Beyond Appearances: Finding Your Own Path.

Diary of Fernanda - Date: Wednesday 15th of August 2007 It 's 11: 30 . Dear newspaper, Today was an intense and emotional day: Almir is a 61-year-old, wealthy businessman who likes to go out with escorts. The meeting took place at the EZ Hotel, a discreet and perfect place to explore fantasies. I prepared for this first special meeting by choosing a sensual outfit that showed off my curves and made me feel even more professional. Almir, in turn, wore a perfectly fitted and elegant Italian suit of a rich man. Not to mention the Rolex that the client wore on his left wrist, the price of this watch is a new apartment. Putz grille. Today, I was not late, I arrived at 13:36. As we entered the room, the atmosphere became electric. Almir and I looked at each other full of desire. The gentle touch of his hands on my body and his hoarse voice made me shiver all over. The meeting in that room was a dance of bodies and sensations. Almir and I embarked together in the universe of pleasure. Together, we explored each other's body. He sucked me all when he took off my red lingerie. The old man licked me like a dog licking the bone: I am like this, sometimes I am disgusted, sometimes not, it depends on the person. We both gave in to the most varied poses, letting ourselves be carried away by the excitement, each touch, kiss and groan made us lose ourselves in a deep ecstasy, full of lust and pleasure. The program was complete because the client had a preference for anal, so we did two positions, and I was lucky today, the client's dick was only six inches long. It was at least almost ten minutes of sex, direct (nonstop) in the anus. He pulled my hair, slapped me on the ass. When Almir made fun of the first time, we had a short break, time to go to the bathroom, I urinated and took a good shower, then we drank French champagne, a delight, in my opinion: they are the best in the world. I had to suck his dick for almost ten minutes, and then when he was at the point, I put the condom on him, and I was bouncing around, showing off, provoking, using my sexuality. Riding in the Almir, penetration in the sketch, the old man sighed deeply, I began to ride, scratching his chest with my nails painted red, bouncing, looking at the Rolex, calling him sweetheart, gasoline, baby. This kind of customer likes to be treated in this affectionate way. Then I will come back, anal and riding until he can not stand and mock, mocked so much that his forehead turned red. After finishing the service with the customer, I took another shower, put on my clothes, shoes on my feet, took my purse, received payment, this time it was in dollars with an additional hundred reais for the taxi, oba, oba, then I kissed him goodbye and left the room; knowing that the services were just beginning. A few hours later, already fed, I met with his second client, Rogerio, our first program. Man is all buffoon, even without asking, they let people information. Example: Rogério is a lawyer married 52 years, have two children, average height 1.75 centimeters, bald, brown, who needed an occasional escape amid the routine of work and marriage. Think of it this way: I specialize in providing moments of escape and satisfaction for this type of customer. The meeting was at the elegant Mercury Moema Hotel, where Rogerio was able to enjoy a moment of quiet without arousing suspicion. Just like Almir, Rogério and I also shared glances filled with desire and promises of special attention. I was exuberant in my provocative suit on top, and sexy black lingerie underneath, while he, a representative of the legal world, maintained his serious and reserved posture wearing a gray suit, tie, and black shoes. We met in the lobby of the hotel, a quick greeting, and together, we took the elevator up to the room on the second floor of that hotel. The encounter was like a storm, intense and fast, and we allowed ourselves to feel and connect on a deep level, even though we knew that this moment was passing. We were talking, sitting on a beige sofa, drinking wine, apparently I didn't like it, I drank a little, it tasted like bitter medicine, eca. He started passing his hands on me, then you see, I sat on the client's lap and we exchanged sweet kisses, the lawyer took off my clothes. When I got naked, the client made a request: that I lie on all fours in bed. Obviously I stayed in the desired position. This man stared at me for almost ten minutes, without touching me, just looking at my body, circling, then he pulled down his pants and masturbated, when I rolled or spoke something, he asked me to be quiet. Despite the strangeness, I obeyed the client. I was about to give up and lie down with pain in the spine to stand on all fours. Rogerio began to touch me on the back, on the soles of the feet, ankles, legs, thighs, went up, on the butt, he opened my buttocks and looked, smelled my anus, the vagina, explored these parts using his fingers and penetrating them, finally used his tongue, licked for a while in the ass, there, he clenched his mouth, drooling on it. I'll be honest, if I were a man, I wouldn't suck whores, especially since they fuck several men a day. When I had a chance to show him my professionalism, I undressed him, he lay on his back, I gave him an almond oil massage, using my hands, breasts, thighs and feet as a massager. Every touch, every kiss was lived intensely, we tasted the forbidden horny that accompanied every gesture, we had sex for ten minutes nonstop, which guaranteed us a lot of laughter, groans and pleasure. We fucked mom and dad, Rogerio is an experienced man, I even had an orgasm with him, he likes to kiss, at least his breath was good, we fucked on the sidewalk, on the cheek and a little anal. Then the client asked to fuck me on all fours, but the penis gave a monstrous failure right at the time of penetration, the doctor was not funny, hitting his cock on my bundy claiming stress, tadinho, fucking shit I did not laugh at him, I felt sorry for him. I called the doctor, and I laid the man on the bed, between his legs, and I massaged his testicles with little licks on his penis and some cuffs, and I looked at him and I whispered just like this: Shhhh, laugh, doctor, laugh, laugh... Despite the brevity, it resulted in an ejaculation, it flew fucking on my breasts and on the bed sheets. What happened there will be kept a secret between the two of us and we'll talk about it for an hour. Rogério was impressed by my height (1.79 m). We took a hot shower together, then put on our clothes. He paid the check with an additional eighty reais. The doctor promised to call for a new appointment, had taken it, because he is a generous customer. I took the taxi from the hotel to go to the last appointment of the day. I stand face to face with the taxi drivers, they are safe, talking to the taxi driver, a little gentleman about 65 years old, he asked for my number, but not for him, for the guests who come to the hotel and ask about the show girls. Then I gave the number and said that I would give him a commission, or I could pay in another way. He took the sports car and laughed, no laughter ... Finally, my last client of the day, Leandro, a year younger than me, 18 years old, this time, the service was at home, a different experience from the previous ones, and I arrived at Leandro's apartment with a heart full of expectation and curiosity to find out what this meeting would hold for me. Yesterday, when we talked on the phone: Leandro said that he was still a virgin, and that he was shy with girls. I was taken by his honesty. I realized that this meeting would be different from the previous ones, because I had never dated a (virgin). I confess that I had a genuine desire to explore pleasure and discover myself as a teacher. Leandro is from Mato Grosso, he is living alone in São Paulo, the client's father is a farmer: auction, being the son of a rich man, must be another level. Leandro is in the first semester of medicine at USP. We were chatting casually, drinking wine, nibbling on cheese cubes. He asked me some questions, one of them was; if I studied, I said no, I also won't be talking about my private life to people I don't know, it's risky, no matter how much a person is worthy, honest, but it's hard to trust others. Together, we've pushed the boundaries of touch, affection, and the discovery of sex, and every breath and every sigh has brought with it a new sensation, an explosion of feelings that only youth can give you, and I've had some experience as an escort, and I'm learning to embrace it. Being with Leandro, I realized that he is a young man full of desire, curiosity and eager to explore the world that is sex. It was almost 18 o'clock at night, on a cold afternoon of hell, I in the apartment of a virgin and unknown boy. See if you can, bones of the trade! Leandro, I felt a mixture of nervousness and excitement, I was willing to guide the young man on his first time, I knew it would be a unique experience and I wanted to make it special for him. We went to the room, I stood up, the client decorated the room with colored candles and aphrodisiac aromas. The sensual atmosphere was wrapped in the place, increasing even more the tension that already existed in the air. Leandro's trembling hands touched my body, carefully exploring every curve and part of my soft skin in slow movements. I kissed him deeply, feeling the desire grow with each passing second. I led Leandro, slowly taking off his clothes as his breathing accelerated. I went slowly, the game of seduction was just beginning. Leandro, inexperienced, admired the beauty of my body and eagerly awaited further instructions, and I reassured him, telling him to enjoy every moment and not to worry about pleasing me, because I was there to help him in his quest to lose his virginity. I gently led Leandro to the bed covered with white, silky sheets. In a bold whisper, I asked him to lie down while I touched his bare chest. Leandro felt a frenzy of sensations running through his whole body, he started shaking his body, so I asked him to relax and pay attention to me. My hand slowly slid down his abdomen, exploring his skin, he arched his back, full of pleasure and anticipation, and at that moment, I was already wet with desire and knew that the time was coming to turn that young virgin into a man. Our bodies joined in a fiery passion, Leandro's whisper echoed through the room, ardently wishing the moment would never end, and I guided his every move, showing Leandro my skills and the delights of pleasure. The medical student lost track of time, he was completely absorbed in that revelatory moment. His penis was curved to the right, the pink gland mushroom-shaped, should be between 15 and 17 centimeters. With each suck, with each punch, his desire for me increased in intensity. The cold sweat ran down his forehead, but he did not care, because he was living a moment of pure lust. He asked me to suck his dick, I slipped my body into his mouth and I sat on his lips, I gave him a good spanking, I gave him precious tips and the right way to give a good blowjob to a woman. Before the special climax, the student's dick withered, I gave him a good blowjob and I punched him good until he was on point. Finally, the moment came, I put on his curvaceous cock, an extra-fine condom, I went over, and an overwhelming ecstasy took over both of us, and when he entered me, his pupils dilated, his breathing gasped, and his face flushed. I asked him to do two things, calm down and touch my waist, my breasts, my thighs, my butt, my belly, my neck, my shoulders. We gave ourselves totally to pleasure, letting our souls connect in a unique and indescribable way. It was as if no one existed. His stick was so pleasant to ride, daily, it was hard, young, virgin: um, what a delight! After a while on top of the client, we changed position, at the client's request, I was on all fours. Diary: I needed to see the boy's face when he saw me on all fours, with my butt in the wind, rolling, looking at him. Leandro didn't know if he was looking at my face or looking at my ass, and with a wry smile, he knew that this audacious moment would be forever remembered in his memory. And so, dear diary friend, Fernanda here had her ex-virgin fuck her ass. With candles scattered across the room and soft music playing in the background, Leandro looked at me with an impertinent look, making clear his intentions at that moment. Leandro, talking to me, can I eat your ass? You can, you can, yes, but you'll have to pay a hundred reais more than we agreed, okay? Leandro shrugged his shoulders and said, "Oh, I'll pay". Without exchanging many words, the sexual tension between us increased dramatically. In a sudden movement, he pulled me towards him and penetrated my anus with extreme difficulty. The penetration was a little uncomfortable, because he tried to enter everything and with force. With an extra dose of patience, not to punch the client in the face, I was controlling his actions, asking him to take it easy. I confess that at first he made me angry, but then, he inspired in me was so involving that soon I gave myself to his will. The caresses of Leandro's cock in my anus, made me crazy with desire. The penetration was intense and precise, making my body tremble in anticipation. I knew exactly how to provoke myself, to have more pleasure, how to touch myself in the right places to ignite my inner fire. The way he looked at me as he explored every inch of my anus was incredibly powerful, and I felt vulnerable, but at the same time empowered -- it was a unique blend of pleasure, mastery, and being mastered, making every moment even more electrifying. Leandro spared no effort to ensure that every minute was memorable. His boldness, but lack of skill was staggering, leaving me breathless and begging for more. And with each onslaught, he brought me to the edge of pleasure. He said, "That I had two wishes when I fucked a woman". The first wish: "To eat a woman of four and anal". The second wish: "To laugh in the face". I, I wanted to understand, why do men like these things so much? In that moment we went beyond the physical, there was an inexplicable harmony between us, as if our souls belonged to the same body, the same spirit. After an unforgettable climax, the little buddy gave up the fucking, I lay exhausted, but with a smile, because he kept punching with the stick in contact with my face. I, Fernanda, had the incredible opportunity to experience an audacious moment with Leandro, and he made fun of my face, something I've learned: close your eyes when a customer is making fun of you because you're burning. Leandro, you sneezed a lot of shit in my face, that experience sealed an intimacy and understanding that few people are privileged to know. I even asked Leandro if he liked it, and the guy gave me a lot of compliments, put me on a pedestal, and said he was going to hire me to travel with him to Europe, and I told him, if he paid for everything and gave me a nice piece of cash, I'd be happy with my life. That night was just another chapter in the book of my story, a story I will continue to write, I don't know how long, but I will enjoy with all my desire and audacity. When I walked into this house, I smelled the delicious smell of my grandmother's food, my heart was filled with joy and affection for coming back alive, and every time I come back, I feel like I'm where I belong. However, at the same time, I carry with me the weight of the day I've had. The double life I lead is not easy, and I often wonder if I'm making the right choices. Companion wasn't exactly what I imagined for my life, but circumstances led me to it. Alyssa said it's time for me to find another place to live, to have more freedom, she's right, I need privacy, I've made a lot of money on shows, my clothes are in Ju's wardrobe, bringing them into the house will only cause suspicion, it also has my shoes, my jewelry and the imported perfumes that I've always dreamed of buying. I close this day with a mixture of gratitude for being here with my family and an inner determination to find my true purpose. See you, dear diary. It was Fernanda.