S.O.S.
I'll tell you the truth, I've never been so involved in my life. I've done a lot of mischief in this world, but my network of contacts with males has increased a lot lately. There are only 14 avulsos fixed males, except those who live outside Maringá and visit me occasionally. There are 3 fixed surubas a week and occasionally some extra invitation arises such as fishermen, friends from the academy and truck drivers.
I've been avoiding new contacts and restricting contact with acquaintances as much as possible.
But you know how macho he is when he's in the mood to fuck, he insists, the urge kicks in, and I really face it.
Over time people tend to become more relaxed, but my willingness to climb has never been so great. rationally I want to put less, but opportunities for new adventures arise and I do not resist, my husband says that I think with the bottle.
This very week I had the opportunity to fuck a bunch of guys I didn't know in a place I've never been - I've only met two of them in a quick fuck. It fascinates me, it makes me horny and it makes me feel powerful. Sometimes I break my face, but most of them are good people and they treat me very well.
My problem is alcohol, I'm not an alcoholic, but I like to drink to get more horny, and when I overdo it, I completely lose it and fuck everyone, and when I talk to everyone, it's anyone who wants to fuck me.
I've done a lot of shit, I've woken up in a strange place, I'd lost my clothes and I didn't even know how to get home, I've fucked in the back of a pickup truck, with the males driving around town and the males in the back of the truck taking turns on me, I've paraded naked in front of over a hundred truckers in the backyard of a gas station, and I've drawn buckets, and I've fucked on the xana, and I've drawn one in the ass, and worse, I've been drinking with a bunch of sleazy truckers, and they got me drunk, and I passed out, and they ate me, and they dumped me in the middle of the lawn, and when I woke up, I couldn't find my male's truck, and I was walking around the backyard, and I was fed by another truck driver before I found someone decent to take me to the truck.
These are some examples.
Any suggestions for me to control myself, other than drinking less, which I'm already doing.
I've been avoiding new contacts and restricting contact with acquaintances as much as possible.
But you know how macho he is when he's in the mood to fuck, he insists, the urge kicks in, and I really face it.
Over time people tend to become more relaxed, but my willingness to climb has never been so great. rationally I want to put less, but opportunities for new adventures arise and I do not resist, my husband says that I think with the bottle.
This very week I had the opportunity to fuck a bunch of guys I didn't know in a place I've never been - I've only met two of them in a quick fuck. It fascinates me, it makes me horny and it makes me feel powerful. Sometimes I break my face, but most of them are good people and they treat me very well.
My problem is alcohol, I'm not an alcoholic, but I like to drink to get more horny, and when I overdo it, I completely lose it and fuck everyone, and when I talk to everyone, it's anyone who wants to fuck me.
I've done a lot of shit, I've woken up in a strange place, I'd lost my clothes and I didn't even know how to get home, I've fucked in the back of a pickup truck, with the males driving around town and the males in the back of the truck taking turns on me, I've paraded naked in front of over a hundred truckers in the backyard of a gas station, and I've drawn buckets, and I've fucked on the xana, and I've drawn one in the ass, and worse, I've been drinking with a bunch of sleazy truckers, and they got me drunk, and I passed out, and they ate me, and they dumped me in the middle of the lawn, and when I woke up, I couldn't find my male's truck, and I was walking around the backyard, and I was fed by another truck driver before I found someone decent to take me to the truck.
These are some examples.
Any suggestions for me to control myself, other than drinking less, which I'm already doing.
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