I'm aware I'm on my way to being a horn, but I can't resist!

It happened just now, and it made me write again, for now I am really worried. As you know, I'm addicted to secretly watching my wife masturbate, and I love to jerk off knowing that she's indulging her desires. But today I found myself on a dead end and I'm confused. I made a short trip that should have taken me all day. But since I know that she masturbates in the afternoon, I went back and waited in the corner waiting for her to close the curtain of the room, because that is one of the signs that she is going to masturbate. She always closes the curtains in front of the house (but not the back, thankfully ... kkk). I waited about five long minutes, and then I quietly walked in from the back, as usual, and there she was in the living room, lying naked on the couch! She was all dressed up and her fingers were running down the bottle while she was watching a video of a blonde giving it to a Negro, who had a huge jeba, and I quietly started my traditional pimping watching her moan and juggle the bottle. The next video she selected had two guys eating a brunette, and they were doing a D.P. on her, and she was a great actress, and she was asking for punches, and she was making faces and mouths, and I could tell that it was affecting my wife, because she sped up her fingers and started arching her hips. The next video was three guys eating a hot blonde, and she was hypnotized, and in addition to masturbating, she was slapping her pussy hard like I like to do, and I know she was excited because she always asks me that when she pees all over. Suddenly I hear the phrase that left me dead: "Aiiiiii. I really wanted it was a cock breaking my bucket! I need a male pauzudooooo". I got cold and excited, and I thought about going into the room and telling her to stop, telling her it was wrong to cheat on me, but I couldn't, and I just stood there and in that moment I realized that I'm going to be horny. She's now just picking videos of women giving it to two, and all of a sudden she's like, "What a whore I want to be, I need a pauuuu", and she pulls a medium-sized rubber pin out from underneath the pillow that she's on, and I didn't even know she had it. I didn't believe it, but soon she had buried him in the bucket and was taking and punching fast, rolling whole! She was now practically shouting, screaming, and again I saw that the frame is coming, for she said: "I won't resist, I'll find a break to roll my ass!" Again I had no other reaction than almost mocking. I was hearing her plan to corn me, but I couldn't stop it. She took out the xana and buried it in the tail, moaning uncontrollably. Then came the final blow. Moaning and cursing, she said: "My husband is going to be horned. I need a break. I can't take it maisssssssss". And she joked loudly with the consolation in the ass. I held myself not to joke and stood there watching her relax, playing with the grill. She put her hand out and said, "I'm a real whore. My pussy and my ass can take a big roll. I'll take any pinto". I wanted to go in and tell her not to do this, that I love her, that I don't want to see her give to anyone, but I couldn't. I just jerked off and she masturbated slowly. I began to see that my addiction to watching her masturbation was consuming me. If I thought it was bad, the biggest surprise came. She got up from the sofa and went to the window. She opened her legs and hit the console again on the xana, standing up. She opened the curtain a little and looked out. I thought she was going to show off, but she was watching the men pass. Good thing she likes to talk loudly, because that's how I know what happens. There must have been a guy in there and she said, "This one's got a way of pinching. I could bring him in and fuck me". She'd throw her hips and push herself on the rubber stick. I think it must have been a brown, because she said: "That nigga was going to cradle me. My bucetaaaaaaaa wants you pauzudoooooo". I looked at it without knowing what to do. All she needed to do was call the guy from the street to eat it. And I couldn't even react. She did it for a long time and I enjoyed a vase of flowers. She'd jerk off so hard, now she's out of control, and she'd cry, and she'd say she wanted to get laid, and she'd be anybody's bitch, and she'd enlarge her pussy... At this she began to mock and only then I was happy, because she said: "Aaaaiiiiii my bucetaaaa... I wanted my horn here to burst my ass and my bucetaaaaaaaa......". And she mocked again violently, trembling on her feet and moistening the floor with joy that flowed. She came back and laid on the couch and I got out of there and I went back to the car and I pretended I was coming and when I came in she was naked on the couch, but the comfort was gone from the room. I went in and saw her lying naked and I got up. She smiled at me and just asked me: "Do you want to eat the ass of a whore?" I didn't think. I turned her on all fours and punched. The stick went in easily because the ass was already enlarged. She didn't even complain. I was eating and she smiled at me, saying: "Do you like my ass? Do you want to enjoy the ass of the whore?" I was upset. I wanted to punch her to the other side. I punched hard and she laughed and moaned. So she gave a line. "Imagine if you come and I'm all hunched over? Did another stick ever break me?" I stopped punching and looked at her, who was looking over my shoulder smiling. Her one was biting my dick and she kept pushing her ass. I said, "Is that what you want?" She looked at me and said, "Only if you want to be a horn. Do you want to be my horn?" I went crazy and started punching hard. I said, "Call me a horn I'm going to enjoy". She turned around quickly and looked at me in surprise. Her excitement turned red. She started pushing her ass hard and screaming, "Shut up. I'll punch. I'll punch your bitch. She's going to have fun with that horn on my dick, and I'll squeak you for it". I fell on top of her with my dick in her ass. It was softening in there. She had a smile on her lips. I started biting her ear and said, "You're a real slut. She made fun of my ass and called me a horn". She said without opening her eyes, "You asked for it. But look, the way you left my dick, another slut was going to come in easy now". That made my dick start to harden still inside her ass. Feeling this, she said, "Did you get excited thinking about my dick with a little horn? Did you get the urge to see my dick buried in another one?" I started to pump again and she was in love. I just said, "Give me my dick and go wide enough. Whenever you want it swallows any dick. Put it in the woman's dick". In a strong and proud voice, I had enjoyed a little. She made me lie down on the couch and sat with her ass on top of me, swallowing the shit. My cock fell all over me. She sat on top of me saying that I was a whore, a slut, etc. But then suddenly she stopped with her stick stuck inside and looked at me with a hard-on and said: "She asks to be my horn? She says she wants to be horned?" Her hard-on look and her ass chewing on my cock gave me no choice. I said: "I'm your horn yes. Horned". She smiled and started fucking again saying: "So fuck horn. Put it in your wife's used ass. Show that it's a real horn". She started joking again smiling and letting me use her ass. When I teased her, she stood up and said, "Isn't it fun to have fetishes? You're having fun like crazy and I love it". I doubt she's just using it as a fetish, but I have a feeling that soon there'll be no turning back, and I'm gonna turn a corner, and I can't help it, no matter how much I want to.