Drunk I was raped, sucked, pissed and filmed by three males (with videos)

My name is Rick, I live alone in Osasco SP, I'm 1.83m, 82kg, white, submissive whore. I was with a friend, with whom I've been to a few brothels in São Paulo, and he knows that I like to roll and be beaten mercilessly, and we were at home talking and drinking Catuaba, talking about brothels, and I didn't realize that I was the only one drinking. I drank a little more than usual, just enough to get soft, and I don't notice my friend starting to enter the brothel. He puts a blindfold on me and says he has a surprise for me. I stand there in the dark and I hear the bell ringing in my apartment. I notice two more guys coming, they say hello, and they say "Is that the little whore?" Suddenly I am without clothes almost without realizing it. One of the guys puts the roll in my mouth and I feel something strange, metallic, the guy had a dick piercing, he tells me to suck, he slaps me in the face, another one starts smoothing my ass, sticking his finger up my ass with saliva. I'm sucking on the guy with the hard piercing, because I was already enjoying the joke, the guy sticking a finger in, already brushing his stick up my ass, sticking hard taps in me, the guy with the piercing slapping me in the face, telling me to suck straight. I feel the male punch me in the ass, breaking me, the one in front with his stick in my mouth, holding me while his friend punches me mercilessly. The pain lasts about two minutes, but then I get into the rhythm of the guys raving. And then the one that was mad at me switched places with the one with the piercing, and he'd stick it up my ass with the piercing and everything, and every time, they'd give me a shot of catuaba. I ask to take the blindfold off, and I see my friend filming with the stick in his hand. The guy with the piercing had some tattoos that you'd see in the videos, and the other guy who started hitting on me was a really hot fucking guy, all set up, and he made me start sucking, and the guy with the piercing kept hitting on me. I'd always slap him in the face to suck him harder, I'd suck his dick until he'd mock me, I'd lick it and swallow it all. I saw the guy with the piercing smelling of dope, and he gave me his dick again to suck on, and it tasted really weird, I think it was dope, and I sucked on that dick with the piercing a lot, taking my friend's roll, and then they'd take turns, and he said that his dick was getting sensitive, and he took the piercing off, and he took me to bed and he fucked me for another 30 minutes, stuffing my ass full of fucking. When I see it, I'm sitting on the bathroom floor, licking two sticks in my face, and all of a sudden I feel the pee coming into my mouth, and the two of them unloading on me, telling me to swallow. I didn't see when my friend joked, all I know is that I took a coatless roll of the three males, drunk. My ass was dripping from the fucking face of the piercing, but he was not hurt. I was all teased and pissed, felt the taste of it, my friend talking on Grindr trying to find more males to fuck me. Finally giving up, because it was 2 in the morning and goes away and leaves me there in this situation, I fell half drunk, I could only go to bed. I woke up all pissed, with that smell of piss and shit and piss in my nose and a taste in my mouth like a mealy ass, and I was like two weeks with the inside of my lip where my teeth go, hurt like hell from sucking so much and not being able to eat right because everything was burning so much when I put it in my mouth, and I still had a fucking cold. I'm trying to arrange to do it again. I'm looking for a group of active males to rape me for real, with no boundaries or control on my part, to use me as a whore without mercy and malice, they can dominate me and do ANYTHING they want with me, even if I refuse and have to be by force, I take responsibility.