Losing my virginity

Well this was the first short story I ever wrote , so I decided to start from the beginning , I was 17 I was dating a 24 year old girl I was in love with him since forever , we started dating when I was 13 or 14 it was my first everything . I felt a lot of desire for him, and just hadn't lost my virginity before for sheer lack of opportunity whenever things got hot someone would just appear. He was very handsome, white with a fleshy mouth, black hair, he had about 1.78 long hair and a dick that my god was very beautiful and big ...rsrsrsrsrs... I'm short 160 white small breasts very thin waist, some well-turned legs and a big butt well at the time my hair was below the waist rings, at the time in particular was more beautiful because I had just arrived from the beach and he was with a natural tan of the same sun. We arranged to meet at a party and when we got there I saw that all of his family had already arrived except for him, around 11 o'clock his best friend arrived and nothing of his I also went to ask about him and he implied that he was with another girl, I was possessed and still had to endure the people shitting me that I had brought a cake. I drank a little too much and his friend was singing to me all the time, he was a beautiful blonde I thought he left me here looking like an idiot I'm going to stay with him that knowing he gets smarter and pays me for this. We gave a couple of kisses and I went to get a beer it was almost two in the morning I barely took two steps and I see him enter the gate my friends looked and died laughing ... and no one took their eyes off to see what I was going to do when he came close to me and went to kiss me I gave a kiss on his face and showed him where his friend was and went to get the beer away the two talking I didn't know what to do ... near who to sit ... I started to get scared of losing him , I rolled as far as I could and I went back where they were coming and I sat in the middle of the two his friend was already grabbing my leg he pulled me closer to the front of this hour if he got up he was very nervous until he jumped out of the car: - The guy told me that is with you at the party is just talking or do you kiss too?- I thought to deny ... cry ... but nothing would help really, I remembered that he was with another, so I looked good in his eyes and took my arm from his hand The kisses you gave where you were weren't enough and you decided to show up here a little? - he pushed me in the car I got scared of him we faced each other, our friend appeared he took me by the hand and pulled me - Come kitten, let's talk better in the car ... was one pulling me by the hand and the other grabbed my arm - I didn't know what to do, I looked at one and the other I let go of both and I went back into the hall ...confess sweaty cold, both were behind me our friend was all the time embracing me taking my hand and my boyfriend with a face to scare srsrsrs the two facing each other all night, worse everyone around dying of laughter of the situation ... and I'm trying to distract our friend seemed to want to provoke him pulled me to dance all the time when we returned to the table I said: -Well I'm going away, I'm going to sleep at Fê's house (this friend of mine lived practically next to the place) both of us were late, our friend was already in his car, when my ex got into his car he got down and came to me who was on the walk with Fernanda next to my boyfriend's car pulled me and kissed my mouth looked at him and said: -You can go ahead, I'll stay a little longer... I pushed him and went inside, I heard my boyfriend leave singing tires the will was to run after him but I held on and went in, I cried all night thinking I would never see him again around four o'clock as I did not calm down my friend's mother gave me a sedative to sleep and with that I turned off. Shortly after I fell asleep I felt something poking me when I opened my eyes it was him , he took my backpack that was on the floor he threw it on my side on the bed and sent me for my bikini that we would go to the club to talk and left the room my friend even helped me because I was a little groggy , I took a bath and put on a red minimal bikini that he hated me to wear because he said it was too short , a blouse with buttons on the front wide and a mini skirt , we went to the club without exchanging a word , I had trouble keeping my eye open my head was still turning a little due to the remedy when we got down he looked at me I was out of grace and he gave us his hand and we gave it to the bottom part of the club I had some friends of his and we sat down and I thought I was going to take a dip I pulled over to the other side of the pool and he gave it to me after a while I got out of the pool and I didn't see him after a while he called me out of the water -Are you awake right now? - Yes , thank you . -Dry and put on the clothes , let 's go up to talk there are a lot of people here. -turned his back and went again near the friends , my heart was in my hand , I wanted to jump into the water again and stay there until melt , I already wanted to cry just to imagine him saying that he didn 't want anything with me ever again , I finished drying the dress and the shirt go over the bikini even , I fixed my hair and I went to him , who said goodbye to the friends and was walking in front of me all the time an acquaintance appeared so he went to the parking lot which was a little far away and we went to the car it was a very large and comfortable double cabin pick up we got in he stood looking at me quietly for a few minutes I didn 't know where to talk to look at the bottom it was to cry and apologize but I breathed and I looked at the side with burns of srsrsida outside I was silent for a few seconds, my eyes were already trying to betray me and the desire to cry I think was already stamped, I took a deep breath and let go: - No, but since you were busy with someone else, I didn't want to be alone, that's all! - Who told you I was seeing someone else? -You made an appointment with me, everyone was already there, he came alone and said that you were very busy and well and that you preferred to stay where you were and made it clear, and I'm not stupid either, I know you! - he got very nervous, punched the steering wheel, I was already desperate but I was trying to keep the pose and not cry... You know where I was and I'm not gonna discuss it with you right now... - Of course he knows, the only one who doesn't know is the moron here... -Stop it Alice, I've already said I'm not going to discuss this with you - I was going to retort but he held my arms making me look at him - I'm not going to say anything to you, when we get out of here, regardless of what we solve I'll take you where I was yesterday and there you see, I'm not going to say anything to you, now I'll talk to you only once ... I didn't like what I saw, I like you and I needed you yesterday ... - But, you know... - Let me finish... - I lowered my head and he made me look at him again, my eyes were already full of water - Either we are dating seriously or we never stay, you know tell me if you want it? I felt my heart turn mouth smiles and I advanced on him I kissed him he took my waist and pulled me to his lap we were kissing he passed his hands all over my body and I squeezed his cock under the bermuda...my whole body was shivering ...fever ...his touches drove me crazy he sat me on the seat of the carriage and was already lying on the bench as he came to me he seemed to have at least eight hands he caressed me all while relaxing his hard cock on me ... he moaned and I felt cold ... then my body became cold ... never so excited, despite the numerous kisses that we had ... he kissed me while I was already in his seat and he whispered without stopping: - I think I was hurt from the medicine, I felt like a bucket of cold water, I thought I was going to get out of the car and go back to the club bar I gave him a little seal and I went to open the door of the car but he held me... - Where are you going? -Didn't he tell you to get out of here? he laughed... he started the car as soon as we passed through the gate he opened the Bermuda... I pulled his stick out already it was horny melody I lowered my lips I shouted my head with my tongue and I came down coughing what I could suck gently and moving my head trying to swallow more and more, he groaned and I started hitting a fist accompanied by my hand with my mouth he soon stopped in a more empty lane that I had near the club because it is in a far away region of his back seat without stopping sucking we finished taking off his Bermuda I licked his head while massaging the balls down the lingua rain balls licked his cable hard after the new stick go down again he sucked my body back and forth with his hands as he passed through my mouth he was hanging his lips kissing my mouth was turning his lips kissing his mouth was bursting his tongue was bursting his tongue was shaking my tongue so hard I had to squeeze my tongue out of my mouth he was shaking his tongue so hard and he was shaking my tongue he was shaking his tongue was shaking his tongue was shaking his tongue was shaking his tongue was shaking his tongue was shaking his tongue was shaking his tongue was shaking his tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking my tongue was shaking - There you go. - Calm down... one of his hands was in my hair and the other on my ass he was forcing more ...it hurt I took my hands on his breasts and held a little... He kept kissing me and forcing me. - Whoa, whoa, whoa. -Do you want me to stop?!?!? -No!! Vemm I want to be yours... he kissed me more intensely I hugged him he took the hand that was on my hair down from the bench he held it firmly and pulled pushing his hip while he didn't stop kissing me trying to force very slowly suddenly he tightened his body lifted over my hips fastened my whole body with his and pulled by the hand that was on the bench while pushing hard his body his dick came in all at once I cried out in pain and he bit my shoulder and started kissing my mouth it looked like it had torn me in half. - What's going on? -Shhhhhhhhhh.... aaaaa...what a delight...okay ...now you are mine....shhhhh... he kissed me on my face and face my eyes were running tears ...his face was transformed he stopped a little and then slowly began to pump without stopping to kiss me his mouth walked between my mouth ...neck and ear ...while I moaned and cried it hurt a lot but I felt a pleasure out of the ordinary in a short time I only felt pleasure... - Oh, my God. -Ahhhh what a delightaaa...I'm crazy about you little one...turn around for me vaii...hummmm...issoooooooooo I already pulled him for me we were engulfed in groans I was already loving that comes in and goes out realizing that he started to pump harder and harder I scratched his back we kissed madly until I enjoyed it again moaning louder and sticking his nails in his back he could not hold it any longer filled my cock mouth felt the jets of cock for the first time burning inside me we were already melting sour he kissed me slowly and kept entering it came out slowly inside me his cock neither softened it continued like a hard rock where he sat down and I sat down on the bottom of his body again giving cocktail I was working up slowly but he was getting up and down he was kissing me halfway into my shoulders he was shoving me up and down on his hands and knees and I felt a lot faster and then he started to push me up and down on his shoulders and I felt a lot harder each time he was pushing me up and down on my shoulders and then he was pushing me up and down on his arms and he was very fast -AAAAAAAAAA ..... enjoyed at the time ... pain ... pleasure ... he screamed along with me, my head was spinning I rolled, jumped on his dick he moaned like crazy he bit my ears my breasts in a quick gesture he already picked me up and was putting me in the back seat of the car it was tight then he pulled me to the back seat of the car he put me in the back seat and stuck the stick all at once he bombed so hard that my legs were no longer even obeying I enjoyed one time behind the other the car was just moaning ... when he told me he was going to enjoy I was already with my head on the bench .. I had no more strength to stay on my arms he took out his stick and enjoyed on my back ... I couldn't even raise my right hand he spread his body on my back then with my hands like this ... with a lot of slack on me and he pulled me to the back of my neck and we stayed in the seat of the car and I hope that after a few days we were hugging and I don't think anyone else saw it either .