I never thought I 'd be able

I never thought I 'd be able Good evening, my name is Nubya, and if you want to understand me better, it would be good to read my first story, which I am scared of what happened until today. At the end of the year 2022 I took my husband back for the third time, he had already abandoned me to live with another woman twice before that, but I accepted him anyway and in carnival 2023 we went to a hotel farm to celebrate the return. I was excited, I took a leather belt, sexy waitress dress, transparent t-shirt, baby doll, sexy perfume, everything I could. We arrived on Saturday, it had a wonderful pool, lakes, and we went to our chalet. The ranch hotel had a building with apartments near the pool, and chalets further away, more private. They weren't quite facing each other, but you could see the balcony of some of them. We stayed in the pool area all afternoon, my husband drank a lot. We got to know a family, with a couple and two daughters. One single and another divorced. I pretended not to notice so as not to suffer, but my husband was very down to the side of the divorced. Then inside the chalet, I tried to talk to him about the mishap with me, practically did not pay attention to me all day, but he did not want conversation and went to the bathroom. I collected myself, I put my head in place and went to the bathroom after him. I prepared myself, I put on a lingerie with a belt and a transparent shirt. When I went to bed he was off. I stayed upset and did not even try to wake him up. I preferred not to increase the excitement. I went to take a nap on the balcony, the light was on and off for a while. After another time I took a nap. My husband was very down to the side of the divorced woman. Then inside the chalet, I tried to talk to him about the mishap with me, he practically did not pay attention to me all day, but he did not want conversation and went to the bathroom. I recovered myself, I put my head in place and went to the bathroom after him. When I went to bed he was disappointed, I put on a lingerie with a belt and even tried to wake him. I was upset and did not even try to wake him. Then on Sunday, we were again in the pool area talking to the same people from the previous day. And the same story, my husband falling down with the other woman. I decided to take a drink in a disposable glass and go into the pool, the pool made a nice drawing, it was not square, some places of it did not allow me to see the little bar. I walked with water on my waist, I stood in a place with a beautiful view and I was looking at the horizon. And I was frightened when two boys approached presenting themselves politely and pulling conversation. I decided to talk a little, and obviously when you drink a little, we are more firmly pleasing to strangers almost always. One of them (Fred), with all my care, after some time of conversation went out of the pool feeling quite free, and grabbed the water with his hands to throw on my shoulders, not to scratch my shoulders. I thought I was going to go back to the pool, but I went back to the other side to have a drink. Going with my husband to the chalet, I looked at their numbers, and I saw the chalet 6, which was the one that had a man watching me in lingerie the night before. In the evening, my husband went to the bathroom and I went in behind him. I tried an approach but he dodged. In bed I threw sexy perfume, I used the sex waitress fantasy to bring mineral water to him, but he wanted to lie down. I lay down next to him, and then I rubbed myself on it, I caressed his pin until it got hard, I sucked his head with affection (after a long time without him putting the pin in my mouth, I ended up sucking myself there), I think he got a little excited, lay on top of me and penetrated me without at least caressing me, almost out of obligation, simply opened my legs, positioned the head of the pin in the entrance of my bucket and pushed, sounded and enjoyed. In a few seconds I became very frustrated. Then I looked at my husband with a lantern and saw the two of them there on the balcony of the chalet 6 (I do not know if there was only one of them that day or I had only seen one and did not see the other), even with the lights off I could see two people there this time. I went in to take a bath, and it was giving me such a big revolt ... and as I would go away the next day and would not see those two boys anymore, I resolved to get out of the bath and repeat what had given me the pleasure of being observed, I resolved to put me with a leash belt and a micro leash belt, and a short and transparent baby sign that was not enough to get out of my butt, and without a sign. I was still sitting on the balcony with a lantern and saw the two of them there on the balcony of the chalet 6 (I do not know if there was only one of them that day or I had only seen one of them and did not see the other one), so I turned to my husband and I asked him to untie me even with the lights off I could see two people there this time. I'm scared to death that they might have security cameras and film me going in and out of their cabin, and I didn't even think about it at the time, and I'm scared to death and ashamed of some of my students even imagining what their teacher did one day, I keep thinking about the day they find out that I sucked a stranger and swallowed his fuck, that I almost did double penetration, those thoughts kill me. So I never did anything like that again, but I never forgot, I never forgot the feeling of being with two men, I started fantasizing sometimes to give two men at the same time after that happened, but I'll definitely never realize it. I thank my readers in advance. Thank you.