Gifts: Passion, Pleasure and Sin (12)

You know that moment when you stand in front of two doors, exactly the same, not knowing what you will find when you open them... but you can only open one?! And if it is open... there is no other way... is to enter and face what comes in front?! Because that's how I was feeling... And the worst: no time to think! Weighing the pros and cons inherent in each option...
It was then that I concluded... <unk>How difficult it is to live one's own life!<unk> If the situation was with someone else, I already had the answer on the tip of my tongue...
I played for the people to decide for me... but then, if the chosen decision did not succeed, there I would blame the people for my failure... that failure that would have started from the moment I was cowardly and ran away from the choice.
I looked at Berg, and he repeated the question, and he put his hand on my face.
What's the matter, Cadu?
I thought for milliseconds: the situation with the hot surfer doctor I had already outlined... we get along well sexually, and he was willing to live a "marriage" without camouflage... now I needed to know how the situation with Berg would take contours... after all, we only relate from yesterday to today... and in his favor, besides the sexual factor, which was very good, there was only the fact that I would stay there, close to my...
My decision depended on his decision:
- Berg... are we gonna play fair?
- Come on, who's playing dirty?
I say this so that, from now on, what we say and what we decide is clear to the other... so that neither of us holds the other responsible for anything that happens... right?!
What are you picking up?
Berg, I have up to six hours to make a decision that will define a lot about my future... but that decision is up to the two of us... for now!
I'm flying right now.
Let's get out of here, now, and go where your parents are... let's say we're together!
- Are you crazy, Cadu?! Man... Even for me this is a shock still... The crowns will fall backwards! Why this agony? Let's take it easy... we already do this...
- Already when? In ten minutes? If I'm saying that I need a position on us by six o'clock and it's already five twenty! Decide Berg! I'm only pressing you because I'm being pressed... by my conscience! I don't want to be martyred tomorrow on the basis of "What if...?" If I have to suffer it will be based on facts... evidence! Assumptions are out of the question!
_ Can you at least tell me what's going to happen at six o'clock?
I took a deep breath...
- Does the doctor know?
Um... so Frank spoke... and you said you had no commitment to him... he was free!
And what did I say to explain the fact that I don't consider myself committed?
- You didn't have an open... public relationship!
_ The same way we don't!
- Cadu... I thought that what I had rolled had been way for you, as it was... as it is being for me... I have already begun to count for people closer... more heads!
Did I say it wasn't cool?
- It was?
Berg... it was! I can only say that it is being if I felt in a continuum... man, speaking for Frank and his father... Berg... sorry, but it's very little ahead of nothing! They already knew! It's like my father and my sister! I need to know what you're capable of!
What's the doctor up to, what's the big hero act he's gonna do at six o'clock, come on TV and tell you he loves you?
- Almost there!
- Speak up!
He comes to my house, formally asks my father to let me live with him... publicly, in another state!
- Holy shit!
Berg punched the wall...
Shit, man, it's always like this, when I think, "Beauty, things are going well, I'm happy, I'm excited, shit's gotta happen".
- Do you understand now, Berg?
- I see, Cadu, everything is in his favor... the guy's already made a life... he can help you... he's willing to take you on... and the fool here... the coward... not even to be a man and face people has a chest!
If I didn't have that, Berg... I'd let it slide... but there's a lot of unknowns... even if you assume, what can your parents do? Will they accept? Will they hell us?
- You want to know!? Come on, man! You don't have to explain anything to me! You don't have two options, Cadu! Only a madman would change the doctor for me! Seriously! If it were me, I wouldn't change! Change the right one for the dubious one? Fuck? I'm coming...
Hey, Berg, come here, my boy.
It's been a while.
- Congratulations to you!
I sat on the bed with my hands on my head, feeling relieved, fearful, audacious, and I heard the sound of the car pulling away.
- Hey, Cadu... what's up? They didn't even start... then he talks about me and your brother!
Oh, Frank, I wish I were.
He sat down beside me... my head was down... he hugged me tightly and kissed my face... and I felt so much affection... comfort, protection... affection.
I don't have to tell you, I'm 100% confident.
No, I'm the one sitting here reflecting and wondering if I've been insensitive, selfish, hard...
I don't know what you two talked about... but I'm sure you weren't anything like that! Even when you're about to give a spark, you do it in a way that's funny but the guy gets hit! There's no danger... It's easier for him to be like that... I know the play!
You know... something you've always wanted, but you didn't expect it to happen so soon... the doctor's coming to the house... in a little while... to talk to my father...
Ask your hand in marriage? [laughs] I'll go there... <unk> Hey, doctor, the hand the family releases... but the asshole... no offense! But the brother-in-law got here first! <unk>
_ [Laughs] The brother-in-law and the Brazil fans at the World Cup!
(Laughter) Hey, fuck! It's wrecking the little roller coaster that I hold so dear! (Laughter) Kidding! I know a little ring on my finger isn't going to stop my roller coaster from visiting its cute little ring! It's us!
He wants to take over the novel, but we're going too far...
_ Travel? What's that, Cadu? Man... Don't get into it, creature! It's all right... the guy looks cool... he already has stability... but Cadu, you're too young to enter a life like this... away from the people who love you... who protect you! Whether you want it or not, it's a security... Imagine a doggy... where will you run to? Phone? Internet? Two or three climbs don't give you security of what a person is! Me and Madu... Shit, I've been scared of her for days! It's like I'm getting to know her in that instant!
- That's my fear! But on the other hand... I like challenges... the unusual, the mysterious, the risky fascinate me! I like to experiment... deep down, I was already feeling restless, you know! Wanting to take flight... the opportunity has come... and if I don't... Frank, I know myself... I'll never forgive myself for not trying!
Make it clear, in front of whoever's there... your father, Madu... that you'll go as an experiment and come back such a day... or such a month.
- It could be...
_ Ask for a ride back and forth! Ask your father to talk about it... Become more "worried father thing", get it? If you're happy... And I'll cheer for it! Uncheck that fucking! [Laughter] And the "fiofó" there... kills the "trozoba" here when he comes on vacation! There, too, you go back there all broken up, for the doctor to fix! [Laughter]
Frank... you're so fucking promiscuous! (Laughter) It's a good thing I'm taking some time off... no one respects me anymore!
- Respect, brother-in-law... [Hugging me and kissing me on the mouth... you know I respect... we gave the most delicious fuck of my life... your follies made me even that your roll visit my reel...
The kiss warmed up...
Frank, it's almost time.
- Ah... you don't get out of here until we make a climb... like that!
He kissed me and squeezed my scroll... took off my shirt and sucked my breasts... looked at the door and locked it with the key... crouched between my legs, opened my bermuda and pulled... held my scroll, looked at me...
- What the fuck is that? Is that shit getting bigger and bigger?
He gave me a blow job.
_ So, my cousin won't last no!!!
He licked his head out of the bag, he poked it, and he started sucking, tasting, tasting, and he put his mouth out and he punched.
I'm going to miss that pigeon!
He sucked again, swallowed, and I held his head.
It's growing, isn't it? It's more delicious! [Laughter]
I'm going to go, brother-in-law!
Frank sucked my bag and lifted my legs to lick my ass...
That's Frank, that is delicious.
I'll tie myself to that asshole!
Put your tongue in it, put your tongue in it, put your tongue in it, go deeper.
You're driving me fucking crazy, you come over here, you give me a hand on my ass, and I'm crazy to feel that big dick!
It's on four! Open your ass, Frank... like this!
Ahhhhhhhh... fucking delightful! Ahhhhh... Ahhhhh... Ahhhhh... Ahhhhh...
I slapped his ass!
- Oh, my goodness!
And that's not from the fans you didn't see... it's your exclusive! In that ass... only your role entered!
Spread your legs like this, move, move, move, move.
It's not like I don't know what I'm doing.
It's very hot.
Let me move it, how good it is.
It's delicious to feel your dick being squeezed by that little crutch!
- Fuck you, Cadu, fuck you!
Do you want it like this or like this?
From the second... faster and stronger!
Here, take the wheel, take the wheel, take the wheel, take the wheel, take the wheel, take the wheel.
Go fuck yourself, you'll miss it.
So there you go! Hum...! Hum...! Hum...! Hum...! Hum...! Hum...! Hum...! Hum...! Hum...!
Shit, now I'm broke!
- It was bad!
It's nothing, it was pasta.
I'm going to take a nap, I'm going to take a shower, I'm going to take a shower, I'm going to take a shower, I'm going to take a shower, I'm going to take a shower.
Fuck, Cadu... you're going to make fun of me without a handkerchief!
Open your mouth, open your mouth, open your mouth, open your mouth!
"Fuck, brother-in-law... am I still walking?" "Eita, man! That was the fuck of the fuck!" (Laughter) "My ass is on fire!"
- Now you're going to leave me!
- After that, I'll carry you up on my shoulders!
Frank got the car ready and I said goodbye to his Juarez, who said,
_ Cadu, I know that life is yours and you have a very good head to manage it. But in this particular case, the hurry with which the decision needs to be made can make you stick your feet in your hands and end up making a hasty and... wrong decision. I have a little more life experience and I can give you a piece of advice... because I love you very much and want your best!
- What?
- Don't go! If you were, for example, to live with him, but here... close to your family... fine. But far away! Don't do that! Don't be amazed that he has taken an attitude that you expected from anyone! You have a life ahead of you! Don't do that!
- What?
When you get home, talk to your father, listen to what he thinks, he's the one who loves you the most.
- I promise you!
And I went with Frank.
Frank, when you get there, take my sister somewhere I want to talk to my father alone.
- What a beauty!
As soon as we got home, I noticed my dad was devastated, so Frank left with my sister, and I went to talk to my dad in the bedroom.
Cadu... what madness is this?
Dad, I'm tired of you living in this underground! Everybody dates, shows their boyfriends, has fun in public, and I'm always pretending to be satisfied, seeing those guys all with their partners and knowing that after they will be with me, but in secret, in hiding places... I'm not a criminal! Is it a crime to love?
And so, the first one who shows up wanting to take over, you throw everything up and dive headfirst?
He did what no one else had the courage to do, so why can't I do the same?
If I could, if you were younger, I wouldn't let you!
- Would you have the courage he had?
- We have other reasons to keep it hidden...
- I'm really not sure...
- What about Berg?
- How do you know?
- He was here, he left determined to talk to his parents...
- Is that right?
I told him that if his parents revolted and he was thrown out I would accept him here to live with you, but he's waiting for your decision, so call him and tell him what you've decided.
We went down and I called Berg.
- Berg, where are you?
- Hi, how are you?
_ Will you do what my father said?
- I'm here with my parents... just waiting.
Well, you can talk to them.
- Do you swear?
- I swear.
- I'll call you later.
My father grabbed me from behind...
- That's it, my sweet...
Oh, my dear.
_ Feel my joy!
- I feel...
- Let's celebrate up there!
We walked into the room, and my dad locked the door, and he pulled down his bermuda, and the roller jumped hard at me.
- Come here, come here, you little shit!
- He didn't miss his father's milk...
- Of course I did!
I'll give you lots of milk.
It's coming, it's coming, it's coming, it's coming, it's coming, it's coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming, it is coming,
That's it, mother, you son of a bitch!
I love that whistle!
Swallow it!
Ahrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, this is delicious!
Once again, the father's sweetness!
I like the bag, the crotch, the crotch, the crotch, the crotch, the crotch, the crotch, the crotch, the crotch, the crotch.
That's how you kill me, that's how you kill me, that's how you kill me.
- Is that so, Daddy?
That's it, that's it, that's it, that's it, that's it!
Humm, humm, humm, humm, how sweet is that tongue, humm, humm, humm, humm, humm, humm, humm, humm.
- Sweet ass!
I'm not going to tell you what I'm going to tell you, but I'm not going to tell you what I'm going to tell you.
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Put some more, like this, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
- There you go!
I'm not going to do it again.
- Here, you son of a bitch!
That's it, more, more!
- You want me to carry you, don't you?
- I want to!
Then stand up and lean against the wall... like this!
He slapped the head of the roller right into the stirrup!
I'm a badly brought up son!
- Yes, please.
- Whoa!
- There you go!
- Oh, my gosh!
- Now take that!
You've got it all!
- Isn't that how you like it?
- It's... now fuck!
Is that how you do it?
It's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious, and it's delicious.
That ass is delicious!
That's right, father.
Come and drink your milk!
Give it to me!
I don't know if I'm going to be able to do it, but I'm going to be able to do it.
- Have some of mine, Dad!
- Come with me!
I'm going to take a look at it, and I'll tell you why.
(Laughter)
Cadu, you better call the doctor.
As I was going down, the doorbell rang.