An end and a new beginning

Well, I'm not sure if this (true) story can be called an erotic tale, but I decided to put it here and I hope you like it.

The hours pass, I try to engage in my work, but I can't, I try to call a friend, but the conversation doesn't go well, I go online looking for interesting people, but I can't develop a reasonable conversation, everything seems pointless...
So I decide to stop hurting myself and call her...
- What's up?
- Hi, is Cris there?
- Who wants to talk?
- It's the Ju...
- Look, she's not here. Call me later.
I look at the clock, I see that the day is already more than half and she does not call, it has been two days since we have not spoken, the anguish increases, I call again ...
"Your message is being forwarded to the mailbox"...
My God, is it possible for a person to disappear like that, without leaving a trace? How is it possible to go two days without talking to his girlfriend, without giving a sign of life or even to know if everything is okay? Especially if there was not even a fight to justify this attitude!!!!
I decide not to think about it anymore and not to look for it.
I leave work, I go for a beer with my friends, in the sweet illusion of distracting myself and forgetting her existence, but I can't hide the anguish, I look at my phone all the time almost begging for him to touch and be looking for me, I start biting my nails and everyone around me realizes that something is wrong, I call home asking if someone called me, when I would like to know if she called me, and the answer is almost always the same:
I don't know who came looking for you, but she told you to call her when you get back.
And she is nothing!
I come home, I take a shower, I remember the advice of my friends "Leave it there, live your life, forget about this girl", others say "Something must have happened, someone noticed how loud she was", I have to shake my head countless times to empty my head, and after hours in the shower, with already wrinkled fingers, I decide to go to sleep.
Another martyrdom, lying on the bed, rolling from side to side and the only image that comes to my mind is hers, the bright smile, the gentle look, the firm posture, her extroverted manner, all around her laughing at some of her jokes and she looking at me with that little angel face, comes very close and says she loves me...
- Damn, why do I have to be reminded of this every holy night, why is it so hard to sleep????
I look at the clock, it's five minutes before he wakes up and I haven't even slept yet... I get up, take a shower and go to work for another day, hoping that today she will remember that I exist and will call me, or at least when I call I will be able to talk to her...
Another day goes by and nothing.
I'm starting to think that this time her ex got what she wanted, took her away from me, regained her love...
Since it happens like this, I deserve at least one satisfaction!
In anger, I decide that I'm not going to call her again, and if she does, I'm going to treat her in the most formal way possible, and I'm going to ask her to let me get on with my life, not to look for me anymore, and when my pain is over, I'm going to look for her, and then we can at least be friends.
All right, decision made, more because I can't be sure if that's the best thing to do?
After a few days, she finally calls.
- Hey, sweetheart.
- Who is it?
- Our love, do you not recognize my voice?
It's just that you've been gone so long, I didn't even know if you were still alive.
- Look, I didn't call you because I had some family problems and a lot of things to sort out, now if you're going to get in this bad mood, treating me this way I better turn off (it totally changed)
- Calm down, sweetie, I'm not mad at you, I was just sad because I was missing you and you didn't even remember me those days (I'm playing dumb)...
And once again comes the feeling of powerlessness in the face of this love that I feel, my fear of losing it forever is so great that I end up going back on my decision and understanding the reasons for it, however absurd they are, and they really are.
I, who always had a very strong personality, used to dictating the course of things (without being authoritarian), find myself with my hands tied before a feeling that consumes me, so intense that it takes my breath away.
And I find myself stuck with a popular saying, not knowing which way to turn.
"Worse with her... Worse without her".
I know what you're thinking.
I can't handle my case anymore, I just need to be admitted...

This week was the last straw, 4 days without calling, that's absurd...
I decided to go out that weekend and accept one of the many invitations that had been extended for some time.
The weekend was the best, I hardly thought about her, I met a lot of interesting people, one in particular... the name, Fabiana, better known as Bia.
A 22-year-old girl, beautiful, intelligent, quite outgoing and very, very insistent.
I confess that I didn't think of being with anyone that night, but I had no way to escape (or didn't even want to escape, which is more likely...rs).
The night runs loose, I've had a few beers I'm looser than usual and I start dancing with Bia...
At first we were laughing a lot and talking about trivial things, until she comes to my ear and says she's not doing very well and asks if I would mind giving her a ride home, which I thought was a little strange because five minutes ago she was fine, but I couldn't refuse her request.
I told my friends that I was going to take her home and that I would come back for them later.
We got in the car, and she wasn't saying anything, and she seemed like she was having a really bad time, so I went as fast as I could...
When we got to her condo, she said she couldn't climb up by herself, so I decided to take her and see what would happen.
When we got to the apartment door I asked her what her parents would say if they saw her like that with a stranger, she told me she lived alone and I didn't have to worry...
I took the key that was in her purse and opened the apartment, I put her sitting on the couch, she told me that she was better, so I said goodbye and went towards the door...I have never seen a porre pass so fast..rs* she got up at an incredible speed and took me by the arm, before I could say anything she gave me a kiss so passionate, with so much desire ((I was very much not kissed that way), at the time I remembered my missing girlfriend and walked away, only then I noticed her better, how beautiful she was, she was wearing a black dress with an incredible neckline that greatly appreciated the well-made breasts and showed the most beautiful thighs I had ever seen, a beautiful mouth, green eyes, light skin and a puddle that takes away those perfumes from my human being... I didn't think of anything else, she pulled her lips in wonder and took me by the arm, before I could say anything she gave me such a passionate kiss, with so much desire (((I was very much not kissed that way))), at the time I remembered my missing girlfriend and walked away, only then I noticed her, she was wearing a black dress with an incredible neckline that valued the most beautiful breasts I had ever seen, a beautiful mouth, green eyes, light skin and a puddle and a smell that takes away those perfumes from my human being...
Suddenly she slowed down and kept looking at me, I didn't understand anything I asked what had happened, that's when she let a tear run down her beautiful face and asked me to go sit next to her, I was kind of Athonite I went slowly and sat, that's when she said:
You don't know how long I've waited for this moment.
- What do you mean, we've met?
- Not you, but I've known you a long time.
I don't know what you mean.
- I always saw you and your girlfriend, I always tried to know where you were going to be and I was also just to see you, even knowing that you were engaged.
And why did you decide to come and talk to me today?
- Because I talked to your friend Du and he told me that you apparently weren't dating anymore, so I decided that before you had a chance to be with someone else I had to make you at least notice me.
In that hour everything was spinning in front of me, a beautiful girl, in love with me for more than a year, was following my every step waiting for the opportunity to at least talk to me and I wasting my time next to a person who does not even remember that I exist, could only be going crazy really.
- Bia, my relationship hasn't been going well for some time, and it probably doesn't even exist anymore, you're wonderful and I'd really like to be able to reciprocate what you feel for me...
- Would you really like that?
- Yes, of course.
- Then let time take care of it and if you need, I'll give him a little help...
In that hour she advanced on me, I felt her breathing accelerated, those kisses delicate and at the same time full of will and I decided to give myself for good...
The kisses became more and more intense, her hands went all over my body and when I thought I was going to die from shortness of breath she frees my mouth for a moment and starts to kiss my neck, I feel those soft lips reaching my left shoulder and a slight bite leads me to delirium, she comes down slowly and when she reaches one of my breasts she looks at me, gives a smile and starts to suck them very gently and at the same time with a lot, a lot of will, my hands caress her beautiful long hair, switch breasts and continue to caress each other with her little fairy hands on my body, she was already bursting with love, I forced her head gently, it went down towards me, she stood for a while, he looked at me and she knew that she was there, kissing me with pleasure, covering my navel, which made me crazy, without further delay she started to kiss me with an incredible ability that made me crazy,
- Go kitten, don't torture me any more - No, please, I can't take it anymore
She immediately complied with my request and began to pass that hot tongue all over my penis, making incredible movements, sucking my clitoris, her hand stroking my breast, my arched body, I tried to bring her more and more inside me, she penetrates me gently with two fingers and a marvelous back and forth makes me explode in an orgasm that seemed to have no end...
I fell into bed still in spasms, I felt her kiss me softly and tell me she loved me, she laid her head on my shoulder and hugged me...
I started to caress her, I couldn't help but return all that affection and I confess that for the first time I was afraid of not meeting someone's expectations, she's so sweet, so special that it left me kind of blocked...
But that blockage didn't last long, the hard-on spoke louder and we started kissing...
I explored every bit of that phenomenal body that was in front of me, and how soft it was, a smelly skin, the hard breasts that creaked at the touch of my tongue, her hands running across my back, scratching me, showed me that I was on the right track, and how I was...
When I opened her legs I had an incredible vision, she was all wet, just waiting to be sucked and I'm not stupid or anything, I didn't waste any time, I went through all her pussy, I massaged her clitoris with my thumb while penetrating her with my tongue and every time my piercing touched her clitoris she increased the movements with her body...
- Go, love, put your fingers on me, I want to be all yours, only yours...
Wow, that freaked me out, I started penetrating her, and she kept asking for more, I felt her legs grab my head, my whole body started shaking and my mouth filled with the orgasm that she had...
I laid my body on hers and kissed her tenderly and we slept like that, hugged and very happy...
I woke up a little scared, I looked at my side and I didn't see Bia, I was a little dazed, trying to understand everything that had happened to me, that's when she came into the room, she was radiant and had a rose in her hand...
- Look, honey, this rose is so you never forget everything we've been through and I want you to know that I'll wait as long as it takes for you to solve your problems, I won't charge you anything that you won't give me...
- Bia, you don't have to charge anything, yesterday everything was wonderful, you are wonderful and all I want is to be by your side from today on.
- Wow, how I've been waiting to hear that, you can't imagine how happy I am...come, let's take a bath.
We got out of the shower, and I remembered I left my friends at the club.
- Kitten, I have to go now, later I'll come and see you...
- Sure, honey, I'll make a special dinner for the...
We kissed, and I went home as fast as I could, and I tried to call one of my friends' cell phones, but it was in the mailbox...
- Damn, they're going to kill me!
When I get to the front door, a surprise...
My then-girlfriend was sitting on the sidewalk across the street, and as soon as I pulled over, she came to talk to me.
- Damn Ju, where were you, I called yesterday looking for you and your mother said you were out...
- I went to the icon...
- I know, I went over there, only I ran into Dani and Gabi and they said that you left early...
- That's right.
- It's just that I came here to your house and you didn't show up, where were you?
For someone who hasn't shown any sign of life these days you're very convincing in the role of a jealous girlfriend...
- Don 't start with your childish charges and answer what I asked you .
- You can rest assured, from now on you'll never have to bother with my "childish shenanigans"...
- What do you mean, you can't?
- As of today, I'm not dating you anymore, so I'll never charge you anything...
- What do you mean you're not dating me anymore?
You know better than I do that we haven't been dating for a long time... you don't call me anymore, you hardly show up, every time I talk to see you you have an excuse, you never care about what I feel, love is over a long time ago, that's the truth...
- Oh angel, sorry, I know I haven't been giving you much attention, but I promise you'll feel like the most loved woman in the world from now on...
- I already feel that way...
I don't know what you mean.
- Yesterday I met a wonderful person who loves me for a long time and she made me feel like the happiest person in the world...
- So you betrayed me?
- No, I stopped betraying ME, forcing myself to believe that there was still something between us... I still have a lot of affection for you, but I'm no longer happy by your side and I really want to be happy, I have that right...
- Well, if you think so... but I want you to know that I'll be waiting for you to come back to me...
- No, honey, don't wait for me because I'm not coming back.
I felt a huge tightness in my chest watching her leave without looking back, the more I know that I did what had to be done and I dated Bia for a while, the more unfortunately it didn't work out, she was getting too possessive and the relationship wore off, the more we remained friends and I will be eternally grateful to her who helped me to understand that I didn't need to understand my girlfriend but to understand that I can't put my happiness in the hands of others.
And that's a lesson I learned very well...

P.S. I changed the names so as not to expose anyone.

Kisses to all!!!