I'd make a joke, like make him stand in the same positions as me, but I gave up. My last steps in that apartment, and with it, were bathing, getting dressed, and getting paid. He turned on the sound when I was leaving the apartment, we kissed goodbye, he didn't say if he was going to call me again, my number's with him, life goes on, right? I'll take a few days off, have fun and rest! May 2008 bring me wisdom, health and many clients. Happy 2008, my daily confidant. Now I'm going to sleep! With love, It was Fernanda.