The Call of the Goddess

That afternoon Beatrice will call me to keep her company, we had already spent a beautiful afternoon in the park of Ibirapuera where we talked about the spells and enchantments of the feminine where I learned to recite some mantras whispered softly in my ear words repeated a touch so angelic that brought me chills There was a strong energy emanating from her mouth her look somewhat perverted at times and at other times conveyed such ingenuity of a twelve-year-old girl even knowing she was a woman educated to her beautiful twenty-four years with such experience in saying so many things with such conviction able to convince everyone around her She did not waste her charms even when she did not seem to want to impress those around her with such elegance and sensuality her beautiful red hair and fleshy mouth flaunted itself even without intending to captivate the fortunate ones who could appreciate her such splendid beauty in femininity I, well a simple servant at his side ready to serve his whims lived a fabulous phase rediscovering myself and being accepted or accepted by them all to his coven It made me admire more the feminine both around me and in me , yes I say this because in my simple conception of apprentice there I saw myself about to rediscover myself as a human being and enjoy the good of the road with such pleasant people and the Ruiva made me climb the clouds truly even away from the fragrant incense that so much wanted to share with us but also of all the magic that it emitted Well , I felt somewhat familiar with all the rituals that she suggested we do both in the parks and in her home . At that time I no longer saw myself simply as a boy but my androgyny was so explicit that it was difficult to distinguish if I was a boy or a girl , with my age close to the redhead Bia so I liked to be called and made sure to baptize me also with something that made me more mystical Lilybell said she combined with my green eyes and my physiognomy that conveyed naivety I particularly fell in love with the name from the first time in the park when she started calling me Lily, it didn't matter what it meant or what it was about, I just loved it and felt good about it. She was talking about connecting with our inner goddess, so we had to be ready for the call of the light that was coming from within us, and we would hold hands, and we would walk around like girlfriends in the mall, and somehow I felt something good flowing in that energy that so much said existed. "The Great Mother, when she occupies the hearts of mothers, guides in raising awakened and free daughters and true men", she said. In other words, in our sexual relations, may we be deeply Sacred, able to receive the Goddess in our hearts and rejoice in surrender, affection and complicity with the Horned God, who inhabits already awakened hearts. You need to free yourself as soon as possible Lily, and when you feel the woman inside you in your deepest essence you will be ready to conceive all the energy of the body that can offer you good fluids and all the good But knew respect your hierarchy, it is very likely that in the future you become a beautiful trans and leave aside your side boy, my desire today is to homogenize you and turn you more and more day by day into a beautiful goddess to enchant the eyes of men around you But for that to flow you need to learn to contemplate even more the feminine, you're already a step well advanced from other androgynous boys I've met so I believe very much in your potential I really want you to feel like a woman in front of a man but I also want you to know that your femininity can never reach the feet of a real woman , your essence and your soul can be feminine but your body still carries traces of a masculinity that you hide repressed and that needs to be despised by me and other women so that you know your position hierarchy Beatrice used to say these kinds of things to me as if she wanted to condition me and even when we were in the bathroom the two of us as two girls she would make a point of humiliating me in a graceful and simple way with some comparisons that didn't make me angry but rather admired her more so in having her around with trying every day to be like her It started with a comparison of our feet. She was wearing a little 34 while I didn't think it was that big, and seeing some women wearing 37 provoked me. Look and worship my beautiful delicate foot tell me if this is not a true foot of a princess of a real woman know that some men longed to be under it just to feel its softness Unlike you with that huge boat, I think I'm gonna have to start training you in a more abrupt way so that you become a woman, a woman, not a little woman, okay, Lily? They congratulated me on seeing her smile stamped and feeling that I could one day be close to her level of femininity nothing better than to have a beautiful woman ready to pass on all the secrets , but contrary to what I thought more than mere rituals and beauty and fashion tips she took pleasure in degrading me and that in a way caused me euphoria too <unk>Come on Lily I want you to put rice in your shoes and coturno when you go out with me so that you remember that my foot is much more feminine than your smaller and more delicate , I want you to remember your position , today you shoe 37 in the future I want to see you shoe a smaller number you will buy from now on a smaller number and even if you squeeze at the beginning later you will get used to it so thank me for providing you with such discomfort that in the future you will thank me for it . She said among other punishments that I would not know for sure if it was really a punishment or a challenge the fact is that her way of imposing the rules made me want to always want more than what she could propose And that same week I tried to buy a smaller size sneaker as I had ordered It was really uncomfortable for me at first I had to exchange even the thick socks I used to wear for thin ones and scrape the palm underneath to make it thinner When I told her about my new sneakers, she was happy. So much so that she called me to go see a movie at the cinema we met at the entrance of the mall I in my tight pants and she in her black dress and jump she walked beside me as if she were on an enchanted catwalk to everyone around her including women looked at her some with disdain others with desire We went to the session it was a film about witches and at the end when we left she told me about the essences of the ancestors that flow in our souls that I needed to pursue more than anything the balance of my feminine being and how proud I was of my evolution in a short time <unk>The magic is inside me wanting to come out and I want to give it to you, said Bia Tell me that you want with all your heart this gift that the universe will present you with good vibrations "Yes, I want more than anything", I told her. Then we went to the food court, and there, having a snack and drinking orange juice, she told me fascinating stories of spells that one day I would do. <unk>Accept your hierarchy Lily be a woman but be my concubine submit to my desires and accept your position, be an alpha woman there are a few alpha men who deserve my respect then there are the women with submissive soul and the men with submissive soul this is not disrespectful nor is it worth less, just like in a game of chess where each piece has its own value you also have yours and you know it well, you will only be happy when you not only accept yourself but accept it the way it was given to you I pressed him in his most beautiful grandeur and feel special in what he was given to serve is something as divine as the one who is served a master or mistress is nothing without his servant Saying those words on topics we had already commented on a while ago and seeing the great interest coming from me she took my hand asked me to carry her hanging bag and with the other hand took my disposable glass of orange juice almost at the end and said: "It's ready my beautiful doll <unk> Yes Then let's go to the bathroom. I need to pee. This juice's got me squeezed. We went and nobody said anything when I walked in with her in the women's bathroom of the mall it was my first time, but she gave me confidence much more than my androgyny that would confuse glances We went to one of the last booths and she made me sit on the toilet while she lifted her dress, pulled down her panties and presented an almost smooth vagina and said, "Let's try passing your tongue in it I obeyed promptly without saying anything as she licked slowly I hear her say open your mouth that's coming, open it well and I feel the first splash of her pee filling my mouth pushing a little on the shirt a little pause her voice coming out almost like a whisper so that no one could hear us Let's drink my juice Lily feel my taste I swallow almost everything in one gulp. Very well. I'm proud of your attitude. Let's open it again. And again comes a new pee in my mouth and a third she realizing my satisfaction and at the same time an extra amount than I could taste seized the disposable cup took off its lid and poured the rest of his hot pee there mixing with the orange juice that I still had at the bottom filling almost up to the lid take it let's go there to the parking lot where I left my car We left the bathroom, but before she looked in the mirror, she put on some more lipstick and fixed her hair. We walked towards the parking lot she was talking about the sacred circle she was going to make in her home with other witches and who would very much like my presence would not accept a no or any excuse that would introduce me to another friend she was saying that the healing of Gaia is in our hands that my spiritual path was already traced I had no way I could refuse while she was saying the words that so fascinated me along with the perfume that she had to be unique I tasted my juice with her pee by the little song and that seemed to enlarge her and please her even more "I'm a very lucky woman to know you", said Beatrice. I who am grateful thank you for the wonderful day you are offering me and your delicious gift We got in the car and she drove me home, already knowing that that same week we'd have another meeting at her house this time with her witch friends, some of whom would be willing to offer me their juices again and I couldn't wait, but I'll leave it for another time