Like I did the first time!

Just like the first time!
I've always been a man. I never saw myself or dreamed of being homosexual, but I don't know what has happened to me lately... except that I started fantasizing about trannies with beautiful transvestites.
And it turned me on, but at the same time I was left with a lot of guilt and shame about having homosexual desires.
Well... time passed and the desires never left me.
I started surfing the net and going to dating sites, copying stories, photos, videos etc... And always ended up in a beautiful hand job accompanied by fertile imagination, being eaten and swallowing fucking of a woman with big and pretty dick.
After a few months, my desire to give an ass was strong and I would penetrate with the fingers at home inside my room in the shower in front of the computer when there were no one in the classroom etc ... felt horny and even had a slight orgasm on buffoon.
I'm starting to get a taste for it.
But I was tormented by the issues of masculinity, and what if... how do you think it's gonna stop me from being a man when I give my ass to someone else?
If I feel the desire, is it because I stopped being a man some time ago?
If I do, won't that make me more of a man?
So, what now?
To give or not to give?
To gratify my desire or not?
I see myself being eaten by muscular, tall, masculine men and privileged blacks.
So, what now?
I'm not effeminate. I walk like a man, sometimes even rough... but I love anal pleasure!
Well, what can I do?
Is it sinful for a man to take pleasure in being penetrated by another without ceasing to be considered as such?
Or is it just that he's gay and all over with?
It's this gay taxation that bothers me.
I want to be a man, but my desire is for anal pleasure.
These questions bothered me for several months, until one day....
On January 20, 2004, I had to make a journey from an inland city to the capital of São Paulo, and it took about five hours by bus.
The bus left the highway station at 1:00 p.m., and it was scheduled to arrive in São Paulo by 6:00.
Well, I got on and continued my journey. The bus was reasonably busy - about 30 people for approximately 44 seats.
I sat next to the window on the right-hand side of the bus, exactly in the middle of it between the two axles because that's a good place to sit as you don't feel so much impact from the hills and depressions.
That's very good.
The ride went smoothly until about 2:20 p.m., when a little boy, with his face restored and looking around 15 years of age, approached my bench and asked permission to sit down.
I politely replied that it was all right, and he stood back and began to bring up the subject.
At first I didn't like it very much, because his little animal manner bothered me!
I've always been disgusted by violets!
But at the same time I felt this warmth in my ass, came to me images of my fantasies and I started enjoying the conversation.
He leaned his face close to my ears and whispered very softly in my ear:
I've adored you since the first moment I saw you, and would love to fuck you!
My God, it was so cold in my stomach and spine that I couldn't speak!
Outraged but at the same time curious and excited, I replied that I don't like fags and that I am a man and he should get out of there immediately.
And that's what he did!
I was stunned with various tumultuous thoughts in my head, going through a whole mental film of my heterosexual sex life and then reviewing my anal fantasies thinking about my masculinity how would I face the world after being penetrated!
After an hour of travel, many people got off and the bus became empty.
At about 3:45 p.m., the last passengers got off, leaving only me and a young man in the front seat.
After a lot of thinking and evaluating what I was doing.....I took courage, went to the boy and apologized for him.
To my joy and fortune, he accepted my apology... ..and began to bring it up again.
As I realized this and as he had already asked me to fuck him on the first occasion, so I suggested that we have sex in the back of the bus because it was empty.
Well then...
We walked to the back of the bus and we took off our pants, I did it first.
Then suck it... I want to see!
And he very happily, kindly and willingly gave me the best kiss I've ever had in all my years of heterosexual sex.
When I was about to make fun of him, I asked him to stop because he wanted to eat that ass.
He pulled up his pants, and I could see the size of that kid's dick.
I asked how much he averaged, and he told me it was 23 long by 6 cm in diameter. (Laughter) I'm not going to deny this but when I saw that tape it gave me a violent urge to unleash my fantasies right there and be eaten up by some delicate cute little boy as I sometimes penetrated myself with carrots bananas cucumbers etc...
But since I was the diner man at that time, I put him on a four for me with his butt upside down pointing to this cute little button-up thingy of mine as he laid his trunk out onto the bus seat.
So I put on a T-shirt, pressed my glans against his ass and said:
Can I eat you my love?
I don't know how I could have said that!
I was calling another man "my love"
And he responded with even more passion and emotional involvement:
"Please my darling, shove all this cock of yours up my ass. I want everything".
Those words left me with a little warmth in my chest and the hardest cock I've ever had!
I put my head back on his ass and he let out a nice, tender little groan.
I got even hotter, and started pushing...
He was writhing with delight and delirious every inch he walked into his delectable little ass.
I was penetrating the boy but imagining myself in his place and being eaten by him.
When I'd put more than half in, I started pumping. But slowly and gently...
As time went on, I accelerated and deepened my penetration.
His pork was delicious, very tasty indeed if not the best pork I've ever had to this day!
It was easy to penetrate, but it wasn't broken and had a very strong sphincter because it contracted my asshole and bit my tangled dick all the way into its heel.
Hummmm what a delight to eat that little traveler.... and I could only imagine the time when he would ask me to switch roles with him. Ahhhhhhh how it excited me more and more! And I imagined myself being eaten at the same time as I penetrated him until he started making fun of my ass
I thought it was incredible, how can you have such a strong and violent orgasm like this?
I was afraid the driver would hear that boy's high-pitched moans, but since the engine sounded muffled and he heard music on his tape recorder...
After 20 minutes of heavy punching and moaning from him, I enjoyed...........
But how I enjoyed myself, soaking in that ass... pouring all my precious fluid into his beautiful white hairy butt.
I rolled my eyes and went blind.
After the orgasm, I picked myself up and continued to fuck him. And he kept asking me for more and with greater intensity.
Around 4:00 p.m., an hour to go, we were resting next to each other and he put his head on my shoulder and said that he had loved it and never enjoyed himself like this before and that I was a beautiful male who could eat ass very well and give great pleasure
I grabbed his head by the back of his neck and caressed his face with my other hand, then went down to his left side and stroked his waist and chest.
He thanked me and said that everything was fine. Then he took our clothes, which were all scattered on the seats and floor of the bus, and separated mine from his own. I thought he had been satisfied and wanted nothing more.
I see a mistake.
He came up to me and said,
Have you never been penetrated yet?
I got tense, my heart was pounding. A warmth rose up through me body... My ass flashed and became hot....
It was my chance. There's an hour and a half or 45 minutes of travel left, and I could be really nice to him and no one would know.
At least I thought so.
I told him my wish. And he was glad to hear it from me. He encouraged me to release the desires, and not contain them because they are bad for health. That if I gave, I would feel relieved, lighter, radiant, jovial, willing, cheerful, happy etc....
I've exposed my fears about being a man, other people finding out, women discovering and not wanting anything to do with me anymore.
All I know is that he was a wonderful psychologist, reassured me and told me not to tell anyone.
After we talked for about 10 or 15 minutes, he revealed to me that he was 21 years old and had been dating since the age of 14.
At this moment I trembled.
I froze.
I said to myself:
And now... what do I do?
My God in heaven... what have I done to you?
I stopped in these questions for a moment and completely forgot about him.
I thought!
I tried to free myself, outlining an escape... but he held my waist tightly and lovingly at the same time. And reassured me by saying:
<unk> Calm Murilo (my name is not that), I do it with a lot of love and affection, very slowly and with great pleasure, you will adore..............<unk>
After he calmed me down again, he began to caress my legs wonderfully well. My thighs, my muscular back, my arms, my chest, my nipples, my penis ... and it went on .... going on .. until I gave a little bite in the neck ,
<unk>Stay still my beautiful, because now I'm going to stick you very tasty little rod in your lovely sweet ass<unk>
Ahhhhh how to hear that from another man gave me pleasure........I melted, I warmed all inside and frightened the whole outside!
Then he kissed me very tenderly on the back of my head, neck, shoulders, trapezium, back. He would go back up to my neck and down his spine causing a shiver in me and an uncontrollable urge to give him my ass.
He'd make me look really hot, and my asshole would get all horny for a dick like his (23x6).
Then I said, please give me pleasure, I want to feel anal orgasm with you. Eat... eat.......please...... fuck me go......... i wanna give it all to you ........ put this whole fucking thing in my pussy..................
At this point in my speech he had stuck two fingers up my ass.
It was very hot. He moved his fingers so nicely, I'm in love with him and want to get my ass kicked.
He opens my ass wider and puts three fingers in it.
After that, he took out a condom and when I went to get it I didn't let go. It is not the right thing to do. The safest way of doing things is always using a condoum but my desire was to feel a man's fucking jet as they made fun of me in the ass. That was part of my fantasy.
That's very good.
After all this preparation, we were approximately one hour and twenty minutes away from the end of our journey.
Then I couldn't stand the excitement and wanting to feel a pint coming into me....so I said:
Go (abbreviation of your fictitious name Vagner)......... eat me Go, I want you, I need your dick in my ass, fuck me very tasty go.......... come mmm........ this is so.......mmmmmmm..............aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
At this very moment he put his head down.
What a wonderful feeling it is to feel another man's cock in my ass.
He'd go in very slowly and it would drive me crazy, I wanted to sit on his dick all at once.
My ass was finally getting what it always wanted... a beautiful, well-endowed dick that's hard and soft at the same time.
Hummmmmmmmmmmmmmm, that's right. Go on and eat me good you son of a bitch!
You're such a cute little stranger.
Goddamn it, that's a good one.
Oh my God, this is delicious.
It's not stopping!
Don't stop, you son of a bitch.
I was in pure ecstasy, and rolling so hard for that beautiful dick to get all over me.
That's how it went till he stuck his balls up my ass.
I was in the same position he had been for me when I ate him, standing at 4 with my trunk lying on a bus seat.
When he finished putting it all in, I said:
Now fuck me nice and slowly, my darling. My love... Eat it all up and take it off put it back on again
Before he's finished talking, he starts stockpiling.
Very slowly and very nicely he was fucking my throbbing, pulsating ass.
My ass vibrated for it.
He smoothed my whole body while kissing my back, neck and slid his chin over my spine until it reached the pelvis. I trembled and so did my ass. He blinked frantically, vibrated with excitement at feeling a tasty prick like that, going in and out wonderfully well...........
You're going to fuck me, you are going to fucking eat me, bury it all in my cooooooohhhhhhhh............ don't stop! It doesn't stop, it does not stop. Keep going like this.
He was fucking me and waving that hot stick at me for about 25 minutes or so.
I was twitching my whole body, and it gave me these shivering spasms.
I was literally sucking dick!
And how good it feels to get fucked in the ass!
Nowadays, when they ask me to drink I don't even bother or answer anymore because now I know what it feels like to give my ass to a guy who knows how to eat you in a very tasty and special way.
After this delicious back and forth, he suggested that I let him massage my prostate with the shiny red head of his dick.
And I of course accepted on time!
I just wanted to know what was happening at the time and find something that would give me an anal orgasm.
Then he very slowly pulled his pinto off of me, gave a little wipe to it with a bun that he had put near there for this purpose and held up his stick and laid down only the head.
And I was delirious, and he'd put his head in and take it out.
After that, he dug a little deeper and kept running his head through my rectum until it found the prostate. And then there was this delicious back-and-forth and scrubbing of my prostate gland. It's such an amazing feeling when your prostate is stimulated.
I started to feel waves going through my whole body and feeling euphoric, when it hit me I exploded in orgasm.
It was so loud and intense that I screamed, but a muffled cry because my face was against the vertical back of the bus seat.
What a treat that was.
I enjoyed it stronger, more intensely and longer than with penile orgasm or ejaculation! It was even stronger when he ejaculated inside me, in my sweet ass. That was a gift from God. A fantastic pleasure. It's very nice to be penetrated by someone who knows how to do that, and wonderful to feel the jet of hot creamy fuck on your arse. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, what wonder, what delight is giving an ass and letting yourself get mocked within you!
I thoroughly enjoyed this moment, it was an anal, prostatic, emotional and mint orgasm all at the same time.
All I know is that it made me feel like a new man after this fuck.
I was free, loose... ..I felt different. An indescribable sensation a pleasure hard to describe just feeling and knowing how it is
I was in a state of grace, radiant and happy.
Now I understand why women get like this after they've had sex.
It's because giving is wonderful!
I felt like a woman did, and in that moment I was fulfilling myself by experiencing an unforgettable fucking anal orgasm, indescribable, wonderful, divine, which I will never forget for the rest of my life.
And we kissed a lot, and for a long time. We exchanged hugs and clutched each other with such pleasure. Hmmm... how good it is to embrace another male!
What a nice smell! (but I love women, still man despite having given my ass)
After I had a good time, my ass wanted more and after all the convulsions and spasms caused by orgasm...
I would swear to him that he'd fuck me harder, more willingly... rape me and stick it all in my body then take it out and put it back on again and screw me really hot with a lot of will power firmness very fast and then repeat the fucking into my prostate
And he did, because he knew what it was like to have an orgasm of that and then the guy who eats you doesn't fuck with you anymore.
After I'd been giving him a really good time for an hour or so, he pulled out his stick and wiped it off with his sandwich... and told me to suck.
Even if you pass a cloth, the bacteria are still there!
He understood and didn't force me. After that, we washed ourselves with the clothes he had brought us, put on perfume, combed our hair and opened the windows because it was cold; all of them were locked up and curtains closed as well.
After getting dressed, we'd open up six or eight windows and the curtains on the bus as well so that you could ventilate it to get rid of this sex smell in the air.
It took about 10 minutes and we arrived at the Tietê bus station.
But before disembarking, we kissed a lot and caressed each other with many hugs and vows of love.
We exchanged e-mails, phone calls and even photos.
After that I didn't see him anymore, we just talked on the phone and by e-mail. But soon, very soon we will meet again and repeat this wonderful transaction!
It was really nice to get off my ass.
I recommend to all men who have this desire, that they release it because it's not good to suppress our natural urges. If you feel seven instinctual impulses which are stronger than you give in and let them roll around. You will love being eaten.
It's worth it!
Forget this whole masculinity thing, being a macho man and eating men.
You're not going to turn into a fag for having anal pleasure.
Try it, you'll love it and never want to go back.