In reason or emotion, it was with horny

N°05 I was sitting there in the waiting room at the motel waiting for the boy to arrive, a guy I'd never seen in my life, never had any contact with in person, who I didn't even know his history. I've never been with another man before I've only been intimate with Paulo for 14 years what was he doing there? It gave me that urge to run out of there. And when I thought about it he called. "I'm already here come meet me". God in heaven I shook my legs. I felt like a crazy teenager, I got up in seconds and I went to him. I didn't know what he looked like in person. I only saw him in pictures. And when I saw him standing there, I stopped for a second to react to what to do. I walked up to him, I hugged him, I asked him if he was okay, and I kissed his face. At this moment I was shaking very much, I was cold of nervousness. He kept staring at me, laughing and biting his lips at me, while I was making the choice and paying for the room, holding my waist, reaching up to my ear and whispering, "You're beautiful, you smell good". And he took my hand. He's Caucasian, about 5'10" tall, sporty build, black eyes and hair, wearing blue jeans, white rock band T-shirt and sneakers, has a tattoo on his arm, and he smells really bad. I looked into his eyes and asked him if he really wanted to stay there or go somewhere else to talk first. And with his head he denied and squeezed my hands tightly. He took my I.D. and handed it to the attendant, pulled me over to it, and then we got the key. My heart was racing... God how will that be? I'm going crazy. Arriving at the parking lot, he went down the electric gate. And he jumped in front of me right there and he hugged me and he smoothed me out and he looked me in the eyes and he said that he couldn't wait to meet me, that he dreamed about me and he wanted to feel my lips and he kissed me on the mouth. Ah, what a nice kiss. Meaty and soft lips. They were wet as if he was drooling with desire. We stood there for a while kissing lightly and without hurry. He was running his hands over my hair and my face and saying how happy he was that we were there, and he pulled me up the stairs to the suite. "Let's talk upstairs". He opened the door quickly and I walked in with a lot of shame...ah, my heart. I'd look at everything in the room... a smelly, clean, well-organized motel. He turned on the radio and the air conditioning. And I just stood there looking at him, and I didn't know what to do. Music of the moment: ♪ I'm the one who's got it all ♪ He came closer and pulled me into his body and hugged me tightly. He felt that I was still trembling and asked if I was cold or afraid. He said that it was shameful and that he was not used to going out like that. He took off my jacket, then he got down on his knees and took off my boots and socks, always looking into my eyes and laughing. He was positioning himself over me, kissing me on the mouth and neck, until his body relaxed over mine. To feel his warmth and his intensity, to know what he wanted, to feel what he desired. He undressed me little by little, and I undressed him. All very quietly. And all of a sudden, we were naked, and he was looking at me with so much desire, and he was so calm in the way that he directed me to his body, and he made me feel safe, and little by little, we were letting go. He smoothed my breasts, kissed my nipples, and sucked with his pecker while looking at me. And by the time I touched his dick, it was all droopy and hard. I came down to the height of the stick I caressed with my hands, and gave that desire to feel with my mouth I kissed his body, until I reached the bag and up and down my tongue on the stick until I snorted the head of his dick I felt its taste, hum, how delicious it was I sucked, I sucked looking into his eyes... I don't know how he could... but he ended up enjoying in my mouth with such desire, but his dick remained hard. He left me, he opened my legs in a crazy way, he put his hand on my pocket and said, "How beautiful she is, and she's wet for me". He smoothed her with his fingers, he smelled her and started passing his tongue, his lips and kissing, I felt crazy to mock and rub his face. He raised his head and said, "I want to feel you". I looked at him and said, "Did you bring a condom?" He nodded his head and laughed, lifted it up and put the condom on. He came to me lying on the bed and kissed me and he lay down on my body and I spread my legs for him. Little by little it was fitting inside me, I gave a very slight moan and in it he felt how wet I was at that moment and was putting tasty. I couldn't stand the good feeling I felt whimpering on his dick, and every time he kissed my mouth as I felt the intensity increase in volume. I wanted to have fun... I said I'd sit on him... he turned around and I took a position to sit on him lying down, his dick was hard and hot, his head very red and wet. I was slowly tucking my stick into my bouquet as he whispered, "Sweetie, sweetie, sweetie". "WOW, man, what a treat". I asked him to pick up my wet cricket. And I moaned at every move he made with his dick... I rolled... and I knew he was going to make fun of me... I was right there... and I started jumping and rolling as he passed his hand on my pocket... He looked at me and asked me not to stop. He slapped me on the ass, and the moans increased. For the first time I had little liquid jets on his dick..he went crazy I thought it was even urge to pee. The erection was strong until he groaned louder and louder. I looked at him and said, "I'm gonna make fun of you". And he helped me move, until I made fun of him with a very loud scream. He got scared and looked at me and said, "Don't shout like that, you'll draw attention and I'll have to pay a fine". I didn't care at the time... but it was so good... that I couldn't stand it... and I cried falling on his chest. He hugged me and said, "What's the matter? Why are you crying? Did I hurt you? Did I say something? I'm sorry". And I sobbed back, "No, it was just fun, don't worry about it". He turned me on my side and stuck me in a tin can, which was delicious, and I played with his dick again, and I screamed without realizing it. He hugged me tight and said, "Dude, you're so hot". I turned to him, and right now I wanted more... but I needed to talk to him the real thing. He didn't know I was married. And I said, I need to talk to you about something. I don't know if you'll want to go out with me again, but I need to tell you something you didn't ask me. I'm married. And you're being my second man in my sex life, and until today, I've only had my husband, and I never thought I'd do it with him, but here I am. He looked at me scared, and after a few minutes of silence, he said, "Gee, I thought I'd found the woman of my dreams, you're perfect. I can't believe you're engaged". I was like, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to trick you. But I can understand if you don't want to see me anymore. I don't want to bother you". He hugged me, and he said, "You've made me crazy, my dick is already hard for you, how can I answer anything now?" He got up and went straight to the bathroom, and I didn't know what to do...I sat on the bed..he came back and stood in front of me. His dick was calling my mouth. I put my mouth on it, I didn't know if he would make fun of me...but I sucked...I sucked without stopping and with so much desire that he couldn't stand it and made fun of me again in my mouth. He made fun of me enough that it flowed from my mouth to my breasts. He relaxed his body on my body by hugging me, and we sat there talking for a while, and then we went to take a shower. In the shower he was so quiet, he just looked at me while he soaped me. I thought, he must not have liked to know that I'm married. We got dressed, and he asked me about my wedding, how long, why I was there, and I didn't reveal that I was a hotwife, I just said that he teased me and that he wanted an affair. He called for us to leave. We left the motel. He accompanied me to the bus terminal, almost silently. It's just that I remember what I did when I got on the bus. Oh, my God, what have I done? It was just sex, that's all. We're not gonna talk anymore. And when I got home...