"Beyond Appearances: Finding Your Own Way" is the twenty-fifth chapter.

To the reader, Some of you may be wondering why I decided to share my old diary, especially considering the period when I was a luxury escort, prostitute, whore, queenga, whatever the term is. First of all, sharing my story through my old diary is a form of authenticity, and I believe in the importance of being genuine and transparent, even when I talk about parts of my life that might be considered controversial or unusual, and sharing my experiences, both good and bad, allows me to be true to myself and to you, my readers. In addition, I believe that my experience can be an inspiration to some people, and by speaking openly about the challenges I faced and how I overcame them, I hope to offer comfort and support to those who may be going through similar situations. We all have our struggles and difficult times, and it's important to remember that we are not alone. Last but not least, sharing my diary online is a way of closing a loop in my life. As I revisit these memories, I can reflect on my personal growth and how I've evolved over time. It's a way of honoring my past while embracing the present and looking to the future with hope and determination. I hope that my journal can bring insight, reflection and maybe even a little bit of entertainment to you, my dear readers. Fernanda's diary: Friday the 21st of December 2007. Dear newspaper, Tomorrow, Saturday, I'm going out with my sister Helen, we're going to the mall to do some shopping, I hope it's not crowded, aff. Today it rained heavily, the city was under water, a chaos on the ground. Speaking of bad things, today was one of those days when it seems that the universe is conspiring against you, but for some reason it has a way of surprising you in the end. I woke up to the news that two customers had given up on the date, which almost made me lose my temper for the rest of the day. I took the opportunity to go to the beauty salon to do my hair, and right next to it, at the manicure. Then I went back to the apartment, where I organized my wardrobe. However, an <unk>angel<unk> called: Igor, saved my day, in my only attendance of the day. They were exact (15:17), when he sent me a text on my mobile, <unk>asking if I was free<unk>. I was lying on the couch in the living room watching television. I answered him at the same moment, <unk>saying, yes, I was free<unk>. <unk>He asked the price for an hour and a half<unk>. I answered, the price of the program with anal, plus the price of the taxi. He resented the SMS accepting. We scheduled for 17:00, in a hotel in downtown São Paulo. And then I took a quick shower, and I opted for a more daring look to liven things up, wearing red lingerie, floral top, short black skirt, and for my self-esteem, on my feet, I chose a pair of white sandals with heels that matched my red painted toenails, because you never know when confidence might be needed. I was sent to the Ibis Hotel in downtown São Paulo. The taxi drove to the front of the hotel. Upon entering the establishment and because of my bold attire, many eyes turned in my direction. A stop at the reception for identification. Being released, I went up by elevator to the first floor. The guest room was 114, and from that moment on, my curiosity was at its peak. When the door opened, I couldn't help but think: <unk>Wow, how beautiful.<unk> He looked like a prince, I thought it would be just another routine day, but life loves to play games. I identified myself as <unk>Lara<unk> and we greeted each other with a hug and a kiss on the face, where both smiled. In the room, perhaps for his inexperience, the client declared himself to be an office boy, and to be 18 years old. <unk>I think he thought that I would ask for the document because of his <unk>drinking face<unk>. This client, Igor, was a white boy, handsome and thin, with a height that I would guess to be between 1.65 and 1.70, no beard, brown hair and eyes, still had some pimples on his face, which only made him more human and real. He was dressed in a white t-shirt, dark blue trousers, black belt and black shoes. A simple look, but one that perfectly matched his laid-back personality. The encounter went beyond expectations, and Igor ended up being the light at the end of the tunnel of a day that began discouragingly. <unk> Sometimes you have to let life surprise you, even in the most unusual moments. The suite was simple, not sophisticated: a double bed with white sheets and pillows, a TV, a desk, a refrigerator, even a small black safe. I put my purse under the table and already I was asking what I had to drink. Igor, very polite, answered that there was beer in a can, wine and water. I opted for wine. When he came to hand me the cup, I praised him, he thanked me and also praised me, saying that I was tall and very beautiful. After I drank the first sip, I made him drink from my cup, and we slowly began to kiss each other on the tongue next to the window. As I was taller than him, I had to get rid of the heels to reduce the difference in size. Soon his hands went to my butt. It didn't take long for him to feel his member harden in his pants while he was on me. Igor began to press me against his body like a frenzy! We stood face to face, I dropped the cup on the desk, Igor started to climb my dress, and I, hearing him call me "cute", "delightful", "linda". Afraid that my dress would be damaged, I decided to take it off. He took a step back and looked at me all: "I needed his reaction on my body, daily". He didn't even blink. We went back to kissing with his tongue and slowly he undressed my bra, touched them, licked them, "he said it was beautiful and perfect". I thanked him. A little more kisses pressing my breasts against his coat to ask me to bed. I obeyed him, got on the bed, stood on all fours, turned and lay down with my head propped up on the pillow, stood for a few seconds staring at me. Perhaps from shame or excitement, his face blushed, turned red. After a few seconds, the client was slowly pulling on my panties. I opened my legs as I pulled them off for him to see me. Igor smelled the panties as if he were smelling something good. Next, he took off his clothes. Surprise! He had a small dragon tattoo on his abdomen! Before he got into bed, I asked him to get the condom. Naked and stiff-limbed, he obeyed me, and went to get it in a black backpack. He came back with four units! He got up on the bed looking me in the eyes. He lay down next to me and we started kissing while he touched my entire body. When he touched his penis, he gave a little whimper, ie. We talked nonsense to each other, when I knelt on the bed, and he lay down on it. I got up on his lap and his penis was rubbing back on my butt. I simulated some movements of penetration mom smiling at him, talking things like: <unk>mm, what a dick? <unk>. <unk> I want to play with your dick, leave you? ... <unk> He got down on some nice faces, agreeing with me. I was confident in the way his whole body! I was able to pass the big test of masturbating on his entire body! I was able to check the size of his penis during intercourse, and afterwards, it was a delight to see if it was a good boy or not. But every day, Igor couldn't stand it, he couldn't stand my caresses, but warned of lust, saying: <unk>ah, ah, ah, I'll have fun, I'll have fun<unk>. He took the time to take the stick out of his mouth. He enjoyed my breasts while also grinding his thighs. His face turned redder than before. Enjoying, I asked him for permission to clean myself and got out of bed. In the bathroom, the money was under the sink. I took the money and counted. In addition to the agreed, there was R 70,00 more. <unk> <unk> Being an office boy, I can not complain, can I? <unk>. I took a quick shower. I returned to the room naked and wet. Igor was sitting on the bed in the corner of the window. I suggested that he wash to continue. He obeyed me and followed me to the bathroom. In the meantime in front of the window, I drank a dose of wine. Hummm, delicious, sweet, the way I like, rs. Then I turned on the sound of the suite, tuning in to the 89 radio. Curious, I peeked in the backpack of the client, but smart, looking at the door of the bathroom. I found out that Igor worked at the Safra Bank. I peeked in his wallet, there was about R$ 330 real, apart from credit cards and documents. I put everything right, and I waited for him to come back. Igor appeared wrapped in a white towel around his waist. "Tactfully", he apologized for the delay. But he was excited when he saw me lying naked in bed. Then, daily, he took a beer from the fridge, opened it, drank two or three sips, leaving the tin on the desk. Then, he climbed the bed and approached my person. We were flirting kissing on the tongue with mutual caresses. Igor was very reciprocal with my oral. He started licking my breasts and went down, down, until he came to my "little leg". There, he sucked me as I retracted my body. He even sucked my little hole behind me when I sucked. He sucked me for a long time. He made me turn around. He praised me. I was pleased with my body and I liked it. Before we fucked hot, he asked for one more caress on his penis and balls. I obeyed him. I sucked him for a considerable time. There was a moment when he stood up on the bed, and I knelt, putting his dick in my mouth like in erotic movies. During oral, I passed my fingers on my wet little girl, I only stopped sucking when he decided to fuck me for real. While he was putting the condom on his penis, I was lying on the bed, spreading my legs and ready to receive his manhood. We were excited and full of expectations. I felt a little weight when he climbed into my body, penetrated right and fucked me nice in "daddy and mommy". He pushed hard. We looked at each other closely with me hugged on his shoulders, feeling his fury on the "little boy". Igor put his tiny member, at a high speed. What a bad feeling. You know! His captivating smile and his seductive look made me laugh, ooh, with the consequence of this orgasm. I suggested that he eat me in the "roasted chicken", but he did not know what the term meant. I had to explain it. I remained lying, while Igor knelt on the bed, held my legs. The moment his penis entered my vagina, I felt a wave of desire sweep through my body, I touched my clitoris, leaving all the worries of the day behind. I felt his hot dick fucking me. The atmosphere of the room was full of groans, creating a special connection between us. Igor wrapped his arms around my thighs and deposited a lot of strong penetration on me, increasing the audacity of our transaction. I said on two occasions that my "little girl" was delicious. Ahhh, how delicious. I was very happy at the time! Before his next ejaculation, he put me on all fours, and gave me a good punch on my ass in that position! He started slowly, intensely exploring every little piece of my little hole, of that little corner that I thought I knew so much. Igor's hands went over my body with skill and sensuality, making me shiver. When they, (hands) held on to my hips, my whole body shook. Our movements followed the rhythm of our bodies in perfect harmony. Until he asked me to make fun of my face! He quickly consented and we moved in bed. He took off the condom and stood in front of me, and I knelt putting my hair back. It didn't take long to make fun! I closed my eyes, and he ejaculated on my face. Ahhh! What a treat! After that, we made fun of each other, my whole body shook. Our movements followed the rhythm of our bodies in perfect harmony. Until he asked me to make fun of my face! He quickly consented and we moved in bed. He took off the condom and I knelt putting my hair back. It didn't take long to make fun of him! When we met in bed, we talked about various subjects while sipping wine. We talked about authors of books (Machado de Assis, Clarice Lispector, Nicholas Sparks, among others). "Igor said he studied economics". "He asked if I was going to college". With thirty minutes left in the show, we decided to take every minute and indulge in the pleasures of the flesh, without hurry. We started slowly, intensely exploring each other's bits and pieces. We lifted him from the bed, I licked him on my knees, climbed on the wall while Igor looked out the window, the storm outside. Igor's hands went through my head, my hair, my neck, making me shiver all over. After my oral in it, our sex-hungry bodies moved to the little desk where I sat on it and spread my legs. I threw my fingers at my femininity in an irresistible frenzy. The boy didn't even blink and soon penetrated my vagina looking into my eyes, wrapping one of his hands around my thighs. It didn't take long to fill me with delicious penetration until I was gasping and ecstatic feeling the moisture of my femininity. Igor deposited a delicate kiss on my lips, it was very delicious that moment! <unk> The pleasure I felt was indescribable, and I'm sure Igor felt the same way. We jumped from the desk to the bathroom! <unk> Consent for him to use me in his way. The bathroom of this hotel, had an iron support bar on the wall, under the shower. Igor called me and we decided to explore that space. I obeyed him, because it was the perfect place for the realization of his most secret desires. Together, we combined the sensations of hot and cold water to further intensify the pleasure, kissing on the tongue with an overwhelming boner, savoring every sound, every touch, every groan emanating from our bodies engulfed in an irresistible lust. I rested my hands on the supporting bar with my back to him. With a hard stick and a new condom, he grabbed me from behind in the anal. At the moment of his penetration into my "little hole", I felt a wave of pleasure hit my body. Our eyes crossed from time to time, and we both knew that this meeting would not be so easily forgotten. We shared moments of complicity and conversations that made it clear that the pleasure we experienced went beyond the physical. At some point in the act, I was left with one of my legs resting on the support bar, as well as my head and hands holding. I feel that it was the harmony of two souls who, for a brief moment, met to live an intense and desire-filled story. Igor struck me hard, with an unparalleled brutality. My groans echoed in the environment. To give you an idea, daily friend, he even lifted me from the floor in contact, holding on to my waist. After unforgettable moments of love, surrender and exhausted bodies, the client enjoyed the condom by poking me in the anus. Nor did he warn of ejaculation. When he finished ejaculating, he took it off me, he took off the condom, and we hugged face to face, and then we took a shower, and after the shower, I picked up my dough from the sink, and we went back to the bedroom, and we had a few more minutes, and I sat on the bed wrapped in a towel, and he sat on the desk chair, and while I was changing, we were talking, I asked, "Did he have a girlfriend?" He said "No, he didn't have the patience for long-term relationships". I asked, "Did he date a lot of girls on TV?" He said "Yes", almost every month. Every day, he had a sexual experience with a 30-year-old man. I was surprised by his skill in bed. Then we were in those of thanking each other. He liked me, and I liked him. Our lips crossed again when I was ready to leave. We kissed on the tongue, and both of us knew that this meeting would not be so easily forgotten. Naked, he turned his back on me and rubbed himself on my ass even over my dress. I wanted to fuck again, but as a professional, and his time was up, we exchanged some passionate kisses before we really said goodbye. I suggested that he hire me so that we could "play" again. As we left the suite, Igor stood at the door looking at me, and we went our separate ways, but with the certainty that this encounter had left deep marks on our lives, and who knows, it may be the beginning of a session of special encounters. With him, we shared moments of complicity that made it clear that the pleasure we experienced went beyond the physical. I end this record here at 22:36. With love, It was Fernanda.