Life Turns Around - Together at Last (written by her.)

My memoirs of our adventure written by her. Our story started through a dating app, I saw your photo on the profile and I liked it, because it was an actor, I didn't really care about his face and his physical characteristics, but for the conversation, because the world was going through an epidemic crisis because of COVID-19 and as I live alone I thought it would be good to meet someone to relieve the tension. Despite the vulgarity of men, this seemed different to me, the chatter was rolling showed knowledge, with own positions and with a lot of development in expressing the feelings or even so................ I, on the other hand, talk a lot and love to interact with intelligent people, only with the narrowing of our chats, when it came to my feelings I did not feel like expressing myself, he in turn was affectionate sometimes and it was said that he was an excellent psychologist, he sometimes lost his patience because of my total lack of communication and I repeatedly looked for the exit door to not express myself, I did not want to expose myself and he insisted, sometimes he yelled at me and I saw that situation as a challenge and did not run away...........I think how masochistic I am ...... etc. As time went on, I started to expose my intimacy, my beliefs, my weaknesses, and in a way I was using you as a psychologist, but that was a comfortable situation for him, I knew he was talking and going out with several girls, that didn't bother me because I had no interest in him as a man. Time went by, every day we had a great time for us, I preferred to talk to several people at the same time or I thought I needed more of his psychological advice, because after all I had great traumas.......rsrsrs Since I was feeling lonely, because of the pandemic, I didn't have the physical contact of my family and friends and this had already lasted for more than a year and to make matters worse I didn't have a boyfriend I was in total abandonment, I thought it was good to talk to my actor or virtual friend, but he didn't pass the hand on my head much earlier on the contrary...... I've always been very reserved about talking about myself to another person who didn't know this is very difficult for me time passed and our relationship began to be more open so letting the imagination of both flow... We were going from being a contact through the app and we started to see a greater goodwill, a closer fraternal stance and a friendship began to be built.... Time, as always, is humanity's best counsellor, it made our relationship a more intimate forum and we liked something different that was happening, but at the same time a barrier was visible, the distance, as the written language became more pungent, we wanted a physical encounter because our bodies needed contact, to feel the smell that would be extrapolated by our souls... We resolved then to meet, with many questions and hidden desires that could not even express the size of the dimension of our will... By mutual agreement, I left my state for São Paulo, because he still worked and taught at night and I retired with more free time... But the expectation of this meeting touched both of us so much that we were afraid of the frustrations that we could cause each other, however the desire to meet was greater, we decided to face the slap........without reservations and want to simply live the fullness that we aspired in our hearts.... I landed in São Paulo and he as arranged was already waiting for me at the airport, my hands were cold and my heart wanting to leave the body, when our eyes crossed the hearts throbbed that it seemed that we were going to infarct and soon with the closest approach created a perfect atmosphere of a magical beginning between two distant hearts that met...... With all that magic spilling into the environment our bodies have met and our minds have been emptied giving way to that one moment we've waited so long for... Through touch, our bodies were electrified, releasing months of repressed affection, lips touched, completing that cycle, initiating another more contagious one, then we headed to a motel... He as always said that he was super affectionate and engaging he did not let any detail be forgotten, even because as a psychologist he understood well the inner life of women and with me it would not be different...... I'm sure he captivated many women... etc. Arriving at the entrance of the lush building that all indicated to be a cozy place, demonstrating the real intention of those who sought this environment with love..... Then the gates opened, and a magnificent garden was presented, with a light atmosphere infecting the surroundings... We were taken to our suite, according to the host's taste, we were looking forward to moments of affection, because at that moment there were only the two of us, the problems were forgotten and much more........ When the door opened I felt the atmosphere of the place and once again I felt comfortable in his arms, he could read my thoughts. A magical environment was before our eyes, with such a richness of detail, the bed with satin sheets, and pillows with very rich finishes were stripped on the giant bed and to compose this environment, red rose petals were thrown in this way to the bed and on it, to consume our love.....rsrs, but I with the head that I have laughed, for me, because I would feel love in every corner of that environment......but I did not express because I did not know it in intimacy, could scare.......rsrs Exploring the environment we came across a pool with a painting at the bottom imitating the depth of the sea, with everything it has right: shells, sand, algae, small fish, stones etc. The canvas that composed this environment was sculpted, tile by tile, with a gift that seemed to be from a renowned artist, completing the environment of lightness that the water provides ... In a corner there was a simple winter garden with all its beauty, bringing a table with some treats and an ice wine on the spot and with two crystal cups sculpted with a lightness of the flowers that made them unique and rare to receive the wine we would give our will, he then served me with a wide smile on his face and the night began without haste to end, without a set time, I wanted to stay there forever...... Our lips met almost all the time, our tongues intertwined, wanting more of the body to keep up with the same rhythm... You with all the affection of the world took off my clothes and undressed right away and I helping of course, watered with many kisses that left me wanting everything with you.... With our naked bodies we went towards a bath with a thick foam and with several red rose petals the color of seduction and love, I was amazed by everything that was presented to me and we began to touch each other with a lot of tenderness and to know very closely every little piece of our bodies and to know many possible sensations that that environment provided, because we would have many more overwhelming sensations that I was waiting for. The wine was already working, we felt light and a great feeling of well-being, we took out of the bath and ended up going towards the shower, to remove the foam that was lodged in our bodies, already in the stall, the water slid over our naked bodies massaging our skin and sending a feeling of well-being, all within a magic that we had dreamed, we continued to embrace for some time, in fact I did not even feel the time, because our minds were empty and giving evasion only to well-being, we felt the warmth of our bodies even being under the shower and I realized that many emotions were there that had to be explored, his little bite that looked more like a Pontoon comforted me and I loved that he was seeing the little one, because it was discovered sensational, not every act and I knelt and I kissed him as if it were a reference to our naked bodies, massaging our skin and sending a feeling of well-being, all within a magic that we had dreamed of, we continued to embrace for some time, actually I did not even feel the time, because our minds were empty and giving evasion only to well-being, we felt the warmth of our bodies even being under the shower and I realized that many emotions were there that many emotions that had to be explored, his little bite that looked more like a Pontoon felt like a Pontoon comfort and I felt and I loved that I loved that he was seeing the little one, because the little one was discovered, because he was sensational, because he was sensational, because he was still breathing, and I was very strong, and I knew that I had a lot of the little one, and I had a lot of a lot of me, I had a lot of my own, I had a lot of my own, and I had a lot of my artwork, and I had to give it, and after all, I had a lot of my own, and I knew that, and I had a lot of my own, and I had a lot of my own, and I was so many things, and I had to give him, and I had to give him, In the middle of the way we decided to toast once again our love, and feed with grapes, everything was a reason for a laugh because we were happy, we embraced and kissed again as if it were the first emotion, we directed to our nest of love that manifested itself in a seductive way, matching our desire. The sheet was satin and the feeling was unique of well-being in addition to being a little bit frosty, plus it would be good to lower the temperature of our bodies that were about to explode, and to help the environment the light was of a penumbra that fit perfectly in that environment, thus reflecting a place of coziness.... In that place without water and foam we can have the freedom to know every little bit of our bodies, he very affectionately approached me with several kisses on the neck and gave me a little stop in my ears that made me shudder, at first I felt a little tickle, but I knew it was erection and when the tongue entered my ears it seemed to have launched flight, total detachment of my body, I lost track of where I was.....he was discovering each piece and covering me with kisses that did me so much good, passed through my breasts and did again what he had done in the box, his sharp tongue slipped through my body finding my navel and gave me a little context, as if he was celebrating the beginning of life and descended with the same effect and found my open adrenaline waiting for everything to be completed, as he continued to converse with my carcass full of cravings where he was going to meet the crystals of my body and I realized that it was a great pleasure to be able to return to the top of his tongue, and we could not use it for a long time because of the vibration of his desire to return to the top of my body. Now it was my turn to provoke sensations that that body wanted so much and I too, I started with his lips, we kissed and we responded with the same intensity sign that everything was fine, he relaxed and I began to intensify my tongue passing through his ears and he also had the same feeling that I had and his body wet with sweat I licked him with my tongue so willingly and delighting in the sweat on my face, his nipples were hardened and I could kiss with more pressure, I sought his gaze and he was with his eyes closed contemplating that moment, descending with his tongue the sense of sweat with a taste of salt that he liked even more, towards my Pantheon, I had to make a stop for a long time, because I had a lot to be undone, I went to him with so much affection that I knew that I was going to bring me our looks, very much if they met with a subtlety of pleasure, we were sure that this was the way to go. I took it with property and licked it several times that head from all sides coming out of my throat and coming out, in addition to licking my chicken several times from top to bottom as if he were sucking a popcorn, the saliva that comes out of my mouth left well wet from which he liked this feeling very much, sometimes it reached the balls wanted to bite, could not of course, so I kissed very gently, hour after hour, but this movement lasted for a long time. Then I went towards whose he allowed you to kiss and did a massage on the door and I did this movement with total gentleness. We were very excited, but we agreed that before penetration we would have a different caress where we would feel our bodies on each other, together, we would go to the 69 position, that's where we completed our oral sex, a delight. All the time he liked me and I too, we were willing to expose ourselves, because sex is first of all dialogue and what is not good for me maybe it is for him, we defined all the wills together because it was the first time we met and everything had to be clarified that would be good to base our will... He left me free to choose the position that I liked the most and I chose to stay at 4, because I think this position where the bodies are united but loose at the same time and the balance is sensational, we stayed for a long time and he was able to hold the fun, because he had already told me that he can stay inside for a long time without enjoying, only with a few stops to then start and that does not interfere, but he could not hold me and licked me..... rsrsrs, we changed the position always wanting to please me so I decided the best is to stay on top, because it makes me enjoy the pressure of my clitoris with his genital organ, he also chose his desires and what I wanted, because I thought I made a great choice, we are already kind of tired and we decided to choose a position to complete our love, we chose the old man and the puppy who brought you a feeling of embrace...... We rested a little and ended up in the pool the water was warm and we didn't know the time and we didn't even try to find out, the happiness was explicit on our faces always with smiles, we looked like children, in the pool we had great moments of caresses and a super delicious trance that the water provides, I wanted time to stop so I could never forget what I lived....... Kisses