Beyond Appearances - Finding Your Own Way

Diary of Fernanda <unk> Wednesday, 10 October 2007.
Dear newspaper,
Yesterday was one of those days where I feel torn between the excitement of change and the heart-rending homesickness, and it's hard to be away from my grandparents' house and my family, but I feel like it was a necessary decision to pursue my independence.
Leaving my grandparents' house was a difficult choice, and I know they were upset with my sudden departure. My grandmother was always so loving and understanding to me, and seeing the sadness in her eyes broke my heart. My mother also expressed her concern and sadness, but I hope that in time they will understand. It was unbearable for me to have to hide this secret, I had no freedom, now I can come whenever I want without having to satisfy anyone, this is my quest to grow and find my way.
I don't like lies. But I told everyone (lying), the reason I left home was to be closer to my new job at the hotel and also to college. My mother made a drama: "I said it was dangerous for a 19-year-old girl to live alone".
The rented apartment is still quite simple, with only the essentials for my daily life: the double bed, wardrobe, kitchen cabinet, stove and refrigerator, which seems a little empty now, but I know that in time, I will turn it into a real home.
<unk> Independence has its price, daily, but I am willing to face the challenges that arise.
About work. Yesterday I attended to three customers. Yes, a very, very tiring day. The first customer was named Lucas, a nice young guy, but bad sex. We met in the café of the Hotel Quality Jardins, in Alameda Campinas, where we exchanged some pleasant conversations, before we left and went up to the guest room.
Lucas is a 32-year-old, single man. Average height about 1.75 meters. He had expressive green eyes and a smile that conveyed sympathy. Strong physique. Lucas was wearing a chess shirt, jeans, black socks and sports shoes. He was staying for four days. The client is not from São Paulo, according to Lucas, is from Tocantins, came to the city on business.
While we were still in the hotel bar, Lucas kept looking at me, especially at my thighs, it was an audacious look, a silly smile from the corner of his mouth, made me smile back. Already with some experience, he knew exactly where he was going and was confident in what he was doing.
Sitting at a strategically placed table near the window, we were able to talk about a variety of subjects, with my back to him and his face to the door, watching the entrance of the hotel as we enjoyed a hot cup of coffee.
After we finished our coffee, I knew it was time to go up to the ninth floor with him. I didn't go back and forth when he asked me to accompany him. I took his hand and we walked together towards the elevator, leaving behind the sense of expectation and mystery in that café.
Room 952, the suite was spacious and beautiful. With no time to wrap up, Lucas and I threw ourselves into a kiss full of desire and intensity. My hands went over his body, seeking the maximum contact with his skin, awakening in him, indescribable sensations. The clothes were quickly abandoned, giving way to naked bodies that clung together in harmony. Diary: I am every day more skilled and knowledgeable of a myriad of positions and techniques that bring extreme pleasure to the men who hire me.
The: <unk>Shhhh<unk>... took charge of that environment, while Lucas and I gave ourselves to each other in an uninhibited way. The walls of the room vibrated with pleasure, silent witnesses of such intense moments. I sucked him with him lying on the bed and did not stop looking at him in the eyes sucking his penis without pauses. The service was complete, with the right to licks, bites on the rest of the body.
He also tasted my body with his luscious mouth, he sucked my "little boy" as if he were licking a "pussy". Time flew by, and for an instant, the world seemed to disappear. Lucas and I were immersed in this delicious encounter, devoid of any worries or anxieties. Pleasure was the only thing that mattered to us at that moment. He wrapped his stick in the condom and we started with me on top of him riding, jumping, without any kind of compassion with his member. It was purposeful for him to have fun as before. I used all my sensuality to make it happen. Lucas even tried to be resistant with rebounds. He clung to two things, my breasts, and I turned my tastes while I squirmed over him. Less men mention it, my clients, as I say in my diary, when I say, "Gozel, my baby".
It's infallible, these little magic words, rs...
After many moans, sighs, and moments of ecstasy, the climax finally came to an end. The son of a bitch couldn't hold out more than ten minutes and enjoyed. Our exhausted bodies dripped sweat in an enveloping embrace. It was as if he had been swept away by a wave of desire that left him anesthetized and satisfied. He enjoyed me, with a cheeky smile on his face. Then I got out of bed straight to the bathroom to take a shower. Upon returning, daily, Lucas was smoking and drinking his cherry liqueur, he even offered it to me, but I refused. In return, I agreed to bring his Marlboro cigarette. We sat talking on the bed, kissing and caressing. The meeting lasted only an hour! In the final twenty minutes we made a second round.
Dear diary: he caught me four in the anal. His penis wasn't there those things, gave some monstrous failures, grade 7.5. I liked his footprint. Amazing, how each man has his own style of fucking. The finish again on my face, his mockery had a strong smell of candida. I had to take another shower, aff.
After showering, getting dressed, I received my payment with a bonus of fifty reais for the taxi. At least I didn't have to spend my own money. It was a service note 7. He thanked me for my services and accompanied me to the door, opened it, we put a stamp on our lips, I left, I went down the elevator fixing my lipstick looking in the mirror, knowing that this afternoon would be just one of two others that were coming.
Dalí and without wasting time, I went to the next appointment in the afternoon with confidence. I took a taxi at the door of the hotel and went on my way as a professional luxury escort ready to meet the next client not far from that hotel. It was at least fifteen minutes by taxi to the Pullman Ibirapuera hotel. The client of the turn was Mr. Roberto, I repeat, our third meeting! He is a successful man, elegant, he is fifty years old. The crown is separated, a serious man who overflows elegance in the way he acts and speaks.
When I arrived in his suite 785, Roberto was wearing a suit that exuded sophistication. Surprise! Surprise! Surprise! The client had bought a beautiful dress for me. What a beautiful dress, everyday, it was white, lightweight, decorated on the front, I fell in love with the dress.
I accompanied him to a social charity event, where he, Roberto, needed a company to participate. It was an auction of utensils such as: paintings, crystal vases, jewelry, watches. They had other objectives to auction that now escape from memory. As for the dress that the client bought for me, it fit well on my body, in addition to the dress, I won a pair of black heels. The location of this event was in another hotel in Faria Lima. It was twenty minutes from the Pullman hotel.
We took a taxi, we looked like a couple of lovers on the way to the event, we exchanged a few kisses with caresses, the taxi driver kept looking at us in the mirror, and he saw a girl with an old gray, rs.
When we arrived at the event, the atmosphere was sophisticated with live music and influential people. I felt a little out of my environment, but I struggled to keep up with the pace of the event and be a great company for Mr. Roberto. What was not lacking in this event were rich and powerful men who could become my clients easily, easily.
After the auction, an exquisite banquet was served with various delicious delicacies. Mr. Roberto and I were seated at the table with three other people, two very funny ladies, with their faces stretched by plastic surgery, an old man who had not taken his eyes off me. A lot of things happened there, but I will not talk about everything, that's enough. Mr. Roberto dismissed me after the end of the event. I stayed three hours in his company. He paid for the hours with me, went to the profit, I won a beautiful dress and new shoes without having to have sex.
Dear Diary
Finally, rested, already in the evening, I went to meet with the last client. A handsome man in the house (forty years old) named: Gustavo. The best of the day! Our first meeting! He was a relaxed and extroverted man with a contagious personality. Gustavo wore casual clothes, such as: striped shirt, jeans, black socks and branded sneakers. He found me through the website. We marked yesterday and he wanted some intense hours of sex and extravagance with me. But, as my schedules were full, alone, it was possible to meet him at night. The meeting was a choice of mine, in one of the most chic hotels in downtown São Paulo. I chose this hotel because I have a formal agreement with the manager, I earn 30% commission for each head that goes with me.
The atmosphere of the bar was dark, the music softly packed the space. The seductive scent of whiskey in the air, created a perfect place for a meeting of unconventional desires. As soon as Gustavo entered the bar, immediately, he fixed his eyes on me, and I felt all my senses were awakened. His malicious smile left no doubt that we were in tune. With a posture of a cheap seducer, he walked towards me, I gave a slight sigh when I felt the warmth of his presence approaching. Gustavo sat next to me after we greeted each other. Like a true <unk> audacious <unk>, I decided to take control of the situation. I called the waiter and asked for the most expensive drink of the bar, (who is 12 years old), to to toast a night of pleasures and my unexpected surprises. Gustavo showed himself with my eyes, and I felt all my senses were awakened. His malicious smile left no doubt that we were in tune.
As we talked in the bar, our eyes met in a game of tension and temptation that we could no longer ignore. I rubbed myself in it in front of some witnesses who were in the bar. I noticed other prostitutes like me doing the same with their guests. I could feel the electricity running through her body in mine, and I knew that the night promised to be memorable.
After paying the bill at the bar, we left that place and went to the reception, where the client booked a room with the receptionist. We went up by elevator to the twelfth floor, where a luxuriously decorated room was waiting for us. As we entered the suite, the moment was charged with desire and lust. The low lighting danced on the walls, highlighting intimate and sensual details of the environment. Gustavo played a background music that surrounded us and created a refuge where we were just him and me without worries or responsibilities. Wasting no time, I went to him and kissed him fervently. Our bodies merged into one, revealing an intense and irresistible chemistry.
Little by little, we got rid of the clothes that separated us, revealing skins eager for an intoxicating touch. He was all smelly, strong-smelling perfume, typical male perfume. In a daring act, I took my body to the bed, sat naked on the edge of the bed, stretching, spreading my legs, then suspended one of the legs in the air and showed everything to Gustavo. I won the client in the explicit position, he was babbling, clutching the penis in masturbations, rs.
I called the client to bed and together we explored every form of pleasure that our awake minds and insatiable bodies could imagine. He devoured me with electrifying blowjobs, I ended up having an orgasm while he was still licking me, I enjoyed in his mouth. The night was a symphony of moans, sighs and intoxicating sensations that seemed to never end. I sucked his cock like a whore, and I said, "I've never sucked such a good cock". It's all a lie!
We experimented with daring positions, explored forbidden fetishes, and lost ourselves in the most intense pleasures we could share. Every touch, kiss, or bite set our bodies ablaze. Gustavo put a condom on his stick and gave me four, first on the pumpkin, ate me tasty and hard. Then he asked for my ass. I had to pass my coconut oil around the country. I screamed from start to finish clutching my pillow because it was tasty and radical the way I like it. His rhythm was intense, his balls creased into my clitoris by the speed at which he struck. Dear diary: he mocked me for the second time.
We surrender to the unknown, allowing our most intimate desires to intertwine and turn into pure ecstasy. Hears a trade in that way, I jumped on Gustavo, and floated, asking for more, jumping on the tasty stick, was not big, but coarse. I screamed with pleasure, scratching with my little girls his defined chest.
Every moment, every whisper. Gustavo turned out to be a good sex partner, his dick fit right into my walls, like in a scrapbook, with all the scrapbooks. He had the power to satisfy all my most secret fantasies. The sweetheart flowed from inside my vagina into his dick. We had another exchange before the client made fun of it. Of tin. This was a light one, he ate me by squeezing my neck and enjoyed it almost instantly. Pause, bathroom, drinking, smoking and playing chatting outside to pass the time.
Dear newspaper,
The second half came, bringing with it a ruthless man. Suddenly he put me on my knees on the bed. Preliminarily, he unrolled the towel from his waist, and showed me his softened dick two inches from my face.
Sweet to me <unk> <unk> Suck it good tasty. <unk>
Under the dim light of the room, I used my mouth to duel with the stick of a man who had never crossed in his life, the melody of my sucking was so sharp that it could be heard from afar. As excited he got more prepared, the client was to attack me with a lot of horny.
<unk> Suddenly I heard one: <unk> Now it's four, my delight. <unk>
An extensive heat and excitement swept through my body, I stood in the blessed position, rolling my butt. In that encounter, I could feel a penile introduction in my groin that shook my legs. He began to move his hips, moving his waist repeatedly, back and forth, pounding aimlessly, so inward, that I could turn my eyes. It gave the biggest boner in me! Gustavo was aware of what he was doing. He had a rough, voracious and thirsty footprint to give pleasure. I was about to have an orgasm with his thick cock inside my wet interior. And it happened. It was very crazy!
My body relaxed motivated by the orgasm, but I was still shaking with his hands nailed to my delicate hips. Gustavo, he put pressure on the base, it seemed that he wanted to enter not only the penis, but the body in me. When the time came for him to put in my door, the top, I asked the client for some licks, and he gave, those licks on my butt, causing me to tickle, rs ...
The condom got a strong smell of urine, so I asked him to change it, and he cleverly took another condom and put it on the stick, which gave the client a slight softening, but with a few handshakes and hiccups, the dengue went hard again, oh, beauty!
After we'd gotten in, we went back upstairs with me. He entered my whole anus and asked me to be calm. It didn't even take two minutes. Gustavo was slapping my butt. At that time I shouted when he entered the whole thing, the stick wasn't long, but thick. I asked him to stop, but he swore he wouldn't do that again. Gustavo respected my limits, and the anal intercourse was enjoyable for both of us.
Then he asked me to get down on my knees with his hands resting on the sofa. He came up behind me in a very pleasant way. He hit me hard on the papaya and slowly on the anus. That was not enough! He made me turn around in front, stretching my legs. Gustavo went into the papaya, pushed hard and fast in some moments, pushed and still holding the stick inside, these movements that suggest that the guy is almost joking.
Then, Gustavo came up with this little daddy:
Speaking softly <unk> <unk> How much does it cost to let me mock inside your mouth? <unk>
I <unk> But, I have to swallow?
Gustavo <unk> <unk>No, but if you want to swallow, it's up to you, cat. <unk>
He was standing there with his stick up my ass while we were arguing about the proposal, which was crazy.
I <unk> Hmm, if you pay me a hundred reais, I will let...
The deal was made there in that moment of excitement. Gustavo continued to eat me, but for a short time, two minutes, I think ... Then came the funniest part of the daily meeting. Out of nowhere, Gustavo desperate <unk> <unk> Come, come, come, come! <unk>
It was very crazy, just a run. I got down on my knees with my tongue sticking out, looking at him with the nastiest face I could make at the time. Gustavo masturbating himself, sticking the head of the stick to my nose, and I wink, rs, looking at the boy's pussy almost boiling. But he adjusted his penis, leaning on my tongue, I looked at him at that time and I saw a man moaning with his face red like a pepper. Anyway ... he discharged, and I closed my eyes. There were two splashes and some penguins incredibly tasteless, without smell. To reinforce the extra I would gain from him. I played a little with the man's cock on the tongue, then I threw it out, then he crawled on my nipples, looking at him with his hands, I spat with my belly.
<unk> Dear diary: I had to watch your silly face that the customer made at that time. Men really like that and get expensive.
Then he sat on the couch and stared at me, touching my breasts, my face in silence. I was a little embarrassed with the client staring at me so much. I lay down on the bed, opened my legs and asked him to touch my clitoris. There I won the guy. Gustavo touched me admiring my whole body. He praised me, <unk>he said I was beautiful! <unk> <unk>He asked me if I wanted to take a bath. <unk> <unk>I confirmed that yes and he released me where I could go for a shower.
Coming back from the bathroom to the room, the money was on the table, he was leaning on the balcony of his trousers smoking with a glass of whiskey in his hand looking at the city. We talked a little. "I said I was a businessman". Two hours flew by! I put on my clothes, arranged my hair, my makeup, put on my new shoes.
When are you going to call me again?
Gustav smiled and replied <unk> <unk> Why, did you like it? <unk>
I smiled back and replied: "Yes, I like you very much!"
That's my job, lying to get as many regulars as I can, and I'm not ashamed of it, nothing personal, just business.
We parted with a final kiss on the lips and left that room for my daily life, but the memory of that daring night with Gustavo will remain in my memory as proof that absolute pleasure exists and is within our reach, just take a chance.
Arriving at the hotel reception, I received my commission from the hands of the ass-faced manager and burst out laughing. At the door of the hotel, I got into a taxi and left downtown São Paulo, straight for the new apartment.
Let's wait, daily, what daring adventures the future holds for me. Completely devoted to money and pleasure, I continue to search for unique moments, just like today.
With audacity and desire,
It was Fernanda.