Finding My Other Side

Finding My Other Side - I've always been convinced of my femininity, I have always been sure that my business was a man. Since the age of sixteen when I lost my little box with a boyfriend, my sex life has been intense within the possibilities I had, of course. After all my parents are not easy and I had to do everything very discreetly or else the creature could get on my side. So as much as possible I learned about sex. Over the course of five years, I've learned about the art and pleasure of sucking a good dick, how painful and pleasurable it is to get laid by someone else, and how much fun it can be for a big fat cock to penetrate my little asshole (although some people refer to her as "the mouthpiece") with blond hair and well-groomed cheeks. A year or so ago, I met a lesbian couple who at first seemed very strange to me: How could one woman trade in the wonders of pleasure from a man for another? No matter how hard I tried to imagine it, I thought that without penetration there couldn't be any total enjoyment. But life sometimes surprises us. A friend of mine recently told me about a website, www.capixabaerotica.com.br which I discovered was a local site aimed at the capixabá audience and since then it has been common for me to visit them when alone in my room during these visits I became interested in erotic tales with unreliable stories from people that I didn't even suspect existed but were pure invention And yet, some of these stories have given me moments of great excitement and I confess many pleasures gained through delicious syringes. Among them are "The Pleasure of a Capercaillie" and "Joanna's Story", which from the moment they began I read one already waiting for the next chapter. It is unfortunate that between chapters sometimes too much time passes. Well, it does not matter at this point. In fact I touched on this subject so you can understand what was happening to me even imperceptibly. And what happens is, I was discovering through these stories a huge curiosity about my possible relationship with another woman. I kept asking myself if I would have the courage to do so much -- how it would be, how I'd behave; and most of all, I thought that shame would keep me from even trying, or if I did try, what my face would look like afterwards, what I would see in this woman's eyes. So although very curious, I tried to maintain control and contented myself by reading those stories and masturbating until we reached delicious pleasures. The "Pleasures of a Capixaba", because it involves girls who like girls, I read so many times that I decided to print them out in order to be able to read even when I wasn't surfing the Net. I kept my papers very well because if my parents found out they would fuck me up for good with them. On this same website, I was curiously following some advertisements on the wall section about couples looking for girls for a threesome. It blew my mind! How could one woman subject herself to sharing her husband with another and worse still get involved with another woman in front of him? A few days ago I found on the wall a message from a girl calling herself Andressa, looking for girls to live moments of pleasure with her and her friend Raquel. The text reads: "Some really beautiful woman between 18 and 35 years old would like to spend happy times with me (LOIRA, BLUE EYES, 19 YEAR OLD) AND MY FRIEND RACHEL (MORENA TIPO GLOBELEZA, 20 YET). If you're willing to talk at least a little bit, see where you can give, don't be inhibited. Write us. We are waiting anxiously for kisses and more kisses from those who will receive". And because of their discretion -- they were almost the same age as me -- I thought that we could start a conversation in order to satisfy my curiosity, so I decided to leave them a message. So instead I created an e-mail address on my own website different than what I usually use, and they responded back the very day. Over the next two days, we exchanged countless e-mails in a conversation that grew increasingly erotic and intimate to such an extent that it gave me courage at least to meet each other. We then made an appointment for a meeting on the food court of Shopping Praia da Costa in Vila Velha where I live. When I arrived, they were waiting for me and it was easy to recognize them because even they were very beautiful and unmistakable. Andressa was blonde, one of those who saw men's heads break their necks. Rachel was exactly the type of globe that had been advertised, a mulatto to stop traffic. Still somewhat unfunny, I sat down next to them and we started talking very funny even approaching. We asked for some chopsticks and soon the conversation became easier, more relaxed but without entering into sexuality. Perhaps from their experience they knew it would have to go slowly so as not to scare me. But inevitably I looked at her legs, really beautiful, too exposed in the mini skirts she wore. After a lot of talking and laughing, they invited me to watch a movie with them so that we could enjoy our time there. I agreed because I love movies. Andressa pointed out the film, we said yes and then we were entering it like old friends. Then I understood why Raquel who was in front led us into the last row in a very dark area. The cinema at this hour had very few spectators, no more than twenty or so people spread from middle to top. As we sat down, I stood between the two women and waited for the screening. As soon as the lights went out and the trailers started, Andressa took my hand between hers. Then it was Rachel's turn to play her friend. We stayed like this for a long time with me just receiving his caresses in my hands. Until then I had been completely passive, only getting those caresses, heart beating fast without returning them. The touch of their hands was comforting but strange at first. But after that I felt comfortable because there wasn't much going on. Without wanting to, I found myself returning the caresses by giving a gentle handshake or slipping my hands between theirs. Leaning her head Rachel brought her face closer to mine and reached for my ear whispered: you are beautiful, very beautiful! Her warm breath in my ears, her silky voice made me feel shivers all over my body which I have felt many times but only with men. Andresa, realizing what was happening, also came to me and attacked my other ear, giving slight thumps, creeping me even more. My heart seemed to be going out of my mouth as it beat. I was experiencing an absolutely unknown experience for me, although acknowledging that it was extremely exciting and erotic. I felt Andressa's mouth wrap around my ear and caressingly slide her tongue all over it, driving me crazy. My only reaction was to shake hands with him, as if I were looking for support in them to better accept the strange situation I was living through. But the more I squeezed them, the bolder they became. They played tricks on my ears and neck, making me delirious. At that time I felt myself surrendering to the caresses I was receiving, letting life take me away. Rachel began kissing me all over her face, getting closer and nearer to my mouth which had been locked so as not to let out my cries of pleasure; yet I received their stamps in the corner of my lips. With closed eyes, I felt an object of delight in their hands. Suddenly I sensed that they left me without their kisses and strangers. I opened my eyes and saw them kissing passionately in front of me, very close to me. It was strange but incredibly exciting to see their eager mouths one after the other in a beautiful kiss. When they unlocked themselves, they looked into my eyes that were staring now at each other completely stunned. In a delicate gesture Rachel put her other hand on my face, caressed it and then closed my eyes leaving me at its mercy. The sound of film filled the room without any idea what was happening on screen. I felt Raquel's lips gently touching mine. I also felt my lips tremble at her touch. She walked away and now it was Andressa's turn to rub mine, in the same delicate way that Rachel had done before; she touched my thighs and slid over them with an extremely exciting touch unknown until then. Then she took Andreessa's place and again brushed her lips on mine but this time made her tongue go slightly between them forcing its entrance into my mouth. Completely overcome by the excitement they had aroused in me, I let my tongue go into my mouth and gave myself up to that madness at once, corresponding with her passion-laden kiss. How sweetly she kissed! And then I began to kiss her furiously and passionately, almost plunging into her mouth, which was clearly matched by an excited expression of hers; while Andreesa whispered in my ear: "Is it nice, darling? Do you like Rachel's kisses, do you?" Enjoy yourself, because I know how to kiss too". The best I could do was to make an affirmative gesture with my head as I surrendered myself to Rachel's hungry lips and tongue. I felt Andressa's hand touch my chin, forcing my face toward hers until she gave a break in her kiss; but soon my mouth was being occupied by the eager mouth of Andress who had proven herself just as good at kissing as Raquel. My mind was a mixture of horny and afraid, pleased and embarrassed that I would be giving myself over to two women simultaneously. Suddenly I, who had never before been in any intimate contact with another woman, was there prostrated and surrendered to the caresses of two beautiful women as lovely as few I'd ever known. Worse or better is that I was adoring their kisses, wet mouths, tongues playing on mine at a rendezvous I could not have imagined. Rachel's hand grew bolder and began climbing up my thighs barely protected by a mini-skirt which itself no longer provided much protection. I felt like shellfish between sea and rock. Above, Andressa continued her endless kiss driving me crazy. Below, Rachel's hand reached my bottle and over the panties she began to caress it. In response I just shook hands with both of them. Feeling empowered, Raquel pulled away her underpants on one side and tucked her hand inside spreading it across my bowl in a touch that took me up into the clouds. Any woman who has ever been touched by another woman in similar situations as mine knows what I am talking about. To add to all this whirlwind of desire, pleasure and excitement Andressa put her free hand on my breasts and began petting them by squeezing them in a very pleasant way which gave me great pleasure. At that moment I felt Rachel's fingers begin slipping up and down into my bottle, increasingly tinged with the abundant joy that had already soaked me. Not only that but she took my hand towards hers and presented me with a beautiful surprise: the delightful globe was naked without underwear, with her bottle fully exposed to my caresses. I noticed that she liked to use the big combs because there was a real bush between her legs. But of course, even without ever having lived in such an environment it was easy for me to discover its secrets and then I found his grill. Oh my God! (excuse the heresy) What is this grill which looks so large like a tiny penis? All I know is that I loved playing with it, holding it in my hand, rubbing it between my fingers. And her grill was lubricated by their playfulness so much that it slipped through my toes; I had to take care not to lose it. They knew all about mischief and getting pleasure! The proof of this was that Andressa, although busy with my mouth and breasts, also took my hand to the middle of her thighs. Then I noticed that like Rachel she had no panties either because they were very sure they would roll something between us or they never wore underwear. And Andreesa, unlike Raquel, had a very special muzzle. And detail: all shaved, she looked like a little girl's mouthpiece, full and fat and very pleasant to hold. Faced with the madness I was experiencing an exciting fantasy that never thought it would actually be realized, I took advantage of this magical moment as much as possible slipping my finger through her spleen soaked in its fun which allowed me to rub his cricket the same way I love doing myself in circles. I felt when Raquel pulled her fingers out from my pocket and then placed them between mine and Andressa's lips, who tried to wrap her finger into her mouth tasting my flavor licking everything. Meanwhile, I myself took the initiative to look for Rachel's lips which greeted me with avidity. Andressa let go of my breasts and brought her hand up to my soaked pocket and began playing with my grill that was hard from excitement. It didn't take long and felt his longer finger searching for a way in, played around a little bit there and then entered into me making me release a groan in Rahel's mouth. I reciprocated by putting a finger in her little kiss, which took me easily to the bottom. In spite of this uncomfortable position, I also managed to put my fingers into Rachel's hair so that we were all three hallucinatingly masturbating with each other and wanted to get some special pleasure from one another. And before long, we started feeling that warmth that announces orgasm. The first person who made fun was Raquel, kissing me madly, almost biting my tongue with such excitement, forcing her pussy against my hand. Andressa whimpered softly in my ear, saying that she was going to make fun of me so I wouldn't stop and go deeper, faster. At her request, I pressed my finger ever harder into her little mouthpiece until it spilled over onto my hand while trying to choke off her moans by poking at my breast through the top of her blouse. Feeling her mouth squeezing against my chest and her fingers moving faster and faster, I too could not resist but let out a laugh as Rachel kissed furiously, attempting to avoid an outrageous groan. After that phenomenal joy, which we achieved practically together, we let our bodies settle down, our breathing normalized and slowly took our fingers out of the pipes that made us laugh. My hands were soaked with pleasure from both. When they became free, Andressa and Raquel, one on each side of me, grabbed my hands and began to lick their own laughter until they left my hands clean. Since I had gotten this far, I wanted my share too. I opened my mouth in a begging gesture, and then they both flipped their hands around on my lips letting me experience the joy of it which I confess to loving. We spent the rest of the movie making out inside the cinema, something that felt like another film but was real for me. When we left, we had some more drinks, laughed at ourselves, exchanged phones and decided to meet up the next day at Raquel's house in Mata da Praia, Victoria. I don't know if I will actually go to this meeting or what might happen in that meeting, but I promise I will come back here and tell you everything that happens about the discovery of my other side which is still not very safe inside my little head. If any young woman like me has gone through a similar experience, I would really love for her to write me so she can help me understand and accept better what is happening with me. A big hug to all those who are understanding my dilemma! angélica@capixabaerotica.com