Beyond Appearances - Finding Your Own Way

Diary of Fernanda <unk> Date: Friday, the 28th of September 2007. The time is 11:45. Dear Diary While my family sleeps, I just got home from college, and I'm out here in the backyard, starting to write about my day, feeling free, enjoying my new laptop. I'm drinking peach juice and seriously thinking about venturing out on my own, living alone. Living here in my grandparents' house, I'm taking risks, my clothes, shoes and other more daring, valuable items are partly in Alyssa's flat and partly in Juliana's apartment. I'm looking for places that are good, cheap and, of course, close to my fulfillment points. It would be an incredible freedom to have a fixed location, without having to travel to distant places. College, uh, college, I haven't been doing so well lately, I lost two clients because I had to study, and it seems that balancing these two lives is getting more complicated. Before I forget, I got out of rehab, it didn't work out, I was entering a stolen monster, getting involved with dangerous faggots. I have to thank on my knees the advice of my friends Alyssa and Juliana. They warned me about the danger of getting into the hands of these guys. I had to change my chip and phone number and inform all my contacts about the change. I never go into robberies again, daily, the fault was all mine! But to change the subject and for the better, the client of the time, was Junior Resende, (The rocker). What a figure! A 33-year-old man, his own style and 11 tattoos, a charm, a lean biotype. Anyway, daily, his dick, the most different I've seen in my life and made me laugh on three occasions, rs. We met yesterday when I was still in college by text messages, and our meeting was today in the middle of the afternoon in a hotel in the center of São Paulo. I chose not to go to Alyssa's flat this time, I wore a long pink floral dress, I wore a pair of black sandals, suits that did not arouse curiosity in my grandmother, however, inside my bag, there were unconventional lingeries, not to mention the other objects, rs. I took the metro directly to the hotel in the region of the Sé. I was late for my meeting with Junior (the rocker), the culprit was the rain, and the crowded subway didn't help at all. Station Seven was a mess when I got off the train. I warned him of the delay, and still, the client was understanding. I had to walk 500 meters to a simple hotel. His room was 235. On leaving the elevator and before knocking on the door still in the corridor, I looked around, checking to see if anyone was looking, knowing that no, I climbed up my dress and took off my panties, leaving the piece in my hands. Explain, daily: "Yesterday, when we closed the two-hour package, he asked me to arrive without panties, I accepted the challenge, however, I added R $ 50,00 in cash: "Nothing is free", is it? Anyway, I will continue writing ... As I knocked on the door, he himself came to greet me. We stood for a while looking at each other's faces, standing, smiling. Junior measured me from head to toe, a malicious smile broke out in the corner of his mouth. As, I, was the professional, with the audacity of him before challenging me. Without any inhibition, I gave my used underwear in his hands. Then I raised my dress to the height of the navel, showing him my naked pumpkin, introducing myself as <unk>Lara<unk>. His eyes flashed across my still-clothed body, the rocker sniffed my panties, which freaked, like a dog in heat, chewing my private part in his hands. He invited me into the room with a low, hoarse, almost imperceptible voice. I went in apologizing, but he didn't even care about the delay. I put my bag on the sofa; asking what I had to drink. "Water and beer", he replied. I opted for cold water. But before he served me, I pulled up my dress again. Asking if he had liked it? Every day, I needed to see the silly face he made looking at my "little girl". He replied that he had loved and completed, that she was beautiful and behaving. I laughed! Then he poured me water, while he cherished a can of Skol beer. While we were drinking, standing between the bed and the yellow sofa. He kept looking at me, I started noticing him too. We had the same height, he was handsome, dark blue eyes. He wore black clothes and a black bow. His hair was black, smooth and long. In a short conversation: "He said he played guitar and drums". He had a certain serenity in his eyes, something that attracted me: "I've always liked rockers, since the days of the Rock Gallery". "He told me I was beautiful and was happy that I was there, that he wanted to meet me for a while". I asked him how he felt about me. "He answered, through an Internet search, and came to my profile on the website". As soon as I finished drinking the water, he started kissing me on the bed. At least he kissed well! I think, in the end, the delay didn't matter so much. The meeting was just beginning, daily. Before long we were naked, we agreed, one took a piece of clothing from the other. He sucked my tits as soon as he took them off before we went to bed. And when we got on it, he pressed me against the mattress, putting my arms above my head and holding them with his hands. His perfume was delicious! We kissed for a while! The client had beautiful tattoos, the ones I liked the most were three: Guns N' Roses, AC/DC, and the one on Paul McCartney's face. On the other hand, I didn't like his nervousness. I asked him to relax. <unk> I told him I always get nervous before I have sex. <unk> <unk> Good stranger for a 33-year-old man. Yeah! There! I was determined to explore his deepest fantasies, and I decided to start with something bold, a different 69, with me underneath, him on top. Junior's penis was the most unlike anything I'd ever come across in those few months as a courtesan. Wasn't he the gifted type, twenty, twenty-five centimeters? The problem was in the (gland), in the head of the penis, rs, which was different, it was huge, beautiful, pleasant to suck and to fuck. We had a great start, where I tasted his delicious member, and I didn't suck on his balls, they were hairy, so the rocker, delighted in my femininity, licked it from his mouth, very tasty, a 9.5 for his oral, daily. After a while licking us viciously, he ordered me to stay on all fours. He was very bossy! I obeyed him! While moving my body in bed, I took the coconut oil, applied it to my cheek and my ass. He had difficulty unrolling the condom from the packaging and tucking in the penis. First, he was nervous with me, now without any experience of taking the condom out of the packaging, very strange, right? It took so long to put the condom in the penis that his little friend withered. I had to use my hands to animate his member in masturbation, but everything worked out! I suggested that he start with the normal, the sketch, he obeyed me. They were very nice people. Finally, after putting on the condom, he took me from behind. One detail I didn't tell: he had the fingernails of one of the long hands. It took a while to penetrate me, he rubbed the head of the member on my eyelid, gave a few forcible insertions, without success, took it off and continued to rub on the clitoris and on my ass. It was very funny, I almost enjoyed it, rs. When he tried to really penetrate me, he couldn't, who said he was going in? Because the tip of his dick wouldn't go in my vagina. We even tried coconut oil and nothing. What a misery! I thought it was clogged, that is. The body of the penis was not thick, yes, (the gland), the head of the penis. Certainly the most unlike anyone I've ever seen before. The way he was laying down, I was going up. He was holding his penis so I could sit. Ugh! Little by little, slowly, slowly, it worked! Jesus Beloved, there's a delight when he came in, he filled me all inside. I stayed a while alone in the swirl, familiarizing myself with the member. Then I started riding, jumping and it was a beauty, daily. Every move we made, the groans escaped from our mouths, I felt it all inside me. The client ate me for a while, sucked my little breasts, touched me all over, helped me with the movements in which I had my first orgasm. It was so powerful that my whole body shook. I started twisting on his body, the size of my hard-on. I kept riding him until our bodies were sweaty and he was laughing. Yes, the rocker, the client came in lust, making fun of the inside of the condom inside of me and saying a lot of swear words. His body was shaking, when I jumped out of his lap, taking his penis from me, it was like I had masturbated with a piece of wood, seriously, that was the feeling. I started to ventilate my "little one" with one of the pillows so warm and sensitive that it became. <unk> How delicious, diary, if from four it was difficult to enter, on the contrary, on top, I felt completely filled! We lay down for the first two minutes after sex, we recovered from the act, we talked for a while, then we shared a can of Skol beer, we went to the bathroom, he first, then me, and when we went back to bed, he praised me a lot, saying, "I was better than he thought I was" and "I was special". We were in bed for a while, drinking beer, kissing on the mouth with mutual caresses. I even masturbated him with my feet. "He said it was the first time someone masturbated him with his feet, he added, mine were soft and beautiful". But he interrupted me, "he said he wanted to have fun". Dear diary, it's time for a second round, this time, I've covered his penis, we've made a nice transaction. Before the act, I applied my oil to the parts. We started again in "Mommy and Daddy". Junior ate me for a while in this position, twisted me and groaned under him, receiving all his masculinity, feeling him very well moving inside me, I kissed him, scratched him and we had a lot of fun. The trance shifted when we used the old furniture in the room, starting with the chair. Junior sat on it, I went over, back to him. With a graceful motion, I leaned back, molding my body into his body. He slid his hands gently across my body, as if unlocking the secrets I had been hiding. His audacity was evident in every touch, every intense look, every kiss. Transformed into animals, he pulled me into himself, wrapping our bodies in a divine web, our audacity prevailed, in a fiery and electrical connection. Then he asked for my button, my anus. I asked him to be careful not to strangle me. The rocker made sure he respected me. So I embarked on that memorable erotic adventure, exploiting my differentiated penis. I didn't stop applying the oil to myself and to him, and then, right after that, I got on the client's back, with him holding his penis, unlike the sketch, we had no problem in the anal. While he rested his hands on my hips, I raised my legs in the air to receive the deep and vigorous inroads of Junior. The sensation was delicious, I felt filled in the anus as well. He alternated rhythm and depth, taking us closer and closer to the border between pleasure and madness. After a while, we changed positions in search of relentless pleasure. Before we continued, I applied more oil on myself and him. We stood facing a mirror nailed to the wall, between the window and the bed. The rocker took me from behind, where the head of his penis penetrated my anus, there we indulged in a dual pleasure, exploring each other's body, with quick and deep insertions, but without hurting myself, daily, all within the limit. While I fucked myself, I kept looking at myself in the mirror, noticing how much I changed in a few months. <unk> <unk> Lord, I no longer recognize myself, I'm a pervert<unk>. <unk> Wow, because it's cold here in the yard, I'm also sleepy, I don't want to catch a cold, I need to finish writing this here, turn off the laptop and sleep. I'll give a summary monster, continuing: Near the end, Junior decided it was time to put his arms around me, and I laid on my stomach, and he caressed every part of my body with affection and desire, culminating in an intense moment of mutual pleasure, the point where pain and pleasure intertwined, causing both of us to surrender to an unparalleled freedom, leaving us breathless, the feeling of domination and submission causing me to have two orgasms, one after the other, let out groans of ecstasy. Finally, he whispered in my ear, asking me to lie down on the table near the fridge. I accepted the challenge! We got out of bed, climbed up, and I lay down on the table in front, opening my legs to him, holding them on my thighs with my hands, deciding that it was time to try something more daring. He came and put his member inside my groin, holding on to my legs. What disappointed me was that he was already tired and near orgasm, leaving me with the impression of a melancholy ending. We had agreed to finish on the face, but there was no time. Junior made fun of my belly, also some drops fell on my breasts. Like, he was all white, his beautiful face became very red, off the sweat. But I loved to fuck the rocker and his incredible and different member. Then we bathed together, rolled kisses with mutual caresses. I asked if he wanted to fuck or to stay in masturbation. <unk>He answered only in masturbation<unk> I masturbated him standing, kissing his lips, then, licking his neck until he mocked for the third and last time on my right hand. After the masturbation, we cleaned up and came out of the bathroom, I in my bathing suit, he with a towel wrapped around his waist. We talked a little, he wanted to know a little about my life, but I had to lie and tell a completely different story from the truth. When we put on our clothes, the rocker paid my cash with all the bills (twenty real), I thought it was funny, but money is money, right? We went down together to the reception and during the walk and down the elevator, he intertwined his fingers with mine and we went on together as if we were lovers. When we left the hotel and arrived on the street to say goodbye, we gave a kiss in public, where passers-by stood watching us. After we kissed. <unk> He said he would call me again. <unk> I answered that I would be waiting for his contact. Anyway. He felt Cathedral of the Self. I, felt Station. After this unforgettable experience with Junior, the rocker, I realize, that I still want more, I do not feel completely satisfied and satisfied, I want to continue exploring my fantasies, my limits, being sure that any limits will be overcome in search of the fullness of pleasure. This is me, Fernanda, 19 years old, 1.79 meters tall, adventurous, crazy, curious to explore life. With boldness, It was Fernanda.