I didn't get in, but it was nice.

I'm 34 years old and the fact that I am going to narrate happened when I was 16, still living in the countryside. Today I live in Salvador. Among my friends, there was one who had very thick legs, smooth, beautiful; I say even feminine ones. Denival was his name, known among us as Dena. This physical peculiarity was a reason for attraction for all of us (I say hard-on), but he never gave a damn about our hardness. In fact everyone wanted him like a female. A woman back then wasn't easy as it is today. Deep down, I felt a greater desire for him than the other friends and had even masturbated myself thinking that he was fucking me anyway <unk> mainly playing the role of woman in these fantasies I wore my mother's clothes. One day we decided to do something which wasn't just our usual "jokes" nor would I live by imagination alone. My mom traveled to a neighboring city (as family were she and I), on this day her lust was at its peak so I drew up a plan I went to his house and asked him if he would come home for my bicycle so we could take a ride. He stumbled upon it, and when we got there, I told him that I had some erotic magazines which he'd never seen before. He came in to look at them. I noticed the volume going up on his shorts. When I saw how hard he was, I thought this might be the moment and attacked. A little digging, I turned it into a dental floss and shoved the whole thing up my ass. I stayed in the room for a while as if watching TV then went back to his bedroom like he wanted something out of the closet (he was sitting on the bed with his back towards the wardrobe). The jerk would turn around half-turned to look at my butt (which modestly speaking had always been very pretty just like his) And thought to myself: "I'll try again". Lying down on the bunk bed: <unk>Ah! Let me watch magazines with you once more!" He said that I should behave all right. And I thought, here we go again. So I put my hand on his leg and climbed up to the dick of him and smoothed it out so that he pulsed into my arm this time there was no resistance. It made me shake because for the first time in my life I felt a stick in my hands other than mine, obviously. Then I took the stick out from underneath me and sucked it off; then he forced my head downwards so that the stick went deeper inside my mouth -- I got stuck -- too big. How delicious: while I was sucking him, he played with his finger on my little ring. Then he talked about wanting to change fingers in my ass. I was happy because that's all I wanted. Deda asked me to stay on four legs. I pushed my butt as far as I could, sinking my face into the mattress. I had rehearsed this position several times, imagining him tugging at my buttocks. My dream of being fucked up was finally coming true. And by Dedacos it stuck its head inside my tiny hole. Forced entry. It hurt, it hurt, and I couldn't resist. I cowered down. I told us to try another pose. And sitting on his dick (he's lying down) <unk> I had read in a magazine that this position is easier to get into. I sat down, my head came inside but the pain was unbearable. I think it hurt more than before. Again I backed up. I apologized to him. I asked if he wanted me to suck again. He stumbled. I sucked again, in the same previous position. Then he stuck his thumb sticking out of my asshole and then he spit in my mouth. What tasty liquid! Swallowed everything. I dried his stick as though my mouth were a towel. In fact, although there was no penetration, all very tasty. Over time I found out why he didn't get in: although his dick was big, I believe that this wasn't the main reason but rather lack of lubrication - our era is saliva. Ah! If it were today. After this fact, I got girlfriends. I ended up living as a married man with one woman for two years. I have girlfriend now. I had other homosexual experiences, but never forgotten this fact; on the contrary around and about I find myself traveling through this event and end up masturbating. Now while writing this story, I am hard-on my cock blinking. Until recently I didn't accept my interest in men as well as female parts, especially panties. Today however, I have relaxed and accepted my desires and even created a blog of pictures of me wearing underwear. If anyone is interested to see my photos please send an e-mail.