The Labyrinth of Dreams Chapter One

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am nothing. What would you do if you could only commit three more sins in your life? First of all let me introduce...I am the end, but I am also the beginning, the renewal the new cycle, for many, at least most I symbolize the sadness, for others I symbolize the joy (believe) for the one who comes to meet me I symbolize the longing, sometimes the sadness, mostly the end of suffering and the relief. Many are afraid of me, others wish that I come soon, already others...others wish that I arrive soon to their enemies, other people however associate the fear of me to other people, once I met a boy who was not afraid of me, but who was afraid that I would take his loved ones. Very pleased, I am...DEAD!!! First of all, I don't want you to see me without the villainous eyes that your little mortal head has certainly already assumed, my function is just to obey my superiors, without questioning how, when, where or why I should bring them, I have no autonomy, I'm like an official who follows orders but who can never leave her job, because if after all what would be the chaos in the world if no one died isn't it? if with me the planet Earth already exists this overpopulation, imagine if I didn't exist? Some, they leave in tragic accidents almost always caused by human failures that only facilitate my work, others go faster because they understand right away that the cycle of life has come to an end, others delay because they do not want to accept what seems to them obvious and inevitable and there are so many complaints from Angels who come to me every day until they ask me to let their protected pass alive at least the birthday, Mother's Day, children's birthday, Christmas ... I always fulfill these requests to the limit I can. In my profession I have learned never to pity anyone, never to feel pity or sorrow as some call it, and I confess that my morbid work is sometimes the best of my pleasures, for a long time I believed that human beings deserved all kinds of punishment, that before bringing them with me to their final judgment, they deserved to suffer and that I would come to them slowly, I never thought that I could ever learn anything from mortals, especially from my subordinates, but there is one of them that I can never forget. At first I just called him Emissary, he had no name, no identity, a beautiful young man, blond, with a kind and well-intentioned face, what was it? he thinks that because I am death I can't find someone beautiful? now, I am death but I'm not dead (laughs) well...continuing...this boy was the most incompetent of all my emissaries, he was demoted from guardian angel to my emissary because he had no impartiality to be an angel and he was very messy, the angels unfortunately must help him, all the good and the bad, he couldn't, he only helped the pure of heart, so he became my emissary but also didn't want to bring anyone to meet me, he had people, even the worst people. I have many emissaries, that number has doubled, I confess, in the face of the pandemics that the world has gone through at different times, thousands of people die all over the world could not be everywhere at the same time, my stuffy room is in a place between here and there ed has become a wall of lamentations, it looks like a tray with the files of everyone who must come to meet me, I must refer them to my superiors to decide what their final destiny the resistances are the most unimaginable possible. This occurrence that I will report here occurred in the earth year of 1987, my emissary that I reported earlier was more competent but more sad than usual, I received an order from my superiors that I should bring the young Daniel of 19 years to my meeting. Do not be fooled by the "angel's beak" of this pestinha! Daniel is a very spoiled and restless young man, always complaining with a full mouth and sugaring who is near to do his will, including his parents who suffer to please the hyperactive boy. He often appears to bother others with his quirks with the irritating, stubborn, flirty and taken way he can take seriously anyone who passes by his side He has a naïveté of believing everything he hears and, although innocent, he knows when to use his fortune to deceive others and he also has the habit of lying to get by. doesn't eat anything, is very nauseous with everything, likes to substitute healthy food for fatty foods, preferring fried foods. is very dependent on his mother, the father is somewhat absent in his son's life. And when he is present, he does not show great affection for Daniel, because he tries to deceive him with absurd stories, and sometimes hunts his own son. Perhaps that is why Daniel is so complex. Always curious and annoying, Daniel is a first-class brat and loves to get involved in everything he has not been called into simply for the sake of being a nuisance. He always wants to do something "adolescent" (such as playing games, being fashionable and cool), even if he does not have the maturity for it, becoming a target of ridicule. He also frequently changes the subject, changes the emotion instantly and often does not understand modern or outdated words. But it is not difficult to understand how or why my emissary was so enchanted by the boy to the point of contradicting me and disobeying me in every way. Daniel also has a noble heart, always worried about his younger brother Tomás, a deaf-mute boy who hides a secret. He lives on the war footing with his older brother Hugo and does volunteer work in a day care center, when he returned with a yellow smile on his lips and without Daniel I soon understood that his time of rebellion seemed to have returned.... What's this about you not being able to bring the boy? - He's a very nice guy... try to understand... -I don't have to understand any drugs!!! he's a spoiled brat, selfish and manipulative You say that because you don't know him, spend five minutes with him and you'll see that he's sweet, gentle, noble-hearted and always willing to help others. - Emissary don't test my patience, go back there and bring that boy right away. - I have a counter-proposal, what if instead of him I brought his brother? Hugo, that there would be no lack on earth, and futile, rebellious, hostile and aggressive. - Tell me more. Why didn't you bring Daniel as I ordered? - I'll tell you everything I've observed in his day. ♪ I'll be the one ♪ Daniel lives in a few-story gray apartment building next to each other, his mother is a housewife and his father spends the day working, does not show affection for his children, except for Hugo, probably because Daniel is homosexual and Tom, the youngest is already a teenager but has autism and is deaf-mute. Daniel finishes school chores, goes to the third grade, the two are sitting on the living room couch finishing watching Xuxa's program, and the mother is busy with household chores in the kitchen, Hugo, in the room calls some friends talking about futility, the mother turns around and shouts to the boy to turn off the phone so that the bill does not come at the end of the month, Hugo does not listen or give up and only the flame of the old flat. Tom is the only one who has the sensitivity to feel my presence because he does not yet know it, and although he can not see me, Daniel is no longer able to speak, but during lunch, Tom plays with his brother Hugo, he can't explain why he is fighting with him, but he can's not defend the boy. In the afternoon, both boys migrate to school, in the course of the class I paid more attention to Daniel, in the morning I had not had much of this opportunity because of Tom who felt my presence, now I had time to see him, I began to feel there something that I had never felt before by any mortal, I began to realize that the guy was very cute, the way he moved his hair, mouth, eyes, the way he was shy distracted and cute, during the class however, Daniel can only think of his boyfriend Rogerio or Rogê, a guy much older than him who lives with a few friends, a good typical carioca, with a reputation as a gambler, a bit of a bad fan of work and involved in shady business, Daniel thinks about ending the relationship with the guy since he started dating him because he has been in conflict with his relationship, being in conflict with his parents, the problem with Rogerio is that he has agreed to pay for everything he wants to do with Daniel, and Rogerio is one of those boys who wants to get out of school. In the evening Daniel had dinner with his parents, in the same atmosphere as always, the TV off, all the children at the table, hardly anyone spoke except his Durval and Hugo who told things about their day. After dinner, the adults go to the room and turn on the TV, giving a more pleasant atmosphere to the environment without that morbid silence of the past, Tomás and Daniel try to convince Durval to leave, they promise not to vote late, Daniel says that he will only accompany Tomás who needs to do a school work at the girlfriend's house, the father knows that it is a lie, of course the doctor goes to the meeting of the marginal with whom he is dating, but the subject is avoided within a house that follows a rigid and almost military discipline. He just says a "pode" without looking at the faces of his children and keeping his eyes fixed on the soap opera "Right to Love" that began on TV and asks that the two return before 22 hours, at that time the light in the neighborhood was turned off at midnight, only those who were not worth much were left on the street. Daniel leaves Tomás in the square together with his girlfriend Bia, the two date on the bench of the square and write his name with corrective on the cement bench, common practice of the time. The square was in front of the decaying building where Rogério lived, he climbs up and goes to meet his boyfriend, and there arriving Rogério already receives Daniel with a hug, a fiery kiss, taking his breath away. Daniel almost forgot his goal and went straight. "No...for Rogê...I need to talk to him...wait a minute" - said the boy, his legs flailing, eyes closed, sighing and trembling with pleasure, while Rogêrio rubbed his beard on the young man's neck and felt his warm, soft body having spasms next to his. "You don't say anything, cat, your little mouth is good for other things" - Rogerio said, they didn't even suspect that I was there so close to them, I had spent the day following Daniel's routine without him being able to see me. And now I watched all that whoring that bastard did with Daniel there in front of me. - "No, Rogério is serious... I need to talk to him... I want to finish, finish everything!!!" "Are you crazy?! You tried to break up with me once and couldn't stay away for long, remember?" - "Yes, I know, but this time it's different, I want to finish since you gave me that slap because of the jealousy you feel for Nemesio" -"HAHAHA!!! just because of that?! you know very well that you deserved that slap don't you know? why are you just an offer, you yourself asked for forgiveness later or don't you remember?" "I apologized because I'm afraid of losing you, I confess, but I don't want to continue to be beaten like this by you, you think I'm your toy?" "You're my toy, in fact you're all mine!!! and you know you need me because I'm the only man who cares about you, I'm the only one who gives you pleasure and you know you can't stand to be away from your macho isn't it?" Daniel at that moment felt a shiver run through his whole body and his cock harden and drool into his pants -"You know very well that you are not able to get another man neither better nor worse than me!!!" "That's not true", Daniel says in his calm, gentle voice. Roger grabs him brutally by leaning him over the table, twisting his arm back and leaning his head on the table, lowering his fists to the middle of his thighs and running his fingers up his ass. "Did you know that you'll never be able to get even the smell of my cock out of your ass? Even if you rub a bar of soap, even if you shove soap up your ass, other males will still know that you've been eaten and they won't want you, did you know that?" Daniel was writhing, squeezed on the table, angry that he was being humiliated in that way but at the same time dying of excitement, with his ass winking, his dick hard and his heart shooting, I watched the whole scene without being able to do anything, dying of anger, but also feeling for the first time what was desire, excitement, wanting to be in the place, these feelings are things that do not belong to my world but to mortals, I had never felt anger and desire and much less in such an intense proportion and at the same time in that way. Roger bent his body over Daniel's and pressed his warm mouth against his neck, kissing, biting and sliding his wet, warm lips down his shoulder, drooling over him and letting his saliva run down the body of the young man who was deliriously ecstatic at that moment. -"Besides you can't break up with me because I love you!!!" That "I love you" by Rogério echoed in Daniel's head and seared into the depths of his soul like glue was the kind of thing he would never forget. He believed it. And he believed it because the same thing had happened to his heart. He had fallen in love, one of those definitive, real, mortal passions. He continued to meet the loved one in secret. Rogerio took Daniel's shirt off and finished sliding his wet mouth over the back of the boy who lay there on the table like a slaughtered animal ready to be finally devoured by his executioner, Rogerio tore Daniel's underwear off with his teeth and used a tablet of butter as a lubricant. And it was, between the two of them, a most unpleasant scene. He ordered him to turn on his stomach and face the table top, without looking back, and endure what Rogério was going to do to him, the boy obeyed without blinking. With his fingers wrapped in the butter that was on the table Rogério buried first my middle finger in his ass without warning and then the thumb that is coarser. The little bird groaned with the unwanted introduction, but endured - Good boy... keep looking ahead. - Rogério said with sadistic pleasure in advance what was to come. Roger pushed him against the wall, stuck him on his back and whispered in his little ear: - Don't make a sound, or Uncle Roge will make you a naughty little boy. And he stuck a stick in his ass with no spit or anything. He screamed in fright, but Rogério held him in place and began to fuck the boy's anus with all his will. Then he pulled him up and pushed him on top of the kitchen table again, and this time belly up. He lifted his legs and grabbed him with roast chicken. Rogério liked that service. He put him on his feet on the floor and touched his fist on the boy's cock until he extracted his milk. He then said: - Damn, what a mess I've been... I couldn't take the anger and excitement anymore so I asked to come up, I didn't want to see what was still to come, I was confused, why that scene had stirred me so much? then I discovered that what I felt was actually jealousy, while I explained my reasons for death why I had not brought Daniel with me, he finished the fucking hugging on the boyfriend then went down to the square, picked up Tomás and the two returned home before 10 pm as promised... Continued FOTOS: Pershing from the series