The wonder and danger of initiating the horny fetish

Good evening, for some time I have this fetish that only those who know how it is and think no one should be able to explain the pq of it, I've been fantasizing for a while with my wife, she has another guy in bed. The other day a guy came to install the gas here at home, she showed up all extremely sexy with a short dress very loose, high heels, red lipstick was beautiful, when the guy came in I hid in the bathroom while she teased the guy, I got super excited wondering what was going on and she talked to the guy as he solved the problem of the gas, saying that her husband didn't know how to fix things, who was working like this, and the guy prolonging the conversation, both in the biggest soft daddy, as the guy did not do much type of it, just really wanted to provoke She realized that the guy was really into her, and she kind of stopped giving him space until he left. We laughed a lot about it. This guy mysteriously showed up the other day at the building's front door and the concierge rang to say that the gas man had come back to check if there was any problem with the installation, and as we know what "installation" he wanted to see, it wasn't anything about the gas already running but eating her. With all this I imagined that the fetish of me seeing her finally fucking another guy would soon happen, even more so when on the eve of our wedding anniversary we decided to go for a swing ballad in Sp. Inner and I had prepared a surprise after the swing, after midnight Play a romantic song and ask her to marry me again, after she's had lots of sex and satisfied herself on the swing. At least that was my plan, but it wasn't quite what happened. Arriving in the inner we started drinking a little to let go and such, I noticed that she was excited by the sound of the environment and was telling me that he had found some very nice guys, until she told me she had found a guy well cat, so at one point I said I would go to the bathroom but on vdd i went to talk with the guy without her seeing... I told the guy that my wife liked him and wanted to meet him, but she loved this atmosphere of seduction, nothing too vulgar because it was what she always said something about. He became interested and asked who he was. She didn't know if it was him, so after a while I told her that I went to the bathroom again and asked for his face. So I went back to her and told her that i really thought she was confused, so she hesitated. We walked around a little bit and we stopped near him. He saw it and blinked quickly to say he had seen who it was. of the strippers and guys on stage, I stayed watching the show just to leave them two more at ease but she gave a bewilderment in her face and said goodbye saying that he was going for such ballad so we left and went to the prison theme area they have there, arriving there had a couple from home doing a show inside the jail my wife encouraged me to go there passing hand on breasts girl who was making charm to the audience I went to look for her, and then she wasn't there anymore. And so I spent about 40 minutes alone running around the house looking for her. It just happened that I didn't see either of them or this guy who had been talking with her during a stripper show. I decided to enjoy it too, saw a super hot blonde giving 4 for a guy on a round bed and other couples looking around and grabbing each other. Started passing my hand in the blond's hard ass smoothie grasping her very tough breasts medium-to large size with no silicone while this dude was punching strongly into her pocket so I pulled my dick out and put a condom that was in my pocket, then the blonde started sucking and punching my cock while I'm blowing off her bouquet at the same time as this guy is putting it on. This made him laugh and he stopped pumping. Then she sat down in my mouth So I left there and went to find my wife, she was sitting at a table talking with the same guy. I imagined that by then she should have come out (I still doubt if this has happened and she doesn't want to tell me). So I watched them talking from a distance, imagining that it could still roll something and I wanted to see her giving, this was my fetish, seeing her like a whore giving and making fun of another guy, and I thought I can roll, so I waited and waited, when I saw she would not roll anything more went to talk with her, then the bad part of the story began which ruined all night. She already wanted to leave and felt that she was cold, so I asked if it's all right if she had given up on the guy but she answered me a bit rough saying that he did not give in but would give, that the guy was a wonderful man, respectful polite admirer who was crazy for giving him yes, said they will see you out there some other day And that I handed her over to this guy on a platter, and he was super awesome. That she wouldn't have CTS anymore if she stayed with him or... at the time my floor collapsed, I was super sad with her words, thought it would be only pleasure, fetish but she liked the guy, i don't know if he really conqueror or did this because I said before that my wife like atmosphere of seduction however fact is now she wasn't horny for the man but "in love" at least momentarily by him pqp It was a horrible feeling to hear from her and she got angry we left with such bad feelings and fetish or just abandon him or keep it to myself in my imagination, arriving at the car I took the flowers from the trunk door and gave them to her, but without any mood of romance, but rather sadness, told me the surprise that he planned to do at the motel, which until then she did not know, but still this horrible weather continued, and lasted for at least another day, we thought about separating and such, thank God I was able to gather forces to convince her to continue together, and she eventually accepted, gradually forgotten that night that ended super sadly. Stay alert for those who want to venture with this fetish. Hj we are super well, I hope it continues like that, she said what happened is over and you don't want to stop going on the swings because he knows that I love it very much, and that likes a lot of sound and that people have to do what they like, just does not want me to be delivering her tray pros guys, if something will roll pq found a guy who gave erection there in dark environments and ready, without me "forcing" nd.. without feeling, maybe for a woman it's really not so easy to separate pleasure from feelings as is the case with men.