I gambled, I lost, and I became passive.

I'm an unholy guy, who from a year on has developed a great will, a great curiosity to have my first experience with another guy. Since I wanted a quiet stop and I'm not in the middle, I wouldn't go to GLS sites, I started trying my experience on the net through UOL Chat. My initial idea was to be only active... 'Cause I like a lot of women and stuff, and it would be a way to have a stop with h already doing the browns I usually do. However, for almost 6 months typing with passive faces, I began to see that the vast majority of them were female faces (even those who said they did not end up slipping) did not fit the profile I was looking for. Soh curiosity started typing with the active guys to see the difference .... I ended up seeing that most fit the profile I was looking for (male, enjoying women, without affections, not attending the environment). Besides, I've developed quite a curiosity about sucking... becoming the thing I had the most desire to do with another guy. That's when I decided then to try to score charts with active guys... But the problem is that I've always had a lot of restraint to give mainly for the pain... and that turned out to be a big troublemaker... I'd find nice guys and stuff but they wouldn't want to start slowly without penetration. It was then that around April I ran into a guy with a nickname “Active Initiative” .... I didn't think twice and I asked him to type... since it had two items of my taste (being active and beginner .... I always thought it was nice to start with another guy in the same situation). We started to type, there was a nice tune, the guy liked woman tbm, our interests fit and seemed pretty nasty the way I like ... and the main one: although it was soh Active it came up with oral jokes and such and let it at my discretion give or not. We set up a day at the mall to get to know each other for safety and see if there was empathy... and that's what happened. In addition, a facilitator ended up with their parents travelling on Fridays and only coming back Sunday night. The following week we scheduled on a Saturday and had our first experience ...... We've seen some porn movies... we've made fun of... total lameness... handjobs... culminating in my first blow job. It was really good... his dick was a ball show... and the oral turned out to be even hotter than I expected. The parade was so much that despite the fact that none of us are gay and want to date men... we ended up entering into a deal of having a kind of colorful friendship not just for sex to go out and such a movie watch game show and such without giving it away and turn and move when horny roll and want to score a dirty .... And that's what we did. After a while he told me he had an intense gambling fantasy. I enjoyed choosing a game and such, it could be cards, or even a football game on television ... and then whoever lost would always have to pay a “sexual gift” to the other ... I freaked out and we started doing it directly. We started out with a few small bets so we could get the hang of it and stuff, and usually the bets were a hole game... it is noteworthy that almost always lost, which turns out to be cool because he had always proposed to make a few stops ways. It was then that one Saturday morning he called me to see if we'd set up any stops for that afternoon ... He called me to his house because his parents weren't there and he wanted to see the game Vasco X São Caetano at Premiere Pay-Per-View (he's a sick vascaino and I'm a Flemish) and after the game we made a mess. Getting there he proposed to make a bet on the game... The proposal was: If Vasco won or stalled, I'd have to suck him, but not a normal blow job. He'd come down my throat and drink all the shit and then I'd have to come sucking and wiping his dick until it got dry... and I'd have to do it as many times as it takes while he had fun... How I'm a bastard I took it right away. The game started and São Caetano gets 2X0 and loses some 3 goals made ... Vasco perdinho in the field ... São Caetano dominated. When the first half is over he is a little upset and so and I cheer him up he says “that this guy is not over yet and such” ... But the game seemed won. That's where he came up with a proposal: If Vasco turned the game and won I'd have to finally give him the Cu (remember that I'd never given it), if I tied up we'd do that oral where I'd drink everything and if Vasco kept losing it he'd suck my dick ... Without thinking, I'm in on it. Having given and being risking too much, the game was won by San Caetano .... Besides it would be his chance to suck me... something I really wanted and that he had never even considered the possibility.... We closed the new bet. The second half begins and until about 30 minutes the game gets warm and San Caetano makes wax ring and ball and such to wait for victory ... I don't have to say I get excited. It's at this moment that Vasco does some substitutions and starts to dominate the game, back up ... In a short time makes the first and then stalls ... fucked!!! I think, besides he doesn't suck me, I'm at the risk of having to. Hey, at the end of the second half Vasco makes the third and turns the game... You look like shit. to get an idea in the third goal romário steals the ball in the defense of Vasco and takes a pike to the opposing area (how?????? He was dying in the field !!!!!! .... It seemed that it was written that I would have to lose and give. When the judge whistles he celebrates a lot... double victory ... Vasco came out of the lowering zone, became an “impossible” game and would still eat an ass. I freaked out... I realized there was no coming back... I promised, I had to. But he was very cool to calm me said he was going to do it carefully and such ... and would try to do it in a way that hurt as little as possible ... It was in the bathroom to pick up a Ky that he told me he bought since we started marking the stops, in hopes that I would one day give him ... and that day came. He was very excited... and I was a mix of excitement and fear... started licking my Ky ass and put me on four... I was panicking. Then he started making a stop that I love... talking dirty... said I was his little bitch who wanted to own me, wondered who that ass belonged to I said it was his, that he wanted to eat me for a long time... My brain was panicking but my ass was blinking. He put a condom (essential) and started forcing the entrance into my ass but it was too tight I was stuck in fear. But he didn’t make a plea, he pushed harder and his head began to break ... the pain was absurd .. I started to scream ... and he said, “Screaming bitch”. After the head entered gave a little relief and he got all over me .. he asked me: “do you like it?” and I “it hurts like hell but not to get drunk!!! eat this ass !!! ... he started a go and come that broke into me for good ... it hurt a lot but I was enjoying it. After a while in the go-and-go he screams he'll come. Before he comes so he talks I give a big joke.... I drenched his sheet with a fucking... then he shouts “I enjoyed my little bitch!!! I won your ass !!! he now is mine !!!” ... when I heard that I asked him to get it out of my ass fast that I wanted to suck his honeydew cock and that’s what he did .. I took the condom off the dick was already softening to molasses and sucked it dry ... After that we fainted .. both enjoyed too much. After a half an hour the excitement came back but he didn't eat me, he felt sorry for me since I was all sore. I gave him another blow job and he flooded my fucking face. I don't have to say I spent a week with a sore ass without being able to sit and having to disguise it.. But from that day we stopped betting and we always made the full relationship he as active and I as passive me always sucking and giving (after a while I got used to it) ... from time to time he would give me a teaspoon and give me a blow job. Too bad we interrupted our thing, because he went to live in Angra... But it was cool while it lasted. We still talk on the Internet... sometimes it makes a virtual. But it's not over for good ... he should come once in Rio by the end of the year and so articulating he went there on a weekend that the parents are not to take the delay.