My aunt abused me and made me like (real)

I'm gabi and I'm 32 years old, I'm brunette and I still take pictures as a model despite my age...I've always been a beautiful child and I've always had a more defined body and with silhouettes even that no friend had...so since childhood I always felt observed what passed by men despite my young age. By the time I was 13, I had a woman's body, and that's when I started modeling. My first trip was at the beginning to Italy, but as I was a minor I could not go alone, but we have relatives in Rome and my aunt Dina, who was over 40 but she was beautiful and also lives there, was in Brazil so we came back together, we did not know each other much because it was the second time q came to Brasi. The trip was nice and we talked a lot but he looked at me differently. I would stay there for almost a month and then one night, we ate and I saw that she drank a lot of wine, so I started to thank everything, the trip, the house, the food and... before he finished he told me bluntly: -Everyone does their part Gabi and will also q do your granddaughter? I didn't understand, and I asked how I could do my part, and she came in front of me and took my hand and took it between her legs and held it, leaving me cold (she had already touched a little friend playing the younger and alone), she added by saying that if I didn't do my part I would have to turn around and go to rehearsals alone because she wouldn't do anything else. She said that she didn't even know how to go to the corner because she didn't know anything, and she said that was another reason for me to do mine. She took her hand from mine and told me to keep mine for myself...I held her hand between her legs for a second, until she opened her pants and put my hand inside, I felt her hair and very liquid, it was very wet. she took my hand again and rubbed it making circular movements and said that it was for me to continue the movements alone...I continued and she lowered her pants and her underwear, it was at that moment that I felt a chill that was half bad and half good. I stirred it for a while, it groaned a lot, looking at me from top to bottom, until it began to rub it in my hand hard and groan louder... I said that I dream of making fun of my hands. At the end of the other night she asked the same thing as I was in my skirt pointed my hand underneath and taught me to move until I made fun of her. it was the next night that she asked me if I wanted her to make fun of me tbm, and I said no, I felt that she was frustrated by my refusal and told me that if I didn't want she wanted...and I started to move in her wet little mouth just for me to lean on. Ay she started to force my head to meet her and even as I held her she said that it would be my choice, without thinking I leaned my lips and rubbed on her mouth that smelled nice...she almost begged me to put my tongue out and leaned it on her vagina and what did I do...trembled and felt excitement and pleasure...groaned loudly and mocked in seconds. I saw that every day things were different and the next day she said that we should go to her bed where she was naked, she opened her legs and that day I consider q was my first suck in a real bottle, because I stuck my head between her legs and I licked a lot until I heard the moan that I already knew she was enjoying. I sucked her pussy every day and I liked it more and more and she noticed. so it was only 3 days before I left that I told her I wanted to have fun too, and that night I consider my 1st complete trance...I sucked her and then she licked me in a way that cannot be explained.. she was an expert at sucking a pussy and I enjoyed it to the point of licking my legs. For the last two days, she's been asking me to suck her and saying all kinds of shit about being sucked. I came back from Italy a beautiful, lesbian teenager. I missed Dina a lot when I came back so that's when I had to look for another girl, which was not at all difficult, because in a modeling agency discreetly rolls a lot of filth among the girls, I sucked a lot of kisses of beautiful girls in the agency's own bathroom...it was the time when I had less desires for men and thought I would be a lesbian, but they heard phases in which I liked more men, today I'm married to Ricardo who loves lesbian women, and look we married without knowing this his preference...so I have a cat and if I have a hard-on my wife unseen and in the vast majority of times they would accept that they have never had sex with a woman accept the proposal.