A new way of life - Part 2

At the appointed time they were there. What was only seen by a camera, now, live, was something else. Sophia, 38 years old, five foot seven, long brown hair, golden lights, sober make-up, slender, in high heels, dressed in a sober dress up to her knees. Although the costume she wore at that moment did not value her, it was perceived that she was the owner of a sculptural body, of graceful forms, whose nature had been prodigious in her anatomy, favoring her in all angles, leaving Fernando visibly enchanted. Fernando, on the other hand, was an elegant man, six feet tall, slender, with a broad, straight smile, slightly grey brown hair on his temples, and even without an athletic bearing, he had charm, politeness, and sympathy, qualities that every successful executive needs. After the usual greetings, they entered the bar and there they discovered yet another affinity. On that late hot summer afternoon, they ordered chopp with French fries. Perfect combination for a delicious and relaxed chat. The first chopp was mutual analysis. They both limited themselves to talking little about their intimacies although that was the theme that brought them there. The initial inhibition makes them uncomfortable. Sophia was afraid to expose her real desires and thoughts for fear that he would judge her vulgar. Fernando also tried to maintain certain reservations, fearing that she would judge him as flirtatious or even promiscuous. But one thing they had in common. They both agreed that the failure of their marriages was precisely the lack of affinity in their sexual preferences, and the total absence of complicity in their acts. They masked their initial nervousness and anxiety by talking about their jobs and professional lives. Sophia has a degree in business administration, and Fernando is an advertising executive. The second Chopp was already showing a certain relaxation and they talked about family life, children and how each one was managing his life at present. Fernando told him that he lived alone on a rooftop in the neighborhood of Sumaré, near his workplace. Little by little, as if groping in the dark, Sophia wanted to know what qualities a woman must have to be ideal for him. Smiling, Fernando insisted that there are no special physical issues, but rather the search for the person who will lead you to realize your dreams together. - Dreams that are possibilities waiting to become real and if you're lucky, sometimes a lonely fantasy, depending on the person you have by your side, can turn into a very pleasant reality. In the face of Sophia's insistent harassment, who probed into wanting to know about his most intimate secrets, Fernando fearfully said that he had many fantasies, but that he was afraid to talk about the subject, because she might judge him frivolous and not want to continue this friendship that was being born. Sophia showing him the need for both to know each other in the smallest details and mainly in their intimacies said: If we don't know each other's desires and fantasies, we both run the risk of making the same mistakes of the past. Fernando agreed and opened the game. He went straight to the point and warned her that if she was disappointed and wanted to leave, he would understand and not be hurt. Sophia insisted, and he went on. I want to love a woman who, in addition to valuing and enjoying sex above the average of other women, also enjoys exhibitionism and multiple relationships. Listen to a time when both of you were staring at each other and Sophia, as if groping in the dark, in an enigmatic smile asked. - What do you mean by plural relations? That's a paraphilia that gives me great pleasure. Said Fernando in a rush and with some embarrassment, for he was baring his soul to a subject that all his life he had kept secret. He noticed that Sophia had settled into her chair as she stared at him and her eyes glowed with anticipation. His heart was beating faster and she wanted to know then, if the ménage he likes is the female or the male. She knew that most men fantasize about a female household, because having two women in bed polishes these men's macho egos. Experience and the need to avoid repeating the same mistakes of the past exempted Fernando from any subterfuge when it came to expressing this preference, and without any embarrassment he was frank, direct and objective. Staring into her eyes, Fernando spoke without hesitation. - He's a man. And it went on before she interrupted. - I want a woman who accepts two men in a relationship. Sophia's face lit up with a broad smile. She sensed that new directions were being drawn for her future, and that from that moment on, that man before her would radically change her life. Sophia, uncontrollably held his hand resting on the table and said. - I thought I'd never meet a man like you. A flash suddenly flashed in his mind as he realized that he was not alone. Almost stuttering, he managed to ask. - Would you love a man like me? To what she always said with a smile. Because I'm going to confess something to you that I've never told anyone, my greatest desire, the fantasy that's been with me for a long time and that I've never told anyone. What dominates my mind in the pursuit of my pleasure is having a husband who allows me to have sex with another man in front of him, or who sees me having sex with another man, and It's so present in my head that I have hallucinations. Said Sophia, almost out of control. They shook hands and the glasses rose and a toast was made to this harmony of pleasures and when they both emptied their glasses, Fernando added: Relationships begin with sex and end with lack of it, which is why it's worth investing in liberal ideals and adding reinforcement whenever the union threatens to fall into routine, plural relationships are the option that came to solidify the relationships of couples who need to break routine. - I couldn't agree with you more. Said Sophia full of enthusiasm for having discovered her fellow man. - In our case it's not about breaking the routine, because we have the same desires. Fernando said it. - Regardless of breaking the routine or not, if there is a fantasy common to both spouses it should be carried out early, so that both can enjoy all the delicious moments of sex together. She said, excited about it. The third chopp already evidenced a relaxation of both, when Fernando wanted to know if Sophia had ever had any experience in this sense and she said: I've wanted to do this for a long time, but I've never been able to do it because I've never been given the opportunity by my husband, and that's something you only do with a husband together and at his own invitation. Fernando agreed, and both were unanimous in concluding that they would only do it with a partner they really loved, without whom it would make no sense. Sophia was emphatic in stressing that this procedure is only valid and pleasurable for her if there is a lot of love between the couple, and Fernando added: I see it as a gift from a husband to his wife, a demonstration of a husband's trust and love for his wife, and relationships like this are based on honesty, trust and a lot of love. Excited Sophia added: - This is a practice where the wife needs to be sure that the husband is really going to support her and take care of her, she needs to feel safe and confident so that she can open up to another man, she needs to be sure of the husband's complicity so that she doesn't feel guilty and she doesn't get labeled a slut for free. her pleasure to her husband, interacting with him all the time in a display of affection, mutual trust and a lot of complicity. They marveled at the similarity of values and the harmony that existed between them. They both spoke the same language with great certainty and delicacy. Sophia wanted to know why he didn't make that offer to his wife. He then related that some years ago this compulsive desire arose in him to see his wife with another. This fixed idea became a torment in his sex life, as he could not fuck his wife without imagining another with them. To try to facilitate a beginning of dialogue on the subject with his wife he added to their relationship a good vibrator, which they used in their relationships by simulating that third person. She accepted normally, but without any enthusiasm and also without any question or comment about it, which ended up making a possible dialogue on the subject difficult. When this fantasy began to dominate him intensely Fernando several times approached the subject with his wife, first talking as if it were a dream he had had, and then on another occasion he created courage and spoke openly that he would like to see her giving to another in front of him. The dramatic reaction was instantaneous. Violently repudiated, she ordered him never to speak of the matter again, and recommended him to psychological treatment, as there was a serious deviation in his behavior that endangered the marriage. From then on he never touched on the subject again, and without atmosphere he gradually saw his interest in sex with his wife diminish substantially, and with that, gradually, the dialogue between the two of them became more distant. He came to prefer solitary masturbation imagining a ménage with another woman to compulsory sex with his wife. Of course, time has delineated the end of this absurd union. - And that's what happened two years ago. Said Fernando, feeling somewhat relieved. When Sophia asked him what his future plans were he continued. - I had promised myself that I would not get involved with any woman who did not share my thoughts and desires. A woman who knows how to face new challenges, who knows how to respect differences, instead of spending her time and energy trying to change me, who knows that with complicity and companionship the relationship matures and enters the phase of liberalism, who accepts the ménage naturally and with a lot of complicity, because I think it should be a right of every woman. - I think so, too. Said Sophia, with a sly smile. And changing his tone, Fernando went on. Believe it or not, after I left you, that day we talked was the first time I walked into a chat room, and you were the first woman I ever talked to. Sophia listened attentively to all this explanation of Fernando and staring at him, eagerly drank his words. In a pause she wanted to know. - After you separated from your wife, you never had sex with anyone else? - No, not ever. He confessed to Fernando. I didn't have a relationship with anyone after we broke up, and even before I broke up, I didn't have a relationship with my husband. After the separation, I mustered up the courage and visited a sex shop, purchased some toys with which to satisfy my desires. Said Sophia with a certain twist. Their heads swarmed with desires, which were satiated by regular masturbations that temporarily soothed these more libidinous instincts. Fernando is far from being a sexual athlete, but it is enough to imagine a situation that gives him pleasure to feel stimulated and full of excitement. Sophia, on the other hand, constantly feels her body burning with insane desires and calms down with the use of her vibrator in vigorous masturbation. Curious to know. - Have you ever had a threesome? I've had the opportunity to participate with some friends and some show girls, but that's not the way I see a ménage. If a ménage is not done together with the person you love, it becomes an orgy, a bacchanal, a suruba. My fantasy is to be with the woman I love. To see the woman I love having pleasure with another. If it's not like that I have no interest, I feel no pleasure. Sophia's wide smile was evidence of how much she was loving that moment. What other desires fill that little head? Fernando asked affectionately after they both had a sip of the chopp. - There are many, but all only in my imagination. None has ever been realized. All repressed. It is very difficult for a woman to expose her sexual desires to a husband who does not give her any opening. She will certainly, depending on the situation, be seen as vulgar or slutty, and discriminated against by society. Women usually do not take certain initiatives if they do not first notice an opening, a signal, from their husband or partner. That's when she explained in detail the character of her ex-husband, who forbade her everything, interfering even in the clothes she wore. She said that, like Fernando, it was only after a few years of marriage that she began to feel certain stronger sexual desires. - She had constant erotic dreams, always felt the need to masturbate, and in her relations with her husband, to try to feel some pleasure, she imagined a third person together. Since I got married, she said, I never took the initiative of sex, but after I started to have these desires, one night I lost control and took the initiative. By showing myself available and insinuating myself to my husband, I was repudiated with vehemence which traumatized me in a way. From that day on, I always remained passive. I waited for the rare moments when he resolved to have sex. - Sex with him was simple, apathetic and devoid of any creativity. Everything was monotonous, a relationship that was overly predictable, devoid of creativity, devoid of emotional flavor, and I felt trapped in this mesmism, and the days were tedious and often indigestible, and I couldn't stand that life any more, a protocol husband, devoid of any creativity, who repeatedly reproduced the same behaviour during sex. It was the trivial, with few variations, enjoyed immediately and alone. The truth is that I was sailing in an ocean of boredom. He's never dared anything more with this woman full of desire. She said she felt realizing how much of her cheerfulness had been wasted. And he went on in a hurtful tone. - To kill my sexual urges, which made my insides burn, I resorted to solitary masturbation, which turned out to be much more satisfying than the lustless relationship with my husband. I understand very well what you've been through because I've been through it myself and I've found in masturbation the much-needed satisfaction, even though I realize that masturbation is a momentary satisfaction that doesn't convince, but it's always better than an apathetic and disinterested relationship. Said Fernando in the midst of Sophia's emotional turmoil. "Today", she continued, "at the age of 38 and separated for almost two years, I feel my desires surfacing day after day, my body yearning for sex, masturbating two to three times a day and a fear that I will never find the right man to make my fantasies come true. Because of her work, and her care in maintaining her social position, she said she feared exposing herself and endangering her work and her family. It's one thing to be caught with your husband in a more liberal attitude, and you'll be seen as a couple having fun, it's another thing to be caught alone, and you'll be seen as a tramp. Sophia said it frankly and absolutely. Fernando agreed, for women suffer certain stigmas that are past heritages as to behavior. But the world is changing, some concepts have already fallen to the ground, and there is a visible growth in liberal behaviour. These changes, little by little, you see collaborating with men and women who feel different desires. Sadly, both men and women are still discriminated against when it comes to exposing their innermost desires. - In the same way that the wife of the man who practices the ménage is seen as a whore, the man in turn is seen as a horn, hence the need to segregate ourselves in certain strongholds. You have completed Fernando with wisdom. Sophia added, saying that this behavior comes precisely from people who do not accept this practice. - In the case of so-called non-liberal women, who say they feel anger at liberals, in fact what they really feel is envy of our freedom. Fernando smiled and said. - So every day there are more places for these people to concentrate and have fun. It reminded me of Fernando. Excited Sophia said that she had never been to a swing house and showed great interest in meeting him. Fired with enthusiasm, Fernando invited her to visit one of the many homes in the neighborhood, and they arranged to visit a nearby home in Tangier the next day. And he amended it. - From the way I'm seeing your spirits, I'm sure you'll not only meet, you'll end up becoming a regular. - And you'd like that to happen? She asked, to make sure of his true intentions. - I would love to. Said Fernando with a smile. The conversation was beyond lively, the main topic being sex, and both Fernando and Sophia gave evidence of the satisfaction they were experiencing in meeting each other at that special and opportune time. They realized that they were people with special characteristics in their desires, and that by a very great coincidence they both had the same yearnings and shared the same desires. Even in social vices both had similarities, for neither of them was a smoker and they drank only socially. Keep going.