From passion to humiliation-Part I

From passion to humiliation-Part I I lived in a town in the interior of the Amazon. Actually, in a community, in the countryside. I had a cousin who grew up with me. She was always very beautiful. Light brunette, with a completely perfect body. His name was Jessica. I've always been in love with her. She was about two years younger and we went to community school together. She was always very shy, and as soon as she became a teenager, she became much more beautiful and perfect. I never had the courage to tell her how I felt because I was afraid to fail, because I was never handsome at her level. In the interior everyone knows when we get one out, and the other kids always keep laughing and taking one out. Knowing I had 99% to get dumped, I always gave up the idea. I studied with her even when she was 13 and I was 15. Then I went to study at another school in the small town of the municipality and she stayed in the community, and I only saw her from time to time. I barely talked to her in all this time, but I confess there wasn't a single day I didn't think of her. By the time I was 20, I needed to work to help with the household expenses and keep myself, buy clothes, etc. So I got a job on a boat that was transporting people from this town to the capital. The owner of the boat, he was a wealthy businessman in the capital and owned six more boats than I worked on. He had a son named Roberto, a face about 27 years old. The guy was healed, worked out in a gym when he was on land and in the boat even when he was on the road, he worked out more and more and so he had a strong and beautiful body. The guy was a big stud and he lived full of women. He was always talking about the women he took and what he did with them. We'd travel the line during the week and on weekends we'd go to parties in the nearby communities. At these parties, he always ate more than one girl. He just said he was just careful not to pick up any minors, because he didn't want any trouble. Over 18 years old, he traced everything he could find. He said that country girls were too easy and if the guy knew how to catch them, they would do anything. He said he'd already taken a lot of hair off. Remembering that he was married and that his wife, who was very beautiful, stayed in the capital and almost never came aboard. Still, no one told her anything, for apart from the cook, only men worked on board and almost everyone, also jumped the fence, and had family on land. The only bachelor was me. Roberto said that when most of the girls he picked up were just to eat, some more was worth dating. Those with whom he “dated”, that is, he had some other commitment, he always had sex with her in his cabin, which was on the third floor of the boat. The ones he used to say was just for food, he'd take to a little cabin that was almost right next to where I slept. My box was a very small cubicle and was next to a pantry on the second floor where supplies were stored for the trip. However, it was very easy to move from my small room to this dispensation, because before there was a small door that only opened through my room. Some nights, when I heard some noise I'd look through the crack, and I'd always pick him up eating some girl there and jerk him off. The place, it wasn't that big, and the other boys used it, too. They called it "eater." I hadn't stayed with anyone yet, because I was mute shy. Roberto said he didn't just like meddling and making fun of girls. He said: - What? If the guy knows how to eat, he makes any girl beg to be eaten! Really, he always got who he wanted and did everything he wanted. He even picked up married girl on trips. He used to say that when married, he liked to enjoy his ass, especially if he was a virgin. The guy always talked about everyone he ate. He said he just didn't talk about the girl while he was afraid he wouldn't give it anymore and also if she was very “good”. One day we went to a party in the community where I was born. We arrived this afternoon, and since I didn't have much to do on the boat, I took advantage of visiting my aunt who was separated from Jessica's father. My cousin and my future love were wonderful and extremely hot. The butt is very steep and hard and a wonderful, naive and very charming face. When I saw her, I became much more in love with her and I imagined that I should tell her how much I loved her and that I had never forgotten her in all this time, even if she dumped me, because I couldn't forget her one day. In fact, I've always dreamed of going back to that community and proposing, but I believed that, first of all, I should study in the capital and get a good job, so it would be easier to succeed with it. I was talking to my aunt in the living room when she showed up. I had just turned 18, and I had finished elementary school and stopped studying, because in the community I didn't have high school, and my aunt said I was thinking of getting her a place to live in the capital to continue her studies. I had the courage to ask my aunt, who was very strict, if Jessica was already dating, and she answered: - Of course not and you won't even date, only when she graduates from D.C. and has finished all her studies, because men just want to pick up the young girls to get pregnant and get out. I can't say that I wasn't happy about it, because she was still in one piece, and she could be mine. I just needed to get a job in DC and a place to live could. So I came and told her how I felt about her and, if she'd accepted, we could finally live together and realize a boy's dream. I went down to the boat just thinking about it and I was super happy. There were a lot of boats there and I didn't tell my aunt or Jessica what boat I worked on. I also thought of telling my aunt that she could live with me, or rather live in the house I lived in in the capital, which was rented, since I never liked living with my parents, who actually lived in the same municipality of this community. I lived in a small two-room apartment. That's where I stayed when I had a day off and stayed on land. The community was in the period of June parties. The parties lasted for a month, and during that period, there was camp at night all week and on weekends there was dance with live music. This day there were several bands of various rhythms that would play until dawn. When the camp started, around 4:00 I waited for her, and when she showed up, she looked very beautiful. He was wearing jeans, with a low waist, very tight, which showed his beautiful thighs, thick and wonderful and that butt looked more fantastic in those pants. She wore a beautiful blouse, which did not cover her whole belly, was well glued to her body, in color wine and leaves her navel and part of that beautiful belly button outside. Her blouse never covered her shoulders, but she had a three-bedroom sleeve that left that pretty girl far away from the most beautiful of the party. While I describe it, it's like I'm seeing it again. And actually, she was the most beautiful in the community. Her hair was long and very thin and shiny. When we were studying together, I was kind of her guardian. We were very close, and we always lived together. When I saw her in the camp, I thought I'd ask her to dance when the dance started, but I still had to build up the courage to stand face to face with all that without shaking, because I was hopelessly in love with her. I thought, after a few beers, maybe I didn't have the courage to tell her everything and put an end to that anguish. I finished my assignment on the boat early, Roberto wasn't there, because he had stayed in the capital to solve a problem and was only coming in at night. He said he'd bring his wife and cousin to the party. I spoke to the captain of the boat who had finished my work early to take a shower. In fact, I wanted to do everything I could to be around her from an early age. No one on the boat knew I knew that girl because only one of the sailors knew I was born there, but I knew nothing else. When I went up on land, I talked to her camp, but they were with two more cousins on their father's side, and he didn't listen. Still, I wouldn't get too close to her. When the party started, she started playing a country band, and then she showed up. In the third song, which was very romantic, I invited her to dance and, to my surprise, she accepted. I was so dazzled, my legs almost knocked me down. I hugged her and felt the heat of that little body in mine, for the first time, I almost went crazy and my dick got up in seconds, but she didn't let herself get too close to me, typical virgin girl thing when she dances. Roberto always said that. Well, I danced with her that song and during about three minutes of the song, I imagined myself being her boyfriend and being able to hug her like that, always. Your perfume was charming. When she was finished, she left and went outside, said she was going to drink water. It was taking me a while to get back, and I didn't even care about the party anymore, I just thought about her, when I saw her again, it was around 9:00 p.m., she was in the camp, with her friends, and, by the way, she didn't really care about me, but that didn't make me sad, because I felt that face and that mouth very close, and maybe it gave me the courage to go ahead. I went to the boat, drank water and, as I was leaving, realized that Roberto had just arrived, and had not brought his wife as I had said, but I did not worry about it, because there were many girls at the party, and very outgoing. I'm sure he'd find someone who wouldn't be my princess, besides that she had a teen face even though she'd already turned 18 two months ago, and even if he tried, my aunt wouldn't allow it, because she was always around. I went up and looked for her and couldn't find her. I walked into the hall and saw her dancing with a boy, maybe her age, but the band was still the backcountry, although the music was more agitated. I got mad jealous, but I thought I'd take her out again to dance, as soon as he let her go. I was near the entrance, and suddenly I saw that my aunt was very close, and I couldn't take my eye off Jessica. When she saw me, she said, Look, Pedro, I'm tired and my leg hurts, Jessica's gonna have to stay, I never leave her, but since you're here, can't you watch her for me? I answered - Oh, yes, of course, you can leave aunt. I thought, it's working, so I can dance more with her without problems. When she stopped dancing with the boy and I went to get her to dance, she said she couldn't because she was tired. I told her her aunt was gone and she was indifferent. He said: - Hunn, she hardly ever gets rid of me, thinks I'm still a little kid. I answered - What? Come on, she just wants your good. - Pedro, you're talking like my brothers! Played: All right, Jessica, you're safe here, no one's gonna steal you from here. - I'll have some water Pedro and when we get back we'll dance, but only one song. Her voice was wonderful, very soft and romantic. I kept waiting for her to come back, but she wasn't coming. I went in the direction that she had gone and found her again with her friends. I didn't want to come near her so I wouldn't bother, and I went back to the salon, because she made sure she'd come back. But he didn't come back, and then I went to the boat, and I went up to my little room, and I lay in bed, and I wondered if I'd bring her to make love there. A daydream that took my mind for a few minutes, but suddenly I remembered that if she came back and didn't find me, I would miss this chance to dance with her again and I was determined to go a little further this time, who knows, a kiss on the face at least. It was about 8:00 and I went back to the party. I still played the countryman, but I saw Roberto was there, very well dressed, in designer clothes. Suddenly I got a chill, because I was afraid he'd see it and go on top of it, but then the fear passed, for the reasons already exposed here. However, she came back and passed him, he noticed her and took her hair. She looked back and smiled. I almost fell right there. Would he try anything with her? He couldn't do that, not with her, not at all. I was very worried. She went to a corner of the room, she was talking to a friend. I came up and talked to her, said she owed me a dance, but she said. - Then Pedro... why don't you dance with another girl, there's so many there. I was very sad and went back to the boat, I cried a little, but after a thirty minutes, I wiped the tears and decided to return, because I remembered my aunt's recommendation. However, to my complete unhappiness, I found her talking to Roberto. Just chatting and the music he played was by the band Calypso, played by a local band. Suddenly, he took her by the arms and took her dancing. I did. It's the end! I almost fell apart right there. But I didn't react, I just kept looking, deeply devastated by it, because she would certainly try to seduce her and I was afraid she'd fall into his conversation like the others. He started dancing with her and I saw that she danced very well. He'd pull her on him, but she'd stay away, like she did with me. I didn't even have the courage to get too close, and I looked from a distance. Looking at her like that, she was much prettier and that wonderful face a few inches from that guy made me completely possessive. It was like a nightmare! After two songs she asked to stop, she was visibly tired and sweaty. He took her by the hand out, I walked out behind, without being seen by both of them. They walked to an impromptu bar that had been set up there for the party. It was a darker place under a tree. He ordered a beer and sat down with her. I went around the dark and stood behind the tree, where it was very dark, watching. She refused to drink, but he insisted she touched the glass in her mouth, drank less than an inch of the glass and left. He kept talking to her, but I didn't listen. I was probably making a thousand compliments. But I believed she wouldn't fall. He kept insisting that she drink and every time he insisted, she took a little more. He returned to fill the colpo and after a 40 minutes, she had dried two glasses. Suddenly, he put his hands on her chin and tried to kiss her, but she wouldn't let him and looked around to see if anyone had seen her. Maybe he was afraid someone would see him and tell his mother. In the second beer, they got up, he paid for the drink and, she was visibly a bit dizzy, because you could tell by her balance. She tried to walk towards the hall, but suddenly he pulled her by the arm and tried to hug her, but she walked away, so he without letting go of his hands, practically dragged her closer to the tree, where it was very dark. The place was very close to where I was, however, you couldn't see me because really the bush was very dense behind the tree. She didn't resist much, and I went crazy, wanted to cry, to go there and end it, but I would lose the job and any chance with her. At least I was afraid of that. Under the tree, where it was darker, he hugged her and tried to kiss her, she tried to pull herself, but ended up giving in and kissing the guy. It was too much for me to see that princess I always dreamed of kissing that creep right there in front of me. Sobbing and tears came down from my eyes, but I could not be noticed there. It would be worse for me. When she gave in, he wrapped her completely with his arms and kept kissing for about two minutes and when he stopped, he said something to her in her ear, and she felt that she did with her head. Would he do with her everything he did with the others? No, he had no right! So they went back to the table and had two more beers talking. She no longer hesitated to drink and it worried me too much. She probably just had a couple more glasses, but it was too much for her. I feared for the worst! After about thirty minutes, it was over midnight, and they went back to the salon. I played forró. They started dancing. She was visibly dizzy, and he took advantage to paste her body totally into hers and rub his will in it, with his right hand almost upon her butt. I couldn't stand to see it anymore, and I decided to get back on the boat completely wrecked. I lay down and cried a little and ended up napping in my bed. I woke up about 1:30 in the morning and heard a joke. I opened the door and looked through the crack, it was a little dark, but I saw him and her going up the stairs to the floor where my room was. They stood against the side rail of the boat. There was very little light there. I shuddered because I didn't want to believe it would come to that. He was grabbing her real hard, kissing her, and putting his hands on her back, arm, belly, and trying to get through her ass, but she wouldn't let him, she kept her hand away, but the guy was insistent. I knew that her resistance was compromised, after the drink (because I didn't know how much she still had to drink after I came down) there, a few meters from the “eater”, that creep was used to it and would certainly try everything. I was finished! Suddenly, he was already getting his hands on that wonderful ass, never touched by a man yet. From my room, which was right behind me, I could see and hear almost everything. She'd say soft, with her voice a little stuck: - Paaraaa! And he talked little, and he just kissed her and kept his hands on it. Until he let her go a little bit, walked away and stared at her. She kept trying to fix her hair and suddenly, in a quick gesture, he grabbed her by the arm and turned her back on him, leaning on the deck the boat. She still tried to turn around, but he soon leaned on her from behind and hugged her and she caved. She started kissing the back of her neck. I'd pull my hair away and kiss so hard I could hear the noise. Soon he quickly filled both hands with those titties. She tried to take it out, but as always, he won, because she was, as he himself said, being prepared not to give it to him, damn it!. And I knew what was coming next was completely upset. The guy was now visibly hiding her, feeling that wonderful ass that no man had ever felt. He used it to squeeze her body more against hers and she tried to pull herself forward quickly. I think she felt his hard dick touching her and got scared because she was a virgin. Still squeezing her against the side railing of the boat, he lowered his right hand to her thighs, but only by the side. I knew what he was getting at, and that was very hard for me. You could hear that her breath was gasping and that she was actually yielding to that cretin's wishes. Suddenly he dumped her and walked away. He came to the “eater”, where he had a well-used minibar, which always had drinks inside. He took two cans of beer and took one and gave it to her and she drank it too fast. I wasn't avoiding drinking anymore. I was scared. He turned her back and covered her up again, and she no longer reacted to the stick, certainly hard, he was touching her, being separated only by the clothes. He took his hands to the height of her pelvis, but since he was facing the wall and his back at me, I couldn't see what she was doing, I just realized that she tried to take her hands off them, once again unsuccessful. Soon he took his hands off and turned her face to him and I could see that he had unbuttoned her pants, but had not lowered the zipper. I was furious, I wanted to make a scene there, and end it, but I knew it would make me lose my job and maybe, a chance to have her, too. I ended up “conforming”, and I regret it very much. He lifted her shirt down to the bottom of the titties and passed both hands slowly, all over her belly. My dick, oddly enough, was horny to see my beloved in that situation. My revolt was great, but what could I do to avoid it? I was very angry with that guy, but unfortunately, I was too, by accident, very excited, like I've never been before. Now, he finally got the worst part for me. He took both her arms and supported her hands in the bars behind his own shore and, moving faster, he went down his right hand to the pussy over his pants. She tried to take her hands off him. - Paaanraaaaaaaa... But he held on tight and kept his hand on top making circular motion. She didn't react to my desperation anymore, because I was still hoping she'd give up and escape his advances. He literally stuck his hand between her legs and never took it off. As he passed his hand on her body's most precious place, he madly kissed her, involving her more and more in that seduction game. I'd be more and more devastated because I knew miserably, that soon she'd have that bastard's stick in her and I'd stand there and look at it like an idiot. Seeing the girl I've been thinking about my whole life, being devirginated by that damn pig. The effect of the drink was remarkable on her, for she could be perceived by her face and also by her balance. She probably wasn't used to drinking. All of a sudden, he took the zipper off her pants to the end and her panties were totally visible. She was white and lacy on her waist. The panties were small, I think they were little flowers. She got scared, because her hands were up, tried to close, but he wouldn't let her. So she looked around afraid someone was watching. At that, he went behind her, leaned on the grate, hugged her from behind, and, with his hand on her tummy and another one right on top of the buccaneer, having only her panties as protection, he came walking attached to her from behind, and brought her to the outer wall of the room “eater”. Getting to the wall, which was much darker, but I could see, because it was closer to me now, he leaned her face to the wall and, still from behind, lifted her blouse and took off her unresponsive, who was just wearing a bra, there in front of that pervert. She was breathing fast and long. He soon got rid of his bra as well and turned it back against him. She had both hands covering the tiny, hard titties I felt in me, when I danced with her, and now they were there, that guy's disposition. The son of a bitch immediately took her hands away and fell out of his mouth without pity. Every time he went a little further, it was a shock that I took and didn't care about the horny I was feeling anymore, I just didn't want him to have her anyway, because I loved him too much. Still squeezing her against the wall, he put his hand inside her panties and touched that little psycho. Damn, I turned my head not to see that. She groaned loudly. - Hunnnnfff... He knew it was almost time for her to turn herself in, and the bastard was patiently waiting for that moment. He spoke a little whispering, more with a firm voice. - It's okay. Spread your legs, love! Damn! She promptly obeyed and spread her legs a little. My hopes were over that he couldn't make money. Tears fell out of my eyes, but there were still worse things and I didn't want to stop looking, because I would listen to everything from where I was and, getting out of there now couldn't, I could be discovered easily. He was sticking his finger in her and she was moaning low, totally soft, by horny and drinking, not to mention she was completely naked from the waist up. - Hunn...hunnn... When he realized that he had broken all of her defenses and that she would be his now, he walked away a little bit from her and looked at her there, she lifted up her head, breathing gasping and threw herself at him hugging him. The bastard held her steady and without her seeing, he opened a wide smile. I had got what I wanted, I was going to eat just the most beautiful girl party, a real princess I dreamed of every day of my life. He took her in his arms, and carried her like a child, and took her to the “eater.” You put her on the crotch, which was on the floor. She sat there, stared at him while he closed the door. Then he opened another beer, drank almost half a can and gave it to her, she drank just a little bit and made face sick. To see the room inside, I had to change walls and leaned against the other wall. The room had very good lighting, that you could see everything. He slowly pushed her to bed, and then he said, - Turn around! She turned around and, I could see all the beauty of that hard and wonderful butt, still covered in tight pants of hers. The guy in no hurry caressed her back and kissed her with that pretty little neck. He put his hands on the waist of her pants and pulled at once to her thighs. It was so fast that she looked back and said very softly: - Wow! The vision that I had, was at the same time fantastic, because I had never seen such a beautiful half-naked ass, but at the same time depressing, because that asshole never deserved Jessica. Her panties weren't much of a dig, and I knew she'd soon be without her too. In a bit of a sudden way, he pulled her pants out of her feet. Now her only piece of clothing was her panties, because even the sandal was no longer on her feet. Suddenly, he began to lower panties also slowly, gradually revealing that ass hard and wonderful. The guy was smiling all the time. She had lowered her face on her crotch, perhaps with some shame of getting naked for the first time in front of a man. That naked-haired scene of hers over there, almost all that guy left me in a horrible state. My boner was strangely strong now. After seeing her completely naked, he opened a wide smile, and went down the middle finger, from her shore to her little water, but then stopped and said: - Turn! She turned her eyes on him and he, with his hands covering her butt, and he immediately took both hands of her and pulled her out of the top unresisting, and stared at her little pyrk. That scene was terrible for me, because now there was nothing missing, she was gonna eat it right there in front of me. For the last time, I thought I'd do something to stop it, but there was no courage. Calmly, he started fingering her critoris and she was breathing stronger and stronger and arriving to groan quietly and was opening her feathers, holding on to his strong arms. - Hunn...hunn...hunn. Jessica was unrecognizable now. With 18 little but baby-faced babies, she'd be possessed right there in front of me by a cocksucker and married. What if he got her pregnant? Since he never wore a condom with virgins. He could lie on top of her there and punch her, no problem, because she was completely delivered, but, as he always said, he liked to take the girl to the extreme of the horny so that he would be totally submissive to the horny and his wills. Bastard! While fingering her very calmly, he called her hot, hot, and even slutty. She was already squirming with a boner, but she didn't say anything and she just groaned. Then he spoke. - Turn around with a hot face! She turned quickly and he ordered: - Spread your legs! She opened up and he put his hand between her legs and fingered the pussy from behind. Miserably, she'd come up with a little butt to expose the little pyrick to him. I couldn't stand to see Jessica there anymore. While he was fingering her, he'd slip his other hand all over the ass and the back of the covers. I tried to imagine it was a nightmare, but it wasn't. Now he turned her over himself quickly and laid over her. She spread her legs to turn herself in, because she couldn't stand it anymore, but he wanted to make her wait a little longer. He kept sucking on her tits and putting his hands on her. She's moaning pretty loud now. Although she's naked, he was still wearing the same clothes. At that moment, he got up and started taking his clothes off in front of her, who looked at her almost begging to be his. Bastard! He was just in his underwear. You threw your ass over her, and you pulled your ass out. It was long, about eight inches more was not too thick, but it was very crooked from half to the head, almost a bow. I kept thinking it would hurt her because she was a virgin. But she never saw it, because when he took it off, he was already on top of it. Although I thought that would be the time when he would penetrate her for good, he didn't, he just kissed her and passed the head of the stick at the entrance of her little prick. She, who kept moaning and was almost disfigured from horny, began to murmur something. This dialogue (sad for me) followed: Faaaazz! - Faaz what naughty? He asked sarcastically. - Meeete! - It's okay. Easy, easy. You want a stick? - Tou...meete..runnff.. Relax, you want me to put it where? - And... I... - It's okay. Talk more where it's hot! He spoke loud and secure and her voice was low, trembling and cut. - In the... She mumbled submissively, without understanding why he was taking her to it, and the guy was crazy when he heard that. She smiled and kissed her madly, taking her chin and turning her face around, but she didn't meet her wishes. For him, that wasn't the extreme yet. Damn it! - What? Then ask for a bitch! Fuck, he was already calling her a bitch! Damn it! - I want... - It's okay. You want what? Just say it? - I want ro... laaaa.. She started crying softly, I don't know if she's horny or humiliated. She was trying to speak softly, like it was just for him to listen. She was out of control and totally submissive. You're gonna stop me from breaking up and do everything I want? - Flight..or..runnff...runnff. She was already whining. Her voice there, submissive, begging to be eaten by him, made me horny, but also very angry. Why did he do this to her? But she was an adult and she could do whatever she wanted now. Damn it! Then he said: - then spread your legs to the fullest! She rolled all over him. He raised her knees, but her feet were on the ground, only her knees were on the top. Damn those naked thighs were the most beautiful in the world. She didn't deserve to beg to be penetrated. He didn't put it in, and he kept running his dick through it. Then, holding lightly on the hair on both sides of her little head, he said something in her ear and then walked away and she said: - What? I coo...me...please... - It's okay. I didn't hear you, speak up! Impatient with that, she lost any modesty and said much louder, with crying and sobbing faces, perhaps due to the effect of the drink as well: - What? Eat me! Por..fa..vor... - What? You want to lose the bonnet on my stick? - What... rooo... After that, he, uh, patted her face very lightly and lifted up a bit. She took her beautiful legs, put it on her shoulder and threw herself over her that her knees almost touched her shoulders and she mumbled: - Whoa! Her voice was very sexy, and