Hole in the canvas

What I'm going to report happened a little while ago, from this boy I have an animal pen with dogs and horses mainly. I am married and my wife does not know about it. My neighbor has a German Shepherd dog whose backyard divides the bottom of my yard which is separated by wire fence. My mother-in-law got very sick, my wife and four year old daughter went to spend a few days with her I was alone at home one night i heard noise in my backyard, I went to check it was the dog of my neighbor turned off the lights outside the house leaving everything dark, called the dog inside when he entered came trembling from excitement, gave me time to calm down both him and myself as soon as we calmed down, took off my clothes getting naked, crouched by his side on the couch, he climbed up and hugged me by my waist. Only his fingernails hurt so much that they left a mark in my belly. I put on a T-shirt and got back on all fours. The other day I went to the movie rental company and picked up almost all films of this genre, also was frustrated with movies, it didn't help at all, scenes were very poor without penetration that I wanted to see as soon as past midnight because I did not turn on lights outside and the yard was dark, I waited a little bit to get my eyesight accustomed to the darkness. He managed to penetrate his dick into my anus, only that he stuck it in at once. I felt a sharp pain and jumped forward. re my fingers as if he had hooked up, turned his ass and his dick I held in my anus, began to move back and forth, I felt his cock throbbing and teasing, its fucking slipped through my legs like the other hand I started a masturbation and enjoyed nice, only after that I laughed and let go of his stick, when his penis came out and along with it also went very much fuck, and wet the carpet, the dog kept licking me and licking on the rug, I went back and took a bath. The other day, I couldn't wait for the night to come. Just as we made a lot of mess inside the house, I thought it would be better to do everything outside, took Vaseline and began lubricating my anus, inserting one finger after another, massaging and enlarging because I wanted to feel the knot within me, went up to the fence and removed the wooden board that I had putting in the hole screen, the dog was already waiting for me, as the door of the house was closed he jumped on me, you have to calm him down, from all his cock into my anus, and as I was well lubricated and my anal flashed to his dick of so much desire, felt when the knot came in I got moaning with excitement, he was slowing down the rhythm of strokes, when I passed the hand it was there that I noticed that he was engaged, his penis was all inside me, feeling a pressure on my anuse because as he turned upside-down for me, he kept pulling to take off his stick, how much he pulled hurt very much, like I had no way to hold his stick or even remove the node, I held onto his leg until it stood still The pain passed to pleasure, I felt like a hot dog in heat, and to my surprise and embarrassment the neighbor's dog owner was on the fence watching everything, I only saw her when she came close where I stood, she went through the screen hole into my backyard, I four-and hooked had no way out, I feel her hand passing over my anus, she turned to me and asked how can I get let go of the knot inside, u for pure pleasure, that's when she grabbed my dick which at the time was kind of soft. She would squeeze on the end of my stick and move it not long ago I made fun in her hand. He told me not to worry because he's crazy about zoophilia, and that he wanted to see me giving it to his dog. I said I was very hurt and this is the first time I had done so and I needed to recover. I want to get in touch with a couple or practitioner who actually practices.