You know what I'm talking about?

My legs tremble, my sphincter involuntarily squeezes hard as if asking for penetration, I look at Castro's mouth with animal desire, I really want to kiss her... he moves away quickly, it's his reflection, his eyes are huge, he doesn't understand what's going on, his friend attacking him with such desire and will as not even a drugged bitch would, it's at least... strange. Still looking at me he takes two steps back, I'm still, passive, with a strong look of desire, a look that penetrates his eyes and reaches the depths of his soul, of his convictions. I had no choice, it was too much repressed desire, that exploded and shattered the whole room at once, I didn't attack him with a wet passive kiss because I'm your visitor, I want to be subdued, dominated. He ran back to his room without talking, he still ran behind me to change the color of the room, and I didn't even have the ability to stop and look at something new, even if I wanted to get out of that car, and try to change the color of the car.
In the room we sit a bit apart, it's impossible to stop looking at him, our eyes eventually cross, and at each of these encounters, I feel a chill in my spine, it's inevitable. Even if I have a heterosexual image to veil now I can't turn back, and even if I could I feel I wouldn't do different, as much as my body asks for him, his smell excites me more every day since I met him, I'm determined, I play everything up to mix my sweat to him, groan on all fours with that hard cock going in and out of my rectum, deliciously massaging my prostate, having my labia glued and flowing for his breath...., the interrupted breathing with such a scene in my mind is inevitable, I don't stop looking hard, my dick gets to the point where I need to tear the whole shoe in the morning, unless I know how to be your little bitch, for one night.
We spent the whole day exchanging a few words, chatting in circles with other people in the class and the faculty in general, but at every opportunity I looked at him as if I were a determined woman who knows what she wants, he... always looks away. At this hour I'm like a woman myself, now my mind is possessed by desire for him, this morning was the outbreak, everything exploded, his strong smell of alpha male made my man smell like a female.
When it's time to leave, I always go home with him in the car, after all, we study in the same room and live in the same apartment. I slowly get into the car, I put my hand on his neck, now that we're alone again, it's hard to contain the excitement. I stand most of the way as well as on the way to college, it seems that I know that any movement will get out of control, I want to touch him very much, my desire is overflowing, my self-control goes again, now my hand is already in his groin, he gets rich from fear and lets go with the broken voice:
- Look Leo, I don't know what's going on, but I don't like it, it's a shock to me, I don't like men.
While he's talking I keep looking at him, hoping his mouth will stop moving:
Look Castro don't think I'm understanding too, the only thing I know is that I want to suck you, no one needs to know, let's play daddy and mommy go! - When I told mommy my hand grabbed her stick willingly, and for my happiness it was hard as a rock.
We were already at the entrance of the parking lot of the building, I slowly pulled my hand, making the most of the moment. We entered the parking lot, we took the elevator and we went up quietly, without even daring to look, after all the building has numerous cameras, and it would not be willingly two males licking each other in the elevator. When we entered the apartment and the door closed I freed myself, I wanted to enjoy that sexy man who was the protagonist of my most secret fantasy for so long, I had nothing more to lose. I approached from behind to feel the smell of his neck, my evil face pressed against his skin he turned violently and grabbed me by the shoulders, that dominating, trembling look of desire, left me alone and began to walk violently to his room, following him hesitantly as if he was ready to hold me in the whole door, literally every time I was in the apartment, and it would not be willingly two males licking each other in the elevator. When we entered the apartment and the door closed I freed myself, I wanted to enjoy that sexy man who was the protagonist of my most secret fantasy for so long, I had nothing more to lose. I approached from behind to feel the smell of his neck, my evil face pressed against his skin, he turned violently and grabbed me by my shoulders, that dominating my shoulders, looked at me, and began to walk violently, and began to follow me violently, following me to his room, as if he was literally ready to hold me, literally hold me in the whole room, he was literally holding me, literally in every door, literally ready to take me, and I was literally, and I was literally in his mouth, and I was literally, and I threw away from his mouth, and I was literally, after that moment, and I swallowed in his only, and I swallowed by his mouth, his voice, and I was, and I swallowed in his, and I swallowed by his, and I was, and I was, and I swallowed by him, with his only, and I was, and I swallowed by him, and I was, with his, and I was, with his, and I was, and I was, with his, and I was, and I was, and I was, with his, and I was, with his, and I was, with that, and I was, and, and I, with his, and I, and I was, and I was, and I was, and I, and I was, and I was, and I, and I was, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I was, and I, and I, and I, and I, and, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I, and I and I, and I, and I, and, and I, and, and I, and I and I, and, and I, and, and I, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and, and I, and, and I, and, and, and I, and, and, and I,
Castro, honey, are you there?
His girlfriend came at a bad time, my mouth is less than an inch from his dick, she can't have that vision, my body freezes...
Keep going.