For the first time...

I was already tired of my mediocre little life! 19 years old, homosexual since 14 and sexually active from 16... had been with 7 different girls... some very young and inexperienced who were completely handed over to me. And it was in a time of little fire, where I really needed something new, someone VERY experienced, who could give me new experiences, new pleasures, things that would rekindle my fire and turn me back into the asshole I've always been!!! well-turned thighs, a tightly knit belly, completely defined, small breasts... her body fit perfectly together with all the other parts of it. She was perfect!!! I met her by chance at the gym where she attended and naturally from the first time I saw her my heart went out to her! However, both for her age (I had never dated anyone that old), but also because of her great beauty - like some distant dream! But even so, I'm not one who will give up without fighting! I found out about her schedule and started going to the gym at the same time as she did, trying to always be by her side, picking up things, insinuating myself into her! We began dating each other, talking a lot, on all subjects, and it was then that I realized how seductive looks she sent me! Okay, just the chance of having this goddess for me has already rekindled my fire completely... every day after coming home from the academy, And every day that went by we became closer and the insinuations, both hers and mine grew bigger as well as my hard-on which intensified with each day! One day she came close to me in the gym locker room, hugged me and whispered into my ear: "The day has come!!! As soon as you have finished your session wait for me at the door of the gym!" She winked at me and walked away. I stood still in the dressing room with a heart racing almost coming out of my mouth breathing altered and on this day I could barely do my series! However, the long-awaited hour arrived and when I reached the gymnasium door she was already there waiting for me! Without saying a word she took my arm and led me to her car. Still silently we drove towards her residence. Upon arriving there, she invited me to sit down, asked if I wanted something to drink, drank some whiskey with us and the atmosphere of the place became more tense... My heart beat very strongly and my anxiety was at its peak, but I could not take any kind of initiative with her, I would have no courage! A few minutes after we began to drink, she already started approaching me! I was motionless, couldn't even think of moving. When she got very close to me, she hugged me, caressed my face, whispered in my ear something that I didn't understand, gave a small bite, then kisses and from my ears came kissing all over my face until it reached my mouth! She kissed me on the lips very sweetly but full of desire...she kissed with great firmness, our tongues had a perfect encounter, at that moment I was kissed like no one has ever been before! We kissed for about fifteen minutes, and without stopping she picked me up and took me to her room! The whole situation made my desire skyrocket; I was already desperate with so much wanting. When we got into the bedroom, she stopped kissing me, looked deeply in my eyes with a very dirty look! She pushed me onto her bed and warned me: "Now it's good that you stay quiet because you will be completely mine!" At that moment my wish was interrupted by the idea of being passive! I always liked to be more active, and since my first time, only allowed a change of roles after being active!And in that situation, I was completely in the hands of Andrea without having had her for me before.I confess that this whole situation frightened me, but I got really scared when I saw Andrea pulling out two handcuffs from his bedside table drawer!At that moment I panicked, but also did not dare move!With one cuff in each hand, she lay down on me while we were both still wearing clothes and as we kissed, began rubbing our bodies together! That again excited me, and that situation of excitement and fear heated my hormones even more! At this moment she put her hand on my sketch still on the clothes and began to masturbate... but she touched me with such affection that I lost all senses at that time, completely surrendering myself in her experienced hands. And it was then that she fastened my arms onto the bedpost! Again ice cream! She understood my fear and said: "Being active is very good, I know but it's also nice to be in the hands of someone with experience who knows how to drive you crazy. Every woman has to go through this at least once! So just enjoy the moment!!!" That reassured me so she smiled at her. And she countered by saying: "but you can be sure that there will be a lot of surprises around here because you are going to suffer at least a little bit on my hand". She approached the bed, climbed up and sat on my skirt, began to rub her naked cheek against my packed jeans! I realized that she was going crazy with this kind of masturbation and my pants were already completely soaked, I don't know if from mine or hers! I could feel my panties touching my crotch and was freaking out. Suddenly she stopped stroking and lay down on me kissing me again! She kissed me on the chin, went down my neck and realized that she couldn't get rid of my blouse with handcuffs, I was happy because she would let go! Noticing a mistake, she stretched out and took from her drawer uam scissors, smiled and cut off my entire blouse as well as the bra, I realised that this cat was willing to do anything to drive me crazy! It again wet my throat, descended my lap and reached my breasts... began sucking them first very slowly and only in my nipples, then the rhythm accelerated with my tesao ... then she opened up my right breast and started sucking it so eagerly that I groaned with pleasure, did the same thing with her left one and began to descend. She descended through my bellybutton and stopped at my navel... oh how I love stimulating my navet... she stuck her tongue in there driving me crazy! But soon came out of there and kept going down! quickly took off my pants and underpants leaving my body completely exposed to her! But she looked at me, smiled and said: "You want it! You're going to get it!!!" She said that and went down on my feet. Passed her fingers across the sole of the foot making me shudder, then her tongue! Then passed through each little finger and between them! I was mad with excitement so much that I shook my arms in despair trying to free myself by all means! She lifted up my legs and stopped licking the fold behind my knees but licked gladly, driving me crazy with desire! Came back into my groin and started torturing me a bit more, but I think she had already become too excited for long... she put her tongue all over my bowl and went straight to my grill, which by that time should have been purple as thesaurus! As soon as she pressed the tongue into it very lightly I screamed with pleasure. At the same moment she pulled out his tongue and said: "sweetheart how is this a joke? But I wanted so much to enjoy her hand that I swallowed it dry and obeyed her command! So she sucked me again, I don't remember how often, she paused for a while to see if I would manifest myself... but no, remained still with great sacrifice, but quietly. But the rest of my body was suffering from the influence of her crazy caresses! I struggled, twisting all over, every part of me in desperate movements as reflection of my silence! Then she gave the stroke of mercy: stuck one finger inside my cheekbones. I almost felt compelled to groan, but she held on and was impressed with my self-control! She angrily stuck another finger in it and started a hallucinatory back-and-forth. My pleasure was such that I came into an eminent orgasm... seconds after I was having fun and then couldn't hold out and began screaming like crazy, but her not stopping, realizing my joy ... kept stimulating me, r the more she touched me, the more I enjoyed! I could not endure for long time and unravel! When I woke up, I was loose and saw her sleeping without any condition of resuming a transaction, giving me turn to be active ... she had already enjoyed d+, it should be like me... to have more pleasure with the partner's pleasure!!! That day, was one of the most amazing days in my life ... I never thought that being passive could be so good ((despite remaining with my preference)! When she woke up, confessed that I had been the first to endure such an imposition of silence, which made her enchanted by me... i for my part, was already in love!! I slept at his house and did not show him next day that I also knew how to drive a woman crazy from pleasure! We were both mad about each other !!! We dated for 5 months, time that I learned a lot and gained much experience!!! This girl was the person who I loved most in my life... our separation was very painful and I don't even like to touch on it!!! But still, I fail to think about her, all she taught me, how I loved her and how she loved me!!! My love...I wanted to take advantage of this opportunity and apologize once again for having hurt you so badly...it wasn't my intention...you were the most important person in my world...EXCUSE ME!!!!!